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[jiancozart]

I appreciate music for calming me in the worst moments

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Patrick Bateman's apartment in American Psycho (2000)

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YINJISPACE - Second Party Design x Dream Doll

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Whole Lotta Red

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Today I had asked people close to me to name 5 things about me that are my strengths and what comes easily to me and I had asked my Mrs and she spoke about my creativity and reminded me about my tumblr account and how it was something that really exhibited my creativity and It felt like she reignited a light in my system.

I really feel like my life post covid has been extremely different to what it was pre-covid. It’ll be 6 years now and so much has changed and Its almost I let go of the creative dreamer and became more serious with achieving what is regarded as landmarks of adulthood that I lost what was a major part of my life aswell: My creativity.

I loved creating, I loved expression through art through music, through the other mediums available to me such as this tumblr account. I don’t know when I got completely serious about life and just let go of this other side of me, but I do miss it. I miss the dreamer in me. I think as you get older in life and feel the need to have to get things moving because of expectations you have for yourself and also what is expected of you. You can get really carried away in just focusing on how to move in the rat race of life that if you don’t take a second to sit down and reflect, 5 years will go by and you won’t even realise it.

I genuinely feel like I don’t know who I am, maybe it’s a quarter life crisis, yes I have achieved things but they don’t give me the same joy that or dreams I had when I was a Uni student in first year scrolling through tumblr or going to the studio to experiment and make music.

I want to change that, I want to be more in tune with those things that made me me, and to also embrace the change and also remember that each phase of my life has played a major role in who I am today.

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The memories and moments is all we will have when this is over, so make it count. It’s only one life

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I was a boarding student in a different country for secondary school away from my family, and any time I would miss my mother I’d call her and she would tell me to look up in the sky at the moon and say “we aren’t near each other my child, but the stars and the sky keeps us connected”

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Jason David Frank (1973 - 2022)

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Removing dust from my blog now that Twitter has gone to shits.

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