Everything changed the day Amira was born.
The world outside was collapsing — bombs, dust, screams, and fear. Yet inside a small room, by the dim light of a single candle, a new life began.
While others were running for shelter, I was holding my newborn daughter, trembling, crying, trying to believe that something so pure could still exist in a place like Gaza.
I named her Amira, because I wanted her to feel like a child of life —not a child of war.
A year has passed since that night, but nothing has really changed
Our house is still rubble, our streets still carry the smell of smoke, and the sky still echoes with sounds that make Amira flinch in her sleep.
She has just turned one.
She’s learning to walk, holding my finger with her tiny hand, laughing at the smallest things — as if she doesn’t see the destruction around her.
She doesn’t know the word “loss.”
She never met her father, but when she smiles, I see him there.
Sometimes I watch her sleeping, and I wonder what kind of world she will grow up in — whether she will ever know what peace feels like, what home smells like.
And yet, when she opens her eyes in the morning and says “mama,” everything becomes bearable again.
I want to rebuild our home.
Not just for the walls — but for her future.
For Amira to have a small room, a safe place to dream, a life that belongs to her, not to war.
I’m not asking for much. Only for a chance to give her a beginning filled with warmth instead of fear
My name is Saja. I am a mother, a wife, and just one of many women in Gaza trying to hold on — to hope, to my family, and to a life that no
A Mother’s Message
To everyone reading this — thank you for listening to our story.
Your kindness means more than words.
Every share, every message, every donation — it all helps me rebuild not just a house, but a future for Amira.
From the heart of Gaza, from a mother learning to hope again —
we will live. And I will make sure my daughter grows up in a world that knows love more than war.
Everything changed the day Amira was born.
The world outside was collapsing — bombs, dust, screams, and fear. Yet inside a small room, by the dim light of a single candle, a new life began.
While others were running for shelter, I was holding my newborn daughter, trembling, crying, trying to believe that something so pure could still exist in a place like Gaza.
I named her Amira, because I wanted her to feel like a child of life —not a child of war.
A year has passed since that night, but nothing has really changed
Our house is still rubble, our streets still carry the smell of smoke, and the sky still echoes with sounds that make Amira flinch in her sleep.
She has just turned one.
She’s learning to walk, holding my finger with her tiny hand, laughing at the smallest things — as if she doesn’t see the destruction around her.
She doesn’t know the word “loss.”
She never met her father, but when she smiles, I see him there.
Sometimes I watch her sleeping, and I wonder what kind of world she will grow up in — whether she will ever know what peace feels like, what home smells like.
And yet, when she opens her eyes in the morning and says “mama,” everything becomes bearable again.
I want to rebuild our home.
Not just for the walls — but for her future.
For Amira to have a small room, a safe place to dream, a life that belongs to her, not to war.
I’m not asking for much. Only for a chance to give her a beginning filled with warmth instead of fear
My name is Saja. I am a mother, a wife, and just one of many women in Gaza trying to hold on — to hope, to my family, and to a life that no
A Mother’s Message
To everyone reading this — thank you for listening to our story.
Your kindness means more than words.
Every share, every message, every donation — it all helps me rebuild not just a house, but a future for Amira.
From the heart of Gaza, from a mother learning to hope again —
we will live. And I will make sure my daughter grows up in a world that knows love more than war.
The War Is Almost Over… but Our Struggle to Rebuild Has Just Begun.
Every day here in Gaza feels like a year carved into our chests. The war isn’t like it was in the early days—the sky is quieter, the air carries less smoke, and the nights hold fewer explosions. But the pain… it still lives under the rubble, inside our memories, and in the empty spaces where our loved ones once stood.
I’m writing this today not because the war has completely ended, but because for the first time in a long while, it feels like the horizon is opening a little. A small space where we can breathe, gather ourselves, and try to rebuild what’s left of our lives.
Yet every step forward feels like walking on wounded memories, and every stone from our destroyed home whispers stories we never got to finish.
We lived through nights so heavy we thought morning would never come. We lost things that can never be replaced—homes, dreams, pieces of our hearts.
But we are still here… holding on, trying, fighting to stay standing despite everything.
And in the middle of this long road… there is a house. A house that once carried laughter, warmth, noise, and life.
Today, all that remains is an image holding a memory—and rubble longing for the people who once lived inside.
Today, we are trying to rebuild—not just the walls of a house, but an entire life that was shattered.
We are trying to create a new beginning, to live with dignity again, to give our family a sense of safety that we’ve been missing for so long.
We’re not writing this to mourn what was lost, but to ask for a chance to start again.
We ask for your support because rebuilding after a war is not something one person can do alone—it is a human effort, a shared act of compassion.
We need you.
We need your hearts.
We need your help to stand again.
Every contribution—no matter how small—makes a difference.
It becomes part of our story, part of rebuilding a home, part of reviving a life that nearly faded.
The war may be almost over… but our journey back to life begins now.
My name is Naser AbuThaher. I’m 18 years old, and I live in Gaza.
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Thank you to every soul who still feels our pain, and to everyone who reaches out a hand to help us rise again.
https://www.tumblr.com/iclimbjungwon/799682031087960064/lmaooo-im-so-silly-i-didnt-even-do-it-right?source=share the last one you wrote got me wondering 🥺🙏can you please write more like that or finish what he can do with the other tools.
hi precious!! i’m so happy u enjoyed that lil sloppy thought but i’ll expand on the idea soon!! just refining other wips currently so it’s just gonna have to stay as this for lil while </3
The love can transcend death and everything in between the living world and the underworld
Tw: pregnancy, end of pregnancy, mentions od death, suicide and life after death, sex without protection, dub-con use of substances that erase the capability of consent.
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This is a really special piece for me since I used a lot of elements of my culture, is short but I hope you enjoy.
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Afraid and running she stumbled into the darkness, not really knowing what to do or where to go, her memories blurred on how she got there, the last thing she remembered was Jake, they were together in bed cuddling a painless blackout and she woke up here in the middle of nowhere her body shaking with the cold air running, she tried to scream but her throat felt like if someone is choking her, she walked around trying to spot someone that can help her, as time pass and the more she walks her heart squeezed tight on her chest, feeling helpless desperation filling her until she saw a white light twinkling behind the fog, she ran as fast as she can finding a beautiful lady guiding people into a door that leads to a beautiful place.
-excuse me, excuse…- she bumped into someone, it looked pale and skinny- sorry do you have an idea where can a take a bus, a train or anything to the city?
-child go back to the line everyone will have the opportunity to cross- the lady, magnificent, shining guided her to the end of line
-excuse me, how can I go back to the city? - the woman looked surprised
-oh, my sweet child you arrived late, after the introduction, no worries- she made a signal and someone else took her spot pulling her to the side- there’s no shame in taking the decision to transcend you have been through a lot finally you can rest- the lady looks at her and scrutinizing her - unless... when did you kill yourself?
-I didn’t do anything like that, I’m not death I just want to go home, I was with my boyfriend cuddling and I woke up here, I’m scared and cold- the lady looks in shock, she’s about to say something else when she spotted someone familiar- Jakey is me Jake- she waved running to him, immediately he wrapped his arms on her
-I’ve been searching for you; you walked a lot- Jake said kissing her forehead, he made eye contact with the lady- let’s go is cold, the baby doesn’t like the weather- he rubbed her little bump- gonna take you home
Jake picked her from the floor walking with her as she explained how confusing was everything, he just nods going away, everything was weird but she didn’t question it feeling safe with someone familiar, they arrived to the house, he quickly lay her in bed kissing her lips softly, murmuring something she couldn’t understand, her eyes felt heavy and she just drifted to sleep. When Y/n woke up a little dazed in the foreign place about to panic, the arm of Jake wrapped a little tighter on her waist pulling her to him, she calmed hugging him back feeling him stir immediately kissing her face, the room became familiar to her again, feeling relief.
-morning pretty- his voice sounded a little deeper and she feels his tummy flutter with butterflies
-morning Jakey, I had a bad dream I was lost; the baby was so sad too- she pouted- but you rescued me
-ow pretty, of course I will always find you- it was sweet but also possessive; he kissed her rubbing her belly while getting up bed- wait here gonna make you two breakfast okay
She nods seeing him go, she curled up on his bedsheets inhaling his scent, she closed her eyes for a moment, just a couple seconds when Jake was again in bed with her, the tray with food on the nightstand, he shaking her slightly, she focused seeing him smiling.
-wake up sleepyhead, c’mon after breakfast we can cuddle and you can nap if you want- she’s dazed not really understanding it was a second the time she closed her eyes
-yes Jakey, I’m sorry I don’t know what’s with me today- she opened her mouth as he feed her
-don’t be sorry, the baby must be keeping you tired, besides I love to nap cuddle up with you- she did say anything feeling her body numb, still so tired accepting the bites of food Jake gives, y/n drank her tea, her favorite since she’s dating Jake, he made it specially for her
-wanna kisses please Jakey- she pouted as he cleans her mouth, he just smiles leaning to give her what she wants, she moaned softly
-needy thing you are- he chuckled feeling her rub on him, clinging and pouting when he stopped kissing her- want me to make you feel good pretty? - she nods still numb and sleepy but feeling her body hot needing him
She blinked but it felt like a long time has pass, feeling so wet, she regained conciusness naked legs spread and Jake between them eating her, she moved feeling the pleasure all at once, his long fingers poking her entrance pushing in slowly, dragging in her walls making her moan, she can feel his smile as he laps the gush that seeped out of her hole, he knows her body even better than her, licking and sucking her clit, pushing her to the edge burying his face deeper on her, teeth grazing her clit, he pulled out his fingers when her pussy started to contract, her moans louder coming undone on his tongue, he contently laps at her release rubbing her clit with his thumb overstimulating her, she whined and that’s when he pulled apart.
-pillow princess finally woke up- Jake removed his shirt, then his pants not breaking the eye contact with her- I prepped you real good pretty gonna let me use this pussy, right?
-is yours to use Jakey- she’s blushing intensely, between the sleepiness and her fucked out state she felt like floating intoxicated by him
-that’s right pretty mine to use, only mine forever- he pinched her nipple making her scream, in one swift motion he was buried all the way inside her
-too much… is too much pull out
-is not pretty, is not the first time I fuck you hard- he just kissed her hot cheeks- is going to pass, just relax and enjoy, we don’t want baby feel you like this, baby wants mommy happy
He moves without caring if she’s whining, increasing the speed gradually until he’s ramming her, moving all her limp body, her moans quickly filled the air, beats of sweat gathered on her forehead and that familiar feeling building on her tummy, Jake leaned to kiss her neck making her arch her back, she cums again making Jake smile, thrusting harder, with ropes of his seed flooding her insides.
-you’re already full of my baby but still so greedy to be full of me- he smiles feeling her pussy squeeze him milking the very last drop of his cum
He pulled out, going to prep the tub to clean her, he made sure the water is warm and the belladonna flowers floating on making the space smell sweet, he came back for her carrying her to the bath, leaving her softly there cleaning her skin an hair, she relaxed under his sweet touches, he put a lot of attention to her belly, massaging her breats.
-can’t wait for these to be full of milk, gonna let me have some right? - she nods her head, the knock on the door made him groan- wait here I’ll be back soon- he took her out leaving her in bed
Jake went out of the room closing the door behind him, she did as he asked staying curled up on his bedsheets, his voice sounded muffled but angry, there was another voice feminine, curiosity filled her so she slowly tiptoed to the door opening it slightly only to see the lady from her dream angry looking complaining to Jake.
-What did you do? You have an idea of the chaos there’s gonna be because of your actions- the woman was yelling- you have to fix it now
-but I love her
-I don’t care certainly and that’s not a motive to kill her- kill? Jake hurt someone? - my sweet child I know you’re hearing come here please y/n- she stepped out naked, droplets falling to the ground
-pretty go back to bed, I’ll solve this and will be with you in a minute to dress you- he cups her face kissing her
The lady saw her, no shame on her naked figure, her pregnancy visible, the pupil dilatated, how pliant she is, the lady gasped making both look at her.
-you gave her tolo- it wasn’t a question it was an affirmation, she smelled her- belladonna, are you crazy? Jaeyun do you want to kill her here?
-Why would I kill her if I love her? - he looked offended, the lady pushed him to the side extending her halo around her, a blanket covering her nudeness, she started to murmur- stop it now, she’s mine
y/n fell on the lady’s arm quickly waking up having the clarity her mind lacked for the last months, she looks around to the place she spent almost all her pregnancy, confused holding onto her with blanket.
-What’s happening? Jake, why I’m here?
-yes Jake, explain her why she’s here- y/n finally saw the lady with clarity, looking at her garments, her face pale and cadaveric, and most important the rope around her neck hanging from a celestial bar, she felt afraid rubbing her eyes- well if you don’t wanna talk I will
-please no, I’ll solve things
-No Jaeyun, this is not a problem for you to solve, now is mine and Ah Puch problem to deal with- the lady walked to the door holding y/n’s hand
-please no, she’s carrying my baby, please I’ll do anything- Jake pleaded and she couldn’t help but to cry feeling his pain running though her body
-you intertwined her soul with your existence- the lady was now angry- fine but tell her everything and take her back to her world before midnight or I will and you wont like that- the lady was leaving but she looked back one more time- the baby cannot exist on her world and won’t survive here so better find a solution for that too
She’s still crying just as Jake, she’s confused while he takes her out of the house, immediately disappeared as she remembered, instead it changed to something darker the fog surrounded the stone and she felt afraid, the place from her nightmares was there, she pinched her arm trying to wake up, but jake stopped her shaking his head as no, holding her hand and walking her around to an unknow place.
-you may hate me after this but I don’t have anything to lose…- he takes a deep breath- I took you from the human world and brought you to mine… I’m a deity here, my job is to lose the travelers on their decent to the underworld, to trick them, but when a saw you the first time I couldn’t do anything, I wanted you since that day, so I started to go to your world to see you… then you and I became friends, but I wanted more, when you told me you were pregnant I thought it was the perfect time to bring you here- she was still confused but Jake put her thumb in the middle of her forehead and she saw him, how he lived here in the underworld, how he guided souls into the darkness to their death, she understood feeling rage
-so, you killed me? - she pushed him
-no, you’re still alive, kinda… your soul is only partially here, your body is in a hospital in what humans call a coma, I was waiting for you family to remove the artificial life to finally have you for eternity in my realm… I’m sorry- he tried to touch her arm but she moved abruptly
-wanna go back to my life now- Jake feels heartbroken, she can feel it too but she stayed still
-I’ll take you back, just that… the baby cannot be in your world, it won’t survive without me there, neither will survive without you here, his soul will die without any of us- he looks down ashamed- I will take them out of your womb and put them in the Chichi, is where the babies’ souls go to wait for reincarnation… I’ll talk with the others to tell them to send them to you when you get pregnant again with a human
-please don’t hurt them- she cried holding her baby bump walking to his side to a beautiful parade
-I won’t is mine too, I won’t hurt a soul like them- he put his hands on her bump, taking the small baby from her, she gasped seeing her baby iridescent on his arms cuddling against Jake, he holds her hand walking to a big three, leaving the sleepy tiny form resting nursing from the tree
Jake opened a portal, holding her hand guiding her to the water, the water is cold making her tremble, the walls of the cave had roots from a tree that grows up in the land of the living people, the hummingbirds fluttering before going out into the earthly world, she looked at the natural beauty around her, tears streaming down her cheeks creating small ripples in the water.
-Do you want to remember?.. everything we live together- Jake said holding her hand still afraid to let her go- you can remember me as human not as I'm now, only the good things not all of this mess I made, only have what we lived together… you can choose to remember everything, this place, what I did even our baby or you can forget me
-do you want me to forget you?
-I want what you want… I think I love you like humans do, as a deity I'm not sure how it works the commitment and the eternal longing for someone but I'm sure I won't forget you that I will feel the same as I do now… I will go to see you, in the shape flowers or bees, but not in human form again I'll keep my distance even if you keep remembering me- he smiles reassuring her
-I don't want to forget about you, I love you but not the way you wish I would- she pulled him again for a kiss, their last one
Jake holds her against his body, feeling her for the last time, marigold petals twinkle in the water surrounding them and he knows it is time, she looks confused.
-the petals will guide you back, just trust- he let go her hand seeing her slowly drift away
She swam into the depths, following the flowers that emitted an almost blinding light, an intense ray of light made her close her eyes, waking up in her hospital bed, back in the human realm, back to her life, a butterfly fluttering around her.
-bye Jake- as a goodbye the butterfly went through the window leaving her alone crying
Fin. (There's references if you're interested)
TL: @strxwbloody
References and explanations
Is not needed for the understanding (I think) but since I used a lot of elements from my culture I wanted to share with you little people on my phone.
Xibalba (the name of the fic) is the Mayan underworld, described as a dark place, is not considered a punishment or something like hell since it was considered death as part of the life, it does have a lot of deitys there in charge of different things and different hierarchies. In this underworld the sun is so powerful that his rays also touche the dark place.
Ixtab (the lady) is the goddess of suicide, it is to believe that it was an invention by the Spaniards during the colonization, since there's no other mention of her in prehispanic codices, suicide is portrayed as an honorable way to die because the suffering in life ended and one went to paradise, but the historians believe that Spanish people made this up to justify the ethnic erase they were making by hanging people.
Toloache (tolo the tea) is a toxic flower, in ancient medicine was used as analgesic for pain, but also in witchcraft is to believe that the tea is a love potion, in big doses can cause hallucinations, tachycardia and memory loss.
Belladonna (the water of the tub) is also a plant use in traditional medicine, as an analgesic and to sedate, same as Toloache can cause hallucinations and other terrible things since is also toxic.
Chichihuacuauhco (Chichi the tree) is located in the Mictlán, the Aztec underworld, is a big tree the children who had died were nursing from the tree waiting for their new life.
Cenote (the cave) is a natural well, it only exist in México and it was to believe that because no one actually knows the end or the depth of them were portals to the Xibalba, the tree Ceiba or Ya'axche in Maya, is the symbol of life and death since the roots grow down to touch the water it connect both worlds
Hummingbirds are believe to deliver the messages from the deceased souls to the world of the living
Cempasuchil (marigold) is the flower that represents the sun, the light to guide the souls to the other side, used in ofrendas if you saw coco you saw the use of this believe
I'm really proud of my culture, of everything México represents, the traditions from the prehispanic era that only evolved with us, my country is a place full of different traditional believes that change in the different regions, I used two of them because they share some similarities, probably you know probably you don't but we celebrate día de Los muertos, on November first and the second, we welcome the souls of the ones that are no longer with us, is a celebration of life even after death because they are still part of us, they come back to our world to enjoy what once they loved, we as mexicans find the beauty of the eternal love in our ofrendas and traditions.
Also the pictures in the headline of this are places in México
Hi so today I had the strangest dream where I was somewhere to study for all levels but I wasn't studying. I just stood up and started stealing maps. At this moment I saw Jake teaching a group of children physics. Except this time there was nothing strange except that a fire broke out in front of the department where he was teaching, so they all started to escape except his department, where he continued his education as if nothing had happened. I tried to smuggle the children out, but he stopped me. So we started fighting. When I lost, I ran away and left the children with him. And that's how I woke up thank God he is an idol
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pairings: ot7!enhypen x 8th member f!reader
summary: y/n goes to the Korean Vanity Fair afterparty for actors. she drinks. a lot. the boys think she should never ever drink again in her life... or maybe she should..,, i'm not sure.
tags: fake texts, crack, humor (or at least an attempt lmfao), strong language, enha being down BAD for y/n, they’re all very dramatic men, loser!enha, alcohol intoxication, a very drunk y/n, sexual content (kissing, sexting, explicit references to genitals lmfao), group kissing / mass flirtation, profanities, tiny glee reference?, unhinged jake, joking threats, ambiguous consent due to intoxication ig (BUT NOTHING BAD OR WEIRD I PROMISE LMFAOOO), 18+ (i think that's it, if not lmk pls lol)
disclaimer: this is a work of pure fiction. i am not claiming that this depicts enhypen or anyone involved in real life.
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