soulful soldier...

i have got soul but i'm not a soldier.

[lastdawned]

ㅤㅤㅤLASTDAWNED. ㅤㅤㅤ to be outside the norm, ㅤㅤ to love the rising sun. ㅤㅤ a passion for the border between life and death. ㅤㅤ to find yourself being happy in no-man's land. ㅤㅤ silence and resilience.

ㅤㅤㅤMALAKAI EVANS. ㅤㅤ an original character set in the world of percy jackson and the olympians, though ignoring most of the canon / highly canon divergent. ㅤㅤwritten by achilles ( he/him , eighteen. )

[dem1g0ds-deactivated20241106]

↪     ᵗʰᵉ 𝑫𝑼𝑺𝑻𝒀 𝑻𝑶𝒀𝑩𝑶𝑿 . | @lastdawned asked: are you seeing anyone right now? - for onyx

❝  I'm not seeing anyone at the moment considering the fact that I'm looking down at my sketchbook.  ❞  One could not tell what he was drawing now, the way he had one leg propped up and had the sketchbook leaned against it just seemed hide whatever was being sketched out on the page. If one actually looked at the page, they'd see that it wasn't something out of a nightmare coming to life on it and instead it was the face of someone ( perhaps the one asking him such a question ). Only after a moment does he decide to peek up and see how the other reacted to his attempt at a joke ( it really was an attempt but they weren't necessarily something he was the best at after all ). 

❝   That was a joke.  ❞  He clarifies, almost like he's had to do that plenty of times before ( because he really has had to honestly since people just can't tell by his tone when he actually decides to tell a joke ).  Pencil taps at the sketchbook which he hasn't yet directed his attention back at yet, instead dark eyes search the others expression for a long moment before he speaks once more.  ❝  Really though, no, I'm not seeing anyone. I scare people away.   ❞  That's not a joke though, that was genuine truth that tumbled from lips. 

[lastdawned]

        how   had   the   conversation   reached   that   point?    they'd   been   just   laying   together   in   the   grass.    mal   had   been   reading,   how   strange   of   him,   accompanied   by   the   sound   of   pencil   on   thick   paper   and   onyx's   breathing   to   guide   his   pace.    mal   hadn't   really   asked   what   onyx   was   drawing   since   he'd   started...   he'd   assumed   one   of   those   creatures   he   was   always   drawing,   far   too   dark   for   the   son   of   the   aurora's   liking,   that   gave   onyx   that   energy,   dark,   even   scary   sometimes.

        but   there   was   little   than   onyx   could   do   to   scare   mal   away,   after   all.    he'd   gotten   used   to   the   darkness   and   the   drawing   and   the   quiet...   as   he   had   grown   familiar   to   the   smiles,   the   satisfied   looks   on   his   face   when   he   finished   his   pieces.    sitting   upright   as   he   looked   at   the   dark-haired   demigod   with   golden   amusement   in   his   eyes,   the   same   feeling   that   pulled   at   his   lips   for   them   to   shape   into   a   smile.    he'd   gotten   the   joke.    he   appreciated   the   rare   jokes   coming   from   him...    knowing   he   was   warming   up.    ❝    well,    i'm   here,   am   i   not?    ❞     what   he   meant,   exactly,   by   that,   he   wasn't   quite   sure.

[linneax]

[noxianspy]

lucas lynggaard tønnesen as rasmus andersen in the rain 1.02

[lastdawned]

i have extremely low drive to write right now so... like this for a lyric starter? we can lengthen it slowly. ( music will be from my most listened songs recently )

[lastdawned]

just leaving this here as a lil shipping call mayb.

[lastdawned]

MEME CALL ! like this for a malakai in your askbox

[kajawrites]

🔱 "I ACCIDENTALLY VAPORIZE MY PRE-ALGEBRA TEACHER" assorted dialogue from s1 e1 of percy jackson and the olympians. feel free to change pronouns as needed.

' look, i didn't want to be a half-blood. '

' don't say i didn't warn you. '

' am i a troubled kid? yeah, you could say that. '

' good news! he says there's nothing to worry about. '

' if it happens again, make sure to tell someone. '

' hey fellas, wanna come hear about the imaginary stuff i see? '

' what makes you think he was a hero? '

' not everyone who looks like a hero is a hero, and not everyone who looks like a monster is a monster. '

' hold fast, ____. '

' brave the storm that was made to break us, for we are unbreakable. '

' you will learn to control yourself, do you understand me? '

' when you're ready to hear what the gods have in store for you, they'll tell you. '

' i was thinking more like shoving _____ into the nearest dumpster. '

' if there's one thing i know about bullies, it's that you should never, ever stand up to them. '

' it was only a matter of time before we found you. '

' isn't there anything else you'd like to say for yourself? '

' hey, i eat plenty of fruit! '

' you would think that, because you're a child. '

' i really tried this time. you know how hard i've been trying. '

' it really wasn't my fault. '

' i'm all wet now. '

' take your shoes off before you get in my car, you understand me? '

' run away, little hero. before you get hurt. '

' you fell in love with god? like like jesus? '

' you are a half-blood, and half-bloods are not safe in the world. '

' there is something wrong with my brain. '

'i'm afraid something might be really broken now. '

' and now you're telling me stories like it's gonna make it okay? '

' i know that sounds really bad, but the important thing is not to panic. '

' i am also most definitely not panicking. '

' i feel very good about how we're doing so far. '

' why is there half a goat in your pants? '

' you didn't tell him about me? '

' you're early. '

' ...so, the important thing is not to panic. '

' keep him safe from anyone or anything that comes for him, that wants to do harm to him, that looks at him the wrong way. do you understand me? '

' you're gonna need to be brave now. '

' you are not broken. '

' you are singular. '

' hold fast. brave the storm. i love you. '

' you must be the one. '

[lastdawned]

MEME CALL ! like this for a malakai in your askbox

[noxianspy]

lucas lynggaard tønnesen as rasmus andersen in the rain 1.02

[lastdawned]

just leaving this here as a lil shipping call mayb.

[lastdawned]

just leaving this here as a lil shipping call mayb.

[lastdawned]

𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐀𝐊𝐀𝐈 𝐄𝐕𝐀𝐍𝐒 , son of eos, titaness of dawn & the aurora.

𝓑𝐀𝐒𝐈𝐂 𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍

full name. malakai evans

aliases. none. give him some !

age. fifteen - twenty - two ( v. dependant )

gender & pronouns. cisgender male + he/him

orientation. acespec homoromantic

preferred weapon. spear

faceclaim. lucas lynggaard tønnesen

𝓟𝑶𝑾𝑬𝑹𝑺 & 𝑨𝑩𝑰𝑳𝑰𝑻𝑰𝑬𝑺

photokinesis

minor pyrokinesis

𝓑𝑨𝑪𝑲𝑺𝑻𝑶𝑹𝒀 ( very basic, ask for more if interested ! )

born to an ecology researcher in the north pole and eos

stayed with his father until age 10 in the north pole.

was brought to camp half-blood when he started causing problems monster-wise.

has had beef with the gods because they didn't remember his mom existed

was thought to be a son of apollo at first, but eos claimed him quickly after those rumors started.

[lastdawned]

just leaving this here as a lil shipping call mayb.

[ohisms]

↪     𝑲𝑰𝑺𝑺  ﹠ ᵀᴱᴸᴸ .    (  a  collection  of  50+ kiss prompts .   feel  free  to  specify  the  initiating  muse .  potentially  nsfw  content  within .   will  be  updated .)

finally kissing the person you’ve been pining for .

a kiss shared during a game  ( truth or dare ,  spin the bottle ,  etc ) .

kissing your lover to show you forgive them .

neck kisses that turn into love bites .

wiping away your lover’s tears as you kiss them .

a kiss to prove you don’t have feelings for them .

a last kiss before one goes away .

biting your lover’s lip amidst a kiss .

an emotional kiss bringing one party to tears .

a kiss while being reunited after a long time .

kissing your lover in a moment of sheer joy .

a kiss while slow dancing .

sharing a spontaneous kiss with a stranger .

an abrupt ,  heated kiss during the middle of a fight .

kissing them to shut them up .

a kiss to wake your lover up in the morning .

sharing a kiss in a heavy downpour of rain .

kissing your partner to seal a marriage .

a possessive kiss that is meant to stake a claim .

a kiss to resolve suppressed romantic/sexual tension .

a kiss attempting to convince the other party to stay .

kissing the top of their head as you hold them .

a risky kiss between forbidden lovers .

stolen kisses while hiding away from a crowd .

a kiss that leaves lipstick stains .

a kiss shared on a rooftop while the sun sets .

a flirtatious kiss on the back of the hand .

sneaking off to a public bathroom to make out .

a kiss on the forehead as the other sleeps .

an  ( accidental / mutually )  drunken kiss .

caging your lover against a wall with your arms to kiss them .

a kiss after joining your lover in the shower .

a kiss after receiving good news .

a tentative ,  exploratory kiss between friends .

a kiss shared between enemies during combat .

kissing your lover after believing you’d lost them .

a kiss after a devastating event ,  meant to comfort .

a possessive kiss in front of a jealous third party .

kissing your lover under the night sky while stargazing .

a kiss between two people in a fake relationship .

a kiss that seals a promise .

kissing your lover lazily first thing in the morning .

holding your lover by the jaw to kiss them .

kissing the tears from their cheeks .

a kiss to your lover’s stomach as you travel down their body .

an abrupt kiss that you melt into after a moment of hesitation .

sleepy ,  domestic morning kisses in the kitchen while making breakfast .

a rushed kiss before one party leaves for work .

a kiss shared while holding your dying lover .

[ohisms]

↪     𝑖𝑡'𝑠 ᵗʰᵉ 𝔩𝔞𝔰𝔱 𝑴𝑰𝑫𝑵𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻 .   (  a  collection  of  sentence  starters  from  disney’s  2014  film  into the woods .   adjust  phrasing  as  necessary .)

the king is giving a festival !

i wish the walls were full of gold ,  i wish a lot of things .

sometimes i wonder what’s going on in that head of yours .

what are you doing ?  stop your pretending .

are you certain of your way ?

the way is clear ,  the light is good .

the woods are just trees ,  the trees are just wood .

are you really wearing that ?

it’s not what i wish ,  it’s what you wish .

i could’ve turned him into stone .  or a dog .  or a chair .

a small price to pay for what you stole from me .

well ,  that’s another story .  nevermind ,  anyway .

sorry ,  i’m still not mollified .

how could you do that ?

your father was no father ,  so why should you be ?

we’re starving ,  [ name ] !  don’t you understand that ?

we have to live ,  i don’t care how .

look what i found .  here ,  take this .

no ,  i can do this on my own .

it may be all in vain ,  you know .

i have no fear ,  nor no one should .

careful not to lose the way .

what’s your rush ?  you’re missing all the flowers .

look what you’re ignoring .

why do you think i asked you to do it in the first place ?

get me what i need  …  get me what i need !

you’d look pretty foolish .

i’d rather a wolf than you any day !

you shouldn’t be here ,  it’s not safe in these woods .

i was just trying to help .

we have one chance .  don’t you see that ?

i’m not sure i’m cut out to be a father .

if you can’t do this for yourself ,  can’t you at least do it for me ?

don’t you look lovely today ,  my dear ?

i brought your favorite .

i can’t believe i just did that .

wait a minute ,  i never thanked you .

i’m sorry .  i should’ve known better .

i had been so careful ,  i never had cared .

he made me feel excited ,  well  …  excited and scared .

they will not protect you the way they should .

nice is different than good .

isn’t it nice to know a lot  …  and a little bit not ?

oh ,  get your head out of the clouds !

i just need to catch  my breath .

aren’t you the lucky one ?

please don’t let them know that i’m here .

i’ve never lied to royalty before .

it’s not quite what i expected .

you’re free to do whatever pleases you .

steal what you can and run !

you’re back again ,  only different than before .

i never even reached home .

who cares ?  get it back .

get away from me with that ,  you fool .

i shouldn’t have yelled .

i will make things right ,  and we can carry on with our lives .

will you go ?  please .  go .

when the one thing you want  …  is the only thing out of your reach .

the woods can be a dangerous place .

i thought you were returning home !

do you mean you’re going to let me stay with you ?

perhaps it will take two of us to have this child .

i thought one was enough ,  it’s not true .  it takes two of us .

when the journey was tough ,  it took two of us .

at home i’d fear we’d stay the same forever .

what did i clearly say ?   what were you not to do ?

what have i been to you ?  what would you have me be ?

i embarrass you .  you are ashamed of me .

don’t you know what’s out there in the world ?

someone has to shield you from the world .  stay with me .

who out there could love you more than i ?

the world is dark and wild .

stay a child while you can be a child .

i gave you protection ,  and yet you disobeyed me .

where you’re going ,  no one will ever see you again .

whichever you pick ,  do it quick .

it’s fun to deceive when you know you can leave ,  but you have to be wary .

at home ,  they don’t care .  i’m better off there ,  where there’s nothing to choose so there’s nothing to lose .

wait ,  please !   i haven’t much time .

that makes no sense !

what is that you have in your hand ?!

i would recognize these beautiful eyes anywhere .

is that you ?  i’m blind ,  i can’t see .

you could’ve been killed !

i was just thinking of the greater good .

i don’t have the constitution .

as long as i can be no help ,  i’m going to hide .

i don’t know where they think they’re going .

this is who i truly am ,  my dear .

why did you run off ?

i will not come with you .

you leave me no choice .

i shouldn’t complain .

i’m not allowed to leave the palace unescorted .

if you’d like ,  you can come with me .

i shall not forget you ,  and how alive you’ve made me feel .

you’re hurting me !

stop ,  stop !  i said stop !

this is all my fault .

remorse will get you nowhere .

when you’re dead ,  you’re dead !

this is no time to be soft - hearted !

you’re responsible ,  you’re the one to blame .  it’s your fault !

you’re all liars and thieves .

you’ll just do what you do .

it doesn’t matter if we’re together or apart .

i’m sorry ,  i did a foolish thing .

i didn’t realize ,  i was being careless .  selfish .

you stole and got caught and did what you do !

i hated myself .  i ran away from my guilt and shame .

aren’t you making the same mistake ?

be better than me .

i knew you wouldn’t give up .

that doesn’t matter ,  now .

first ,  we’ll need a weapon .

i did not recognize you ,  what are you doing here ?

maybe i’m not your only love .

if you love me ,  why did you stray ?

i thought that if you were mine ,  i would never wish for more .

i was raised to be charming ,  not sincere .

i think you should go .

i’m glad you’re here to help me .

you are not alone .  no one is alone .

you’ll do nothing of the kind .

what he did was wrong .  he should be punished .

it’s not as easy as that .

who can say what’s true ?

believe me ,  no one is alone .

people make mistakes .  fathers ,  mothers ,  people make mistakes .

you decide what’s right .  you decide what’s good .

just remember ,  someone is on your side .  someone else is not .

i miss her ,  too .

how can i go about being a father when i had no father to show me ?

sometimes people leave you  …  do not let it grieve you ,  no one leaves for good .

things will be alright now .

[lastdawned]

OFFICIAL STARTER CALL ! like this post to recieve a starter from malakai. multis, please specify recieving muse. if you want some plotting beforehand, feel free to shoot me an IM or an ask.