Mockingjay

[ladybird19]

I am shouting at the top of my lungs but I can't hear my own voice. I can see with my eyes but I can't see what I see. I run and run but I can't feel my feet moving. I've been chasing something I can't hold in my hands. I walk briskly and increase my pace, I run only to wind up at the same place. I don't know who I am. I don't know where I was. I don't know. I just don't.

[ladybird19]

[ladybird19]

… Woke up the girl who looked just like you

I almost said your name

From the Dinning Table

[mayjailorsirens2222]

i would do anything to go back and time and be her again

[ladybird19]

And to my love I'll say how miserable would you like me to be .

[ladybird19]

"I am not what happened to me, I am what I choose to become."

- Chris Gardner, 'The Pursuit Of Happyness'.

[ladybird19]

Why does wind blow?

It's blowing to move on.

It's blowing to move on, not to stay.

The wind needs to keep moving for me to fly...!

[ladybird19]

Why won't you ever say what you want to say?

Even my phone misses your call.

—From the Dining Table

Song by Harry Styles

[ladybird19]

You can call me mistaking your guilt for concern and I can answer mistaking your sympathy for love .

[whendidmythoughtsgocrazy]

Let me kiss you in the rain like all the movie stars do.

k.b. // let me be your main character

[ladybird19]

Need was a warehouse that could accommodate a considerable amount of cruelty.

Arundhati Roy, The Ministry of Utmost Happiness

[ladybird19]

Thank you for giving my grief a name . Your name .

[ladybird19]

And we settle for less just to evade loneliness . We lose . We lose

[ladybird19]

I want to choose independence but loneliness is eating my heart .

[ladybird19]

Slowly fading out.

Leaving through a carved door.

Exiting quietly.

Abandoning a crowd.

When you are unwanted you are free.

The cost of freedom : you are not wanted

[ladybird19]

And to my love I'll say how miserable would you like me to be .

[ladybird19]

Humans are so selfish with their love for God . They only turn to him when they have been let down by everyone and everything . When they have no one else to turn . But God is selfless with his love . He is always there .