Desire Life Beyond Time

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY Jo....Bestie the Lord blessed the world with such a....beautiful soul on this day...one filled with so much love and compassion...Jo I know life seems so extremely hard right now....and my heart aches not to be with you...to help you through all of this...but just know I love you dearly...and your so much a part of me...Never forget how much your loved and needed in this crazy mixed up world...where most of us just go on with our days...and never see the sadness and pain around us...But then there are a few...that feel each heartbreak and every single tear shed...and you my very special and loving @sleekycmusic is one that feels it all...try not to put the entire world on your shoulders...let us all share in that load...and let us all truly wish a very special Birthday to a truly amazing woman....who has shown us all the strength from within...and a passion to keep on loving....not matter what....so much love and respect my beautiful bestie....💜🥰

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Life is way to short to not stand up and be who we are...without the hate and judgment from others...no matter who or what you are in life...you still are a very precious human...let's not forget our humanity...our love...and our compassion in this amazing world...Happy Pride Month 🌈

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You have to go and see the most amazing woman I know....With the largest heart I have ever seen...Sleeky you are truly a blessing to all that cross your path...my dearest best friend

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Just Cause I Love You

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With each and every new day...we can choose to make that day the best moments of our lives...or we can choose to let that moment pass us by...With this New Year...I hope we decide to grab ahold of the best moments...and truly appreciate each and everyday life has to offer us...we truly never know what our future holds...or when is the last time we will see the amazing people in our lives...love with all your heart...smile more often...and let others know you love them...lots of love and respect to you all...

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Sleeky you are the most amazing woman ...You truly are one of the most selfless and caring person I know...you have so much compassion and and true understanding of life...I really don't know where I would be without you in my life...You truly radiate beauty from the inside out...everyone that crosses your path in life will always be truly blessed...I truly believe you will change the lives of so many in this world...for I have already seen you change so many lifes and had such a great impact on so many

...you will never truly understand just how amazing you truly are....thank you for being just the amazing person you are in life....and showing us what true strength and heart truly is.... I love you woman...Happy Birthday Chick....

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Broken

One can hear pieces falling stone by stone…

These walls are mighty and strong…

For behind them one is broken beyond repair…

Shards of glass and tattered and torn…

Ones very soul lost in the darkness all alone…

Compassion and trust in others to try to heal one’s heart…

Desperately trying to mend ones very soul…

Not knowing what the outcome maybe…

Lost or complete, which will it be…?

Know what one desperately wants to see…

Is it even possible to achieve…?

Love of one’s very soul…

May not be there when that last stone falls…

By: Laine Ander

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Memory Laine Photography. 39 likes · 15 talking about this. Photographer

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High- Bria Kam (Official Music Video)    Please click on this link right now.....you have to see this...trust me.....Bria Kam is amazing........come see for yourself now.....dont miss out on this ....

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Finding Home

  There is this place of pure tranquility ….

To where there is always someone to make us feel we have the ability...

Giving love and kindness, to overcome our fears and insecurities …

With so much compassion and understanding for our disabilities…

Where we are not judged by what we cannot do in life…

But we are seen by the truth of who we are without strife…

We are love by two beautiful women which have such courage…

Who has built this family to always encourage…

The strength that these two show us all…

Lets us know we will never fall….

For Bria &Chrissy has made this wonderful endeavor…

It will always be an Ohana like no other…

By: Laine Ander

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Desire of the Heart

In the distant, I can hear the thunder….

All I can do is sit here and just wonder…

Will I ever see the love in your eyes and share your heart…

Or is the life that we live just destine to be apart?

All I can do is pray to the Lord above….

To feel the desires of our true love…

I close my eyes and I can feel you’re beneath upon me…

Oh God why can you not just see?

I give my heart and soul for you to hold…

All I wonder is how I can be so bold…

Giving you all the power of my heart…

Please don't tear our love apart…

Look deep in my eyes and straight into my soul…

You will truly see the truth and my only goal…

To hold you and show you my heart is only for you…

For this is the only way my path feels so completely true….

As all these waves are washing over me…

I feel that I am lost in the depths of the deep dark sea…

I see that the end of our time is near…

Oh God this is what I fear…

To never hold you close again and to always feel all this pain…

Why can I just not simply explain?

By: LA Ander

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The Real Pain

I dream of what it used to be, my heart aches to be me

I ache to be normal, to be able to be the strong person that I once was

My life has changed in a way that breaks my heart

My life is filled with sorrow now

Looking out at the world through a window

Looking out and seeing something that was taken from me

I just want to have me life back

I need to feel alive

My pain controls my life now… it has taken my freedom away

My heart hurts in ways that no one can even imagine

What have I done Lord please let me see why?

What can I do to wake up one morning and feel life as is it once was?

The biggest thing in my life was to be able to be me…to do the simplest things

The power of that was taken without any warning …now just getting up to get a drink of water or go to the bathroom is like digging a tunnel through Mount Everest

Knowing that I could go anywhere were my heart wanted to take me

Knowing that my body would carry me no matter the choices I made

No matter what broken paths and hard climbs I had to over come

No matter which path in life that I decided to take all that is gone

Which way is my life going now?

Which way do I go now?

By: Laine Ander

Unless you can imagine the struggles of chronic pain....then you will never know the damage it does to the body...the heart....and the mind....Because you are literary trapped in your own existence...With out every any hope of escape...with a pain that exceeds ones mind.

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Afraid Of Life without

Dark and afraid, trembles within Shadows from the past, destroying the love within All the hurt and pain rushing in like a flood Smells and sounds bring ones nightmare to reality Ones anger kept with inside destroying ones heart So afraid of being alone, and afraid love will never last Once one saw the truth that is held deep inside Love will only be replaced with hate The hate that she feels every day of her life How can one heel the mind and the soul within? Without pushing the one you love away for ever How can she ever be anyone someone can really love? Especially after they see what she really is But now she is getting her payment in life How much will one have to suffer for ones past misdeeds? Will my life ever mean anything to any one? Will I die alone and afraid, just as I have felt I deserve Will my love leave me to? I could not blame anyone but me By: L A Ander

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Only IF

In my heart I want to say I am so sorry In my mind I know that it is too late In my soul I want to believe that you always knew In my tear I want to take all the pain away that you had to endure In my pain I wish with all my heart that you never had any pain In my many days of your life, I wish I would have shown you more love and understanding In my dreams I sometimes remember all the laughs that we all shared and even all our fun. In my own world I would have never been upset with you for even one second and always took what you said to always be true In my love in which I always did, even if sometimes I did not always show it enough to you. In my death I hope to see you again in heaven pain free and you the happiest that you have ever been In my life that I still have here on earth I hope you to always be proud of me. In my souls desire I will always be wishing you were here with me, for there is never a day that I did not want you here in my life By: LA Ander