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Lush life ☀ (at Cordova, Cebu)

Constant ❤️ (at Cebu Yacht Club)

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Me: “I don’t need sex”

My hormones: “first of all .. you’re horny asf, stop lying”

Thank you, 2017. Hello, 2018

You were sad.

You were happy.

You were mad.

You were glad.

You were disappointed.

You were defeated.

You had stumbled.

You had failed.

But you got up. Brushed the dirt off. You escaped. You lived the life you wanted. You made a choice, the choice to be better and in that choice the heavens smiled.

You gave yourself a chance.

You started loving yourself by regaining sight of yourself. You forgave yourself. You made peace with yourself. You loved yourself. You valued yourself.

So cheers to 2018 with the knowledge that you know what you deserve.

Thank you for the lessons 2017. You were great. I'm ready for what I can do with 2018.

Havana na na na 🎶

Why

I've forgotten how you looked like. The ones from the photos don't exactly capture how gorgeous I found you then.

And what was it? All of 4 hours? But I swear those were the best 4 hours of my life. And that's what I will romanticise that moment to be. 4 hours of you and me.

When I led you out the door, I stuck my hand out a bit and you grabbed it and squeezed. And squeezed. And squeezed. And that's when I wanted to let go. And I did. But you held on and gave my hand one last squeeze. Why?

And that's the first. The first time I wondered why.

"You look like a girl straight out of an Anime!"

Is that a good or a bad thing?

"Don't get me wrong. It's a good thing!"

And we talked about anime in the bar. In your car. And we talked and talked as if we had our own little world. Why?

And that was the second time I wondered why.

You pulled me closer to you. You said my hands were cute. You did a bit of palm reading. I lost a bet. You made me promise to go out with you. But you didn't text after two days. You told me you'll see me soon. You told me you were honest. I knew that was a lie. I knew it was all a lie. And why?

And that was the third time I wondered why.

And then you kissed me on the forehead. Twice. And you took my hand and kissed it. And when you bid me goodbye, you called me back and gave me one last forehead kiss.

And why? What for?

A collection of nightmares 📸 by: Nick Santos Antoine A. Navz June Hizole (at Robinsons Galleria Cebu)

The nightmares are real. (at STYM)

The trouble with you

You trigger my trauma. And so do you. Both of you trigger my trauma. You most especially. I don't like the way you take pictures of me when I'm eating. It's disgusting. I don't like how you eat. I don't like that you play-punch my shoulder thinking it's cute. It's not. You're not cute. I don't like how you look. I don't say to be seen together with you. We don't match. I'm shallow that way but that's what my heart wants. I'm done with being forced into relationships or being forced into something I don't want. I don't like you. I don't like you either. I don't like both of you. Both of you disgust me.

I'm the stuff of nightmares. Bishoujo Freddy Krueger, a Halloween special. 🎃🎃🎃

Thank you for the gifts! Upper left: Thank you, Mali! Upper right: Thank you for Rumpum! (He told me not to mention his name.) Bottom pic: Thank you, Vince!!!

Waitress: Pig's head, carrots... Me in my head: Mmmhmm... That's right. I'mma get some laysho sisig in mah belly. (at The Pig & Palm)

*Silently judging you*

Let's break this bad boy down: Matcha soft served ice cream Dango Matcha granola bits Whipped cream Chia seeds (at Kissako Uji Matcha Cafe)

HARASSMENT IS NOT COOL. THIS IS MY LANDLORD. HE IS MARRIED AND HAS CHILDREN. YOU DO NOT FLIRT WITH YOUR BOARDERS NOR DO YOU HARASS THEM LIKE THIS. I REPEAT. YOU DO NOT.

Go on. Make a fool out of yourself and take a picture so it'll last longer. (at Malapascua Island)

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