Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?

I can hear the Jaws theme song on repeat in the back of my mind

[post-machine]

[the-sunflower-one]

The elegance of Yellow

[sleazeburger]

[animals-addiction]

My two favorite things in the world cats and books 

[byrondchambers]

[centtury]

[neckkiss]

American Psycho.

[nevver]

Or selfishness, Brad Montague (because)

[cerixe]

[perrfectly]

[starovermurmansk]

[untrustyou]

[zarb]

[miamlsunshine]

[narnia]

[thelonelyplayboy]

[rai-r]