Calvin

Memes and broken dreams

[lovelysuggestion]

take your time, it’s ok

[monkeyrubster]

[frogfi]

@kyouderehayze

[kyouderehayze]

That is me on so many levels

[luvbey]

making people laugh is literally the best feeling ever

[photographyofdavidhanjani]

[lazyriverlily-deactivated201502]

Hey, school's hard

I want to help

CHEMISTRY

- THIS - website will balance your chemistry equations and tell you what reaction type occurred - GREAT for homework!

ALGEBRA

- THIS - website will solve your algebra problems and will explain how it got the answer - it’s really good if you’re stuck on a type of problem and don’t know how to solve it!

[casualphoenix]

DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I COULDVE USED THAT FUCKING CHEMISTRY SITE LAST YEAR

[phanvoid-deactivated20160627]

WHAT THE FUCK I JUST BARELY PASSED ALGEBRA THIS YEAR, REBLOGGING TO SAVE OTHERS.

[badlydrawneverything]

[kyouderehayze]

person: How are you?

me: i literally have no idea

[goodluckrob-deactivated20221110]

Always remember this.

I’m nice as fuck. So if you see me being mean to someone, they earned that shit.

[worldwar2chainz]

anyone who can talk to me for more than a week deserves an award

[argography-blog]

[ni-usha]

[a--t--m--o--s--p--h--e--r--e]

[a--t--m--o--s--p--h--e--r--e]

Instagram

[ughsick]

[lovemakesyouwonder]

[ineednewwaystowastemytime]

i'm tired

I’m tired of being so unwell all the time, I’m tired of having no interest in anything. I’m tired of being dependant on other people. I’m tired of hating myself. I’m tired of being me. I’m tired of loving someone that will never want me. I’m tired of feeling unworthy of love. I’m tired of being insecure about my appearance. I’m tired of feeling anxious for no good reason. I’m tired of having to act like I’m happy. I’m tired of feeling like I’m suffocating. I’m tired of feeling like there’s no way I could possibly get better. I’m tired of feeling hopeless. I’m tired of being so pessimistic. I’m tired of getting attached. I’m tired of feeling like my existence means nothing. I’m tired of feeling easily replaced. I’m tired of having no voice. I’m tired of believing my voice shouldn’t be heard. I’m tired mental illnesses. I’m tired of negative thoughts and patterns. I’m tired of feeling like I’m stuck between wanting to get better and wanting to give up. I’m tired of being told I’m lazy. I’m tired of having no energy. I’m tired of dissociation. I’m tired of sleeping until the afternoon. I’m tired of staying up so late. I’m tired of not being able to get to sleep. I’m tired of feeling bored with life. I’m tired of doing the same things everyday. I’m tired of feeling like I will never change. I’m tired of feeling like people don’t take me seriously when I say I’m chronically depressed. I’m tired of having to explain why I don’t work. I’m tired of being expected to work under my conditions. I’m tired of feeling alone. I’m tired of being sad at Christmas and other holidays. I’m tired of trying my best and have it not be enough. I’m tired of not being able to talk to people. I’m tired of life’s natural ability to be unfair. I’m tired of seeing people my age achieve things when I cannot. I’m tired of having no identity. I’m tired of my emotions contradicting themselves. I’m tired of not understanding my feelings. I’m tired of hurting people because I can’t cope with life. I’m tired of avoiding people. I’m tired of people putting in effort with me and getting nothing back. I’m tired of feeling small. I’m tired of being the problem. I’m tired of lying about my feelings. I’m tired of covering my arms. I’m tired of self harming. I’m tired of binge eating, or not eating at all. I’m tired of people telling me that I’m selfish for wanting to end it all. I’m tired of asking other people to take me to my appointments. I’m tired of crying. I’m tired of thinking about him, still. I’m tired of wishing he would come back. I’m tired of the attachment I have to him. I’m tired of feeling nausea for no reason. I’m tired of not being able to give back. I’m tired of dreading waking up the next day. I’m tired of suicidal thoughts, and sometimes plans. I’m tired of stupidity and ignorance. I’m tired of feeling like my feelings are invalidated. I’m tired of not being taken seriously. I’m tired of having no life. I’m tired of having no friends. I’m tired that mental illness has taken all life away from me

But most of all, I’m tired of being tired.

[deadboyandre-deactivated2024100]

[wordsnquotes]

Under your skin the moon is alive.

Pablo Neruda, “Ode to a Naked Beauty” (via wordsnquotes)