lone bird.

𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦. 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘪𝘵.

[laboresolis]

dealing with some important lockdown stuff now since i’m studying and working from home so i’m really sorry for all the late replies. i will get to replies and IMs within these few days.

[laboresolis]

noctilucae‌:

（ * & continued from here, @laboresolis。）

hm, i feel like you’ve experienced something like this before.  and you seem squishable, so… 

don’t play so hard to get!

hm... how would you know!? i promise, i’m all bones. 笑

am i, am i..? i am hard to get though.

[laboresolis]

i thought i would send you something with a Tokiya Twist but i guess it wasn't cute enough. so i just want to let you know that i love you so much and want to squish yooou

getting a confession on a random friday.i guess today is a pretty good day. ^^sorry to disappoint you but i’m not very squishable~

[laboresolis]

hi sexy people. i would like to kiss your sexy people lips.

whomst….?

[laboresolis]

dear mister kaei of the karasumas, it seems my pigeon came back holding one (1) croquette. where is the letter i was promised? much obliged, shuusuke of the ikaris.

𝑫𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝑺𝒉𝒖𝒖𝒔𝒖𝒌𝒆,

i think you’re annoying.oops, bet you didn’t think that’s how i would start my letter huh?then again i tell you that everyday so.. 笑you are annoying, just that it’s a good kind of annoying.even when i don’t feel like talking.. even when i gave you dry replies, you were always so patient and never made anything a big deal. especially my brattiness.thank you for being my cheerleader.. i never had a friend like you.you’re good at cheering me up but i know you haven’t been the same to yourself. i want to say, please be a little kinder to yourself shuu-chan.i also really love when you send me the music you make.i know that you too, have sleepless nights.always remember that you are not alone, when you’re down, i’ll come annoy you too. thank you for always keeping me company through phone calls, telling me stupid jokes, and… actually funny jokes.you just have to be you.you’re good enough, and you’re better than you think.i love the shuu who is so selfless and wonderful.didn’t expect me to write such a nice letter huh!i also tipped your pigeon 100yen. x

𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆, 𝑲𝒂𝒆𝒊.

[laboresolis]

dear mister kaei of the karasumas, Hello. regards, shuusuke of the ikaris.

thank you for the letter, your pigeon reached me.

[tycheantiques]

Antique postcard, undated.

[sunsetquotes]

“You will find that it is necessary to let things go; simply for the reason that they are heavy.”

— C. JoyBell C.

[thxvclvxts]

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@laboresolis​

muse: Joselyne

“I’ve never necessarily been the person to give people the benefit of the doubt, but… sometimes I suppose it might be worth it,” She grimaced a bit, but why had she brought that up? She might never know. “People are hard to trust. Who knows what anyone is ever thinking… and honestly, I don’t know if I want to know half the time. Minds of others are a scary place.” She’d been burned enough in her life to just feel that it was safe to say that she didn’t care for the idea of blind trust, and she was inherently difficult to get to know by now. When you considered how she ended up getting black out drunk and married to a guy who she was dating, who would disappear on her and mail her the divorce papers several months later, well. It was safe to say she felt she had a reason to be so standoffish.

[laboresolis]

“If I start saying anything now.. it may come off a little biased due to some unwanted experiences.” He grins-- one that signalled defeat. Kaei is just the same when it comes to trusting others, and if he had a choice, he wouldn’t want to. But the heart never lies, that’s a fortunate unfortunate truth. “It probably sounds cowardly of me to say this but if I could run, I would. As much as it might be worth it.. things like trust.. or having expectations, it’s like giving someone a little part of yourself, hoping you won’t lose yourself at the end of the line, right?” He felt oddly comfortable with the other, almost like their energies fit. It was a topic that weighs heavier than the usual chattering, and there wasn’t many he can share his thoughts like this with. “Did something happen..?” Kaei knows he's 'people' but, it's worth a try to ask.

[laboresolis]

🌿 OOC // : + ADDITIONAL INFO!

( # ) — mun & muse are 21+ ( # ) — rp experience: 9 years! (whew) ( # ) — i like writing first meetings as much as plotting pre-est, and i mirror. ( # ) — feel free to IM me about anything. ( # ) — discord: 1030s#8691 (for ic/ooc)

+ muse tingz: kaei’s twitter | kaei’s carrd | character est. feb’2019. current status: updating kaei's biography, editing pages & guidelines.

[laboresolis]

mxsicaldreams‌:

“Hey! Have some respect!” Yuto exclaims, pushing lightly at the others shoulder after putting the pan in the fridge. “I never had any doubt about how fun you are, Kaei~” His brows raised in slight surprise at the others admittance, but then nodding. “Okay, well…” He was going to attempt to come up with another idea when Kaei spoke again, laughing and nodding. “Sure! That’s a good idea, we’ll definitely be putting our palates to the test.”

“I’m playing~ At least you still look 20, I promise.” Kaei’s grin widens-- as someone who genuinely thinks he’s a bore, it sure is nice to hear that he’s something he desperately wants to be. There are many things Kaei’s confident in but he wouldn’t stop to think for a second that being a ‘fun’ person would be one of his traits. “I’m excited. I’ve never really played a game or challenge like this--! Do you usually play a lot with your group members..? There seems to be a lot of them...”

[laboresolis]

etherealve‌:

The male had started talking to her and all she could think of was the missed opportunity.

“Oh…sorry,” Ai immediately apologized for her temper earlier. “It’s you. It’s you, Kaei-kun. Likewise,” She chuckled hesitantly as if to hide her own embarrassment, after all, she was not the type to display that kind of emotion publicly unless triggered by something. “What a coincidence, isn’t it?”

Ai turned around briefly at the traffic light that flashed the Red color and heaved a sigh. Why was she so eager to get her phone? Humans can’t seem to exist for a day without one nowadays. But thinking about it, the sun’s been out all day and it got her to plan something for herself todayーto take a stroll without any destination in mind and take as many photos of places and people. Very typical of the actress.

Change of plan, it seems.

“What about you? Are you out for a late lunch?” Asking the obvious question knowing the guy, Ai thought she might as well just make use of the opportunity to catch up with the busy guy, “Can I go with you?”

“Un... well... a nice coincidence hopefully.” And hopefully, she doesn’t have any intention of killing him now. It was a surprise to Kaei as well, seeing this side of Ai. Most of the time, she seemed like a pretty reserved and calm person. Interesting.

Surprises are good. Let’s just conclude it that way.

His eyes widens at the question that comes next, finger pointing to his own chest, with a questioning look. “With me? Lunch?” They’ve never hung out together before so it does make him a little nervous, a good type of nervous. It’s not everyday he gets to meet his friends, especially one where he never thought would ask him out.

“Ah sorry my brain needed time to process! I am going out for lunch- I was going to get a snack really, but I think God is clearly telling me that I need a proper meal.” A soft chuckle left his lips, now he’s starting to loosen up a little. There was nothing to lose, and he’s more than happy to make use of this chance of getting to know Ai.

“It’s cold today so.. how about Sukiyaki? My treat! Maybe after we cross this road to get to where you wanted to go?” He has a lot of time on his hands anyway.

[shubablog]

For @laboresolis

What was the point of learning something new? Arsenal is spacing out looking at the lights of the ceiling while spinning his pen on one hand.

The instructor kept talking and talking about the different ways of cooking an egg. The names of the methods Sunny-Side-Up egg, Benedict egg, scrambled egg and... She just lost him. He wasn't hearing anymore. A sigh.

He was probably the most disinterested student of that cooking class and the less experienced too. The others were paying close attention, nodding and taking notes. He just wished to be somewhere else.

But where?

He thought that a fresh start could help him forget.

Maybe if he got real hobbies and met new people instead of spending nights cleaning guns and binge watching movies until he passes out on the couch, he could finally let go of his past.

The present was a pain. He just wants this class to end.

Looking over the shoulder of the guy in front of him, he tries to copy his notes. At least he looked pretty interested in the class so his notes must be good.

[laboresolis]

There was nothing better to do but to cry or find a distraction when you’re at the lowest point in your life right? Kaei chose the latter, and he found himself enrolled in a cooking class-- a basic level one at that. He knows very well that his level is beyond learning how to cook eggs but he too, wants to start from zero.

The boy never really went to a cooking class in his life, he worked on his culinary skills all by himself, seeking help from the chefs and head maid in his mansion sometimes, but only when his father wasn’t around. The butlers were nice enough to keep it a secret, although it’s probably because they pitied him.

Still, he was taking notes diligently, since he’s already here. Time is money and Kaei is not one who likes wasting time. The fact that he came here instead of lamenting about at home really shows.

And- Oh course he could tell that somebody’s eyes are getting a little TOO comfortable with him.. or his notes. A minute passed and it seemed like the stranger still hasn’t stopped. When he finally turns around to give a proper ‘hint’, he tries to hold back a frown, only because a part of him found this situation amusing.

Right then, he writes a little note at the bottom of his book: “Must be hard to be straining your eyes like this, huh?”

Grinning just a little bit before discreetly passing his notes behind to the stranger.

[laboresolis]

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thank you so much, you’re really too nice to me ;; i hope we can write together for a long time, and i think you’re wonderful too!

[laboresolis]

365. 

i really don't know where to start because i don't want to ramble too much, but there’s just so much to say. 笑 from food-hunting in california, seeing pretty flower fields in amsterdam, to spending the most beautiful winter in hallstatt. thank you for letting me experience happiness i never had in my hands before.

it’s really really hard to look at anybody but you. it’s been you from the start and i just know that it’ll always be you. nothing else makes sense, even if i’m hurting, even when i’m in pain, nothing hurts more than the thought of you not being around.

even though where we’re at right now is not ideal, i hope we’ll keep fighting for a future together. that is really all i can ask for. as always, i’ll never thank you enough and will never stop apologising. i know we hurt each other a lot this whole time but the happy times will always triumph in my heart. after all, we’re only humans right?

take me for a ride on your bike soon, i’ll tell you all the reasons why i love you as we watch the sun set.

p.s thank you for teaching me how to fly. i love you.

@noctilucae

[laboresolis]

mxsicaldreams·:

“Today’s not Yuto day either, so don’t worry about it too much. Either we succeed and make something delicious, or fail and learn a lesson from it.” Yuto laughs out as he taps the pan on the counter to even it out, then sliding it into the fridge. “Oho! Things just got much more interesting!” He couldn’t help but grin back at Kaei, nodding his agreement. “That sounds like a lot of fun. But hmm – if they do turn out well–? Then we’ll need something else to make it more interesting…” He trailed off, rubbing his chin in thought. ‘I have some bitter tea.”

“Wise words from the elderly~” Kaei laughs along, teasing the older one, fingers drumming against the kitchen counter as he watches him finish up the last step before they have to refrigerate the milk. “See! I can be fun sometimes.. hm.. although if they turn out well, bitter tea won’t be enough since I’m good with tea!” His eyes starts wandering around the kitchen, peeking into some of the cupboards as well. “Bitter tea plus secret ingredient that we get to pick for each other.” He grins once more, a mischievous one this time. “We have to guess the secret ingredient correctly too, if it’s wrong.. we finish the drink.”

[laboresolis]

xsnowdrop·:

Fuyume was trying to figure out why this person was being kind to her. It was something she wasn’t fully use to this late at night. She was lucky enough that it was someone friendly and not like some of the other people she has seen out this late at night.

“T-Tea sounds nice at a time like this…” Fuyume said quietly as she nods her head. Fuyume wasn’t so sure what to say at all other than a short response to his question as she was just needing a distraction.

A part of him is afraid he’ll come off sketchy for his actions, but he’ll probably feel worse if he left the stranger alone like this. Besides.. he doesn’t smell like booze and looks decent so, hopefully that’s enough. 

How much is she hurting to be crying in public like this? 

Kaei responded to the female’s words with a reassuring smile, finger pointing towards the nearby cafe. Staying in a public area was probably the best thing he could do, considering him still being a stranger to the other. “It does, doesn’t it! I think they have pizza there too.. let’s go--? You’ll catch a cold like this.” Kaei acted on his thoughts, running towards the cafe just so he can hold the door for her, waving as a gesture for her to hurry.

Aah.. should’ve asked for her name first..