Trash

[poems-and-word]

[books-n-quotes]

How do you ever know for certain that you are doing the right thing?

Anthony Doerr, All the Light We Cannot See (via books-n-quotes)

[papishanpoo-deactivated20150504]

“You dont post on IG that much” cuz Im ugly bitch damn

[lamyasachi]

Concept: me, in a sabyasachi lehenga, getting married to a cute brown boy, who’s not racist or sexist and loves me

[punkiztan-deactivated20181006]

he gon be my best friend first then my husband

[dreamgrl1998-deactivated2022072]

i’ve gone back to living in my own head as opposed to the outside world! catch y'all on the flip after creating elaborate scenarios in my head that will never play out in real life!

[melindacarolinee]

What happened to you? Why do you hate drinking? I don’t know maybe it was being petrified of my alcoholic father. So the sight of someone drunk starts to make my blood boil. What happened to you? Why do you have so much anxiety? I don’t know maybe it was being terrorized by the boys at school. I had to learn to shrink away. So I panic about everything. What happened to you? Why are you so sad and depressed all the time? I don’t know. My memories haunt me. I just feel myself falling even farther as the years go, even if nothing is wrong. What happened to you? Why are you so insecure? I don’t know, maybe it’s because all of my life I’ve been picked at. I’m always being told what’s wrong with me. What happened to you? I don’t know. I’ve just turned into this shattered person that can’t put herself back together anymore. Theres so many broken pieces, I wouldn’t know where to start. I don’t know, maybe I’m unfixable.

Chapters from my life || melindacarolinee (via melindacarolinee)

[hoechloin]

[maxandthespidersfrommars-deacti]

This is literally the funniest joke I’ve ever seen about depression

[a-boy-cutting]

Depression in summer is weird. It’s not dark and brooding, for me - it’s white and hazy and confusing. You feel very absent from everyone and everything and all the light seems a little too bright for your tired eyes.

[cwote]

Do not lower your standards, you deserve good things.

Unknown (via cwote)

[l0stw0nderer-blog]

I'm so done with these mood swings and insecurities and sadness, it's like a spring, no matter how far I run it always pulls me back in. I'm so full of self hatred and doubt, I can't escape the bubble I'm stuck in. Call it laziness or whatever but I'm stuck, and I don't know when it all happened, but I can't remember a time I wasn't.

[books-n-quotes]

Hard is try to rebuilt yourself, piece by piece, with no instruction book, and no clue as to where all the important bits are supposed to go.

Nick Hornby, A Long Way Down (via books-n-quotes)

[books-n-quotes]

Make your mistakes, take your chances, look silly, but keep on going. Don’t freeze up.

Thomas Wolfe, You Can’t Go Home Again (via books-n-quotes)

[catscenter]

[l0stw0nderer-blog]

How can I be expected to work in an office environment and act all put together when I'm an actual mess and have to give myself an long pep talk every time I have to make a phone call?

[l0stw0nderer-blog]

Anxiety can suck my right big toe

[thekioni]

UPDATE!!! please!! help if you can

I’ve been dealing with a physically abusive father and a just as equal, if not more, emotionally abusive mother all my life. My mother has constantly called me “useless” amongst many other degrading things, all the while just simply not giving a fuck about me, and continually having no regard for my fathers actions throughout my life. My father recently attacked me in December where he not only hit me but choked me to the point where I urinated on myself, lost my balance and he then proceeded to kick me while I was down. here’s a comparison pic of me in the hospital during that time.

Both my sister and mother work very important positions for the hospital company and it was then when they told me I had to lie about what had happened and not press charges or else my mom threatened to kick me out. After winter break I was so emotionally distraught that I went into such a deep depression where I did not eat or leave my dorm room for 2 weeks, causing me to fail my classes which only gave me more anxiety and distress. Fast forward to now, there have been times when things are “calm” but.. lately things have been explosive all the time and last month my mom was stabbed by my dad who’s threatening to sell the house. My mom, who has never really cared for me has no plans of moving me in with her and while my sister has been moved out and started her own life and she told me “I am not a concern of hers” 

In short, I’ve let my pride get in the way for wayyy too long and now I realize I have no one on my side except my 1 bestfriend, but she can only help but so much.. so please!! donate to my PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/kioniamber

in order to help me save up for an apartment! and get out of this toxic situation as quickly as possible, please! I am currently looking for a job but in the meantime, any and everything helps and it really means alot to me if you just help spread this post so, please spread this and donate if you can. thank you. 

if you guys wouldn’t mind help spread this

@damnjongup @shitaozi @the-hope-in-my-galaxy @church-of-minho @deceive @jjongsgorl @oozamaki @donteverplayourself

[thekioni]

I WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF THIS POST DID NOT LEAVE TUMBLR !!! 

as both my parents have other social media accounts and tumblr is really the only place i feel safe and away from them and it would only damage my situation more if they were aware of the actions I took against them!

please help spread this update, thanks!