For reviewing and self education reason, I have been watching some films. They it didn't necessarily have to be gay films but I got so many suggestions and I couldn't wait to watch those movies. First was 'Shelter', which is one of the best happy ending gay film. Next was Mambo Italiano, Geography club, and the war boys. Last two's review will be come up soon. After watching those movies, what I really realize is that there are only some patt, only the good part, of LGBT that is depicted in movies. Mambo Italiano wasn't stereotypical all supportive situation but at last, it ended well. But from the current viral video about a guy coming out to their parent, end up hit by his dad and ended the family relationship. In fact, I heard there are so many LGBT people who got kicked out of their family after coming out. Also that part is what I am most concerned about. Got kicked out from my family and have nothing to do to deal with my life. That is reason why I decided to come out after I got my job and place. Also the big part where I am most struggling with is the dating part. If you are from #misfits family, you'll know I have a big crush on one of my friends and I am dealing with figuring out whether he is gay or at least supportive to it. In the movies, not many couples have this kind of situations. They just fall in love in first sight, kiss and their relationships go on. Today, I kept thinking 'If I just kiss him how will he going to react?' And thinking just walk fast to him and kiss him just like many movies do. But the missing part is that I am not getting those eyes of love from him. All the relationship goes well, except Geography club but it at least goes what main character wanted, and that really bugs me. It is nothing wrong with movie showing the romantic part of it. I just want to feel sympathy on the movie and actually say this movie really symbolizes my life. I think I am too stressed right now because of my crush...
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