a tiny mouse!

hello! my name is celestine!

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hello! my name is celestine (she/her), im part of a plural system. this is my blog, im gonna journal here and vent and reblog things!!

my grandfather is named Osborne (he/him)! he will talk here too sometimes if he wants to! we live in the void together! my tag is #celespeaks! and grandfather's is #dark matter coalescing

general warning for suicidal ideation and negativity! please don't hesitate to block us if you need to! i love you lots anyways!

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[clasps hands and smiles brightly] can't wait to die!!!!

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hi!! im back!! i wish i was dead!! i wish we were dead!! jesus fucking christ death cannot come soon enough!!

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oh it does feel like home here <3

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urghhh i dont wanna be here anymore..

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I WISH I WAS DEAD!! I WISH I WAS DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i think im inherently unlovable as a person..

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spins and spins!! spins and spins!! i wish i was dead!!

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mm sleepy,, grandfather doesnt do much when hes not actively ruminating. he trots along in the void and sometimes i walk next to him and sometimes i sit on his back! sometimes he sings, sometimes we sing together.

i feel scared a lot. i shouldn't be here. i feel like i hurt people by talking. i only make people sad. im a bad person and everyone probably hates me. thats ok.

um lemme think,, oh grandfather might talk here too, he doesn't get to talk lots because he says very sad things like i do. but he can share with me! this can be our space.

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there! that feels more like home!