FUCK YOU.

MOVED.

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this blog is officially archived!

like  this  post  to  be  followed  from  my  new  blog  ❤︎

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no thoughts head empty just theorizing that the achievement you get for clearing RE3R on inferno mode is appropriately titled “jill valentine” which leads me to believe that inferno mode is the definitive situation that jill was working with in terms of enemy types and aggression and supply spread, quantity, etc.

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like  this  for  a  jilly  bean  in  ur  inbox

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like  this  for  a  jilly  bean  in  ur  inbox

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playing  re3r  bc  comfort  game  but  how  the  fuck  did  jill  survive  the  crash  from  the  parking  garage  roof

[zombiexprss]

𝑹𝑬𝑺𝑰𝑫𝑬𝑵𝑻 𝑬𝑽𝑰𝑳 𝟒 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.   

feel free to change pronouns, etc.

❝   you’re a long way from home, cowboy.   ❞ ❝   i’m sure you didn’t just tag along so we could sing kumbaya together at some boyscout bonfire.   ❞ ❝   you have my sympathies.   ❞ ❝   sorry to have bothered you.   ❞ ❝   where’s everyone going? bingo?   ❞ ❝   okay. i’ve only got one, very important question  ..  you got a smoke?   ❞ ❝   crawl out of one hole, and into another..   ❞ ❝   that’s too good for a guess  ..  wanna start explaining?   ❞ ❝   being a hero isn’t what it’s cracked up to be anymore.   ❞ ❝   got something that might interest you.   ❞ ❝   calm down. everything’s going to be just fine.    ❞ ❝   hate to say it, but we’re sandwiched alright.   ❞ ❝   small world, ey?   ❞ ❝   so, what do we do now?   ❞ ❝   let me come with you.   ❞ ❝   no thanks, bro.   ❞ ❝   my my  ..  we’ve got a feisty one.   ❞ ❝   you alright?   ❞ ❝   just leave me alone!   ❞ ❝   if you don’t need me, then get off my back!   ❞ ❝   put your hands where I can see them.   ❞ ❝   sorry, but following a ladies lead just isn’t my style.   ❞ ❝   bit of advice: try using knives next time. works better for close encounters.   ❞ ❝   long time no see.   ❞ ❝   stay with me, [name].   ❞ ❝   talk about ‘near death experience’.   ❞ ❝   let’s see if you can survive this time.   ❞ ❝   don’t you know when it’s time to throw in the towel?   ❞ ❝   need a ride, handsome?   ❞ ❝   you okay? c’mon, let’s get out of here.   ❞ ❝   are you out of your mind?  ❞ ❝   i knew you’d be fine if you landed on your butt.  ❞ ❝   just so we understand each other clearly: i don’t trust you.  ❞ ❝   been a long time, [name].  ❞ ❝   you catch on quick, as expected.  ❞ ❝   looks like we have the upper hand here.  ❞ ❝   maybe it’s about time you told me why you’re here?  ❞ ❝   sounds like you thought this one out pretty well.  ❞ ❝   a psycho like you can’t bring order or balance.  ❞ ❝   thanks. when we get out of here, drinks are on me.  ❞ ❝   you sure you wanna do this?  ❞ ❝   i thought you were gonna die..  ❞ ❝   i don’t know about you, but I think it’s time we go home.  ❞ ❝   something’s not right  ..  [name], you stay here.   ❞ ❝   better try a new trick, cause that one’s getting old.  ❞

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i can’t feasibly see jill being a camp counselor at hackett’s quarry just because i’m so tied to her thieving upbringing and then her immediately joining the military once she graduates from school because both of those things are integral to the baseline of her character for me but i could definitely see her investigating anomalies, strange disappearances, cryptid sightings, etc. that all fall in line with either what has happened around umbrella incidents in raccoon city  ( i.e. the cannibal murders leading to the mansion incident leading to the raccoon city outbreak )  or just on the suspicion of umbrella moving their U.S. involvement to another location and instead, she comes into contact with the campiest creature feature she could imagine.

[hellspent]

WHAT  DOESN’T  KILL  YOU  WILL  MAKE  YOU  STRONGER.     a  multi - muse blog featuring  abigail  blyg,  ryan  erzahler,  nick  furcillo,  kaitlyn  ka,  laura  kearney  and  dylan  lenivy  of  supermassive’s  choice - based  horror  game,  the  quarry.  highly  triggering  content  present.  blog  is  not  spoiler - free.  written  by  selena.

[egotistikillarch]

there  is  no  you,  there  is  only  me.   𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙴  𝙸𝚂  𝙽𝙾  𝙵𝚄𝙲𝙺𝙸𝙽𝙶  𝚈𝙾𝚄,  𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙴  𝙸𝚂  𝙾𝙽𝙻𝚈  𝙼𝙴!

𝐆𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐓  𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐄  𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍  𝐁𝐘  𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐉𝐀.   from  dead  by  daylight  ( though  heavily  strays  away  from  dbd. )   private,  selective,  headcanon  heavy  &  multiverse.   personals  do  not  reblog.   𝙲𝙰𝚁𝚁𝙳.

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I do want to be transparent esp. since I’ve had a breakthrough on this within the last week; I’m very slow to write right now/don’t have much muse due to the fact that I was recently very sick and am still bouncing back from it, and it’s impacted my energy to do much of anything that isn’t required day to day, as well as impacted me mentally. I’m okay and I will be okay, but right now I’m just trying to get to a place where I can focus for more than two minutes to write something that I don’t completely hate. it’s been frustrating, wanting to write but not for the life of me being able to because of factors beyond my control, but I appreciate everyone’s patience and I am always around on d.iscord to plot, if that’s something any of you are interested in. you can reach me at blythe [ jill sandwich ]#4243.

[ohisms]

𝑼𝑵𝑻𝑰𝑳 𝑫𝑨𝑾𝑵 .   (  sentence starters taken from supermassive’s 2015 game  ‘ until dawn ’ mature / dark themes are present. feel free to alter pronouns.  )  

❛  i can’t believe you actually did this.  ❜  ❛  hey…  did you see that?  ❜ ❛  what did you do???  ❜ ❛  let’s party like we’re fucking pornstars!  ❜ ❛  i’m not gonna tell you, you’ve gotta see for yourself.  ❜ ❛  i thought we were goners.  ❜ ❛  sometimes i forget to just stop and take it all in.  ❜ ❛  you ALWAYS get like this.  ❜ ❛  well, i did mean to scare you, ‘sort of’ scare you, but not ‘for real’ scare you.  ❜ ❛  oh, you did NOT just do that.  ❜ ❛  you can’t hide from me, [ name ].  ❜ ❛  no one wants in on your territory.  ❜ ❛  you’re SUCH a bitch!  ❜ ❛  i don’t give a crap about what you think.  ❜ ❛  are you serious? you think that’s insulting?  ❜ ❛  [ name ], stop. this is out of hand.  ❜ ❛  when i imagined us grunting together, this is not what i pictured.  ❜ ❛  finally, a little ray of hope.  ❜ ❛  well, if that’s how it’s gonna be -  ❜ ❛  maybe we should… you know, check it out?  ❜ ❛  what… was i NOT supposed to take advantage of the opportunity?  ❜ ❛  were you IN on this???  ❜ ❛  i see a hot bath in my crystal ball.  ❜ ❛  i can handle it.  ❜ ❛  you know what? this is some bullshit.  ❜ ❛  i wasn’t faking anything!  ❜ ❛  i totally promise i won’t murder you when i find you.  ❜ ❛  oh my god, what the hell was that?!  ❜ ❛  we don’t need a fire to heat things up.  ❜ ❛  am i… doing something wrong?  ❜ ❛  i thought you were one way, but you’re.. kinda another way.  ❜ ❛  if this is your way of trying to make me feel better, you’re fired.  ❜ ❛  all you have to do is choose who you will save.  ❜ ❛  okay, okay okay okay. it’s gonna be okay.  ❜ ❛  you can’t let me die!  ❜ ❛  just… just give me a minute, i can’t think straight.  ❜ ❛  why are we still talking about this? let’s go.  ❜ ❛  is the night going the way you hoped it would?  ❜ ❛  do you intend to continue with this elaborate self - indulgence?  ❜ ❛  do you even believe that i’m real?  ❜ ❛  soo.. back to square one.  ❜ ❛  rule number one, [ name ] is always right.  ❜ ❛  rule number one, “[ name ] is always right”. rule number two, “nothing else matters because [ name ] is always right”.  ❜ ❛  this is really getting out of hand, okay?  ❜ ❛  what do we have here?  ❜ ❛  looking for me?  ❜ ❛  open your eyes.  ❜ ❛  oh my god, oh my god - what did you do?  ❜ ❛  i’m going to give you ten seconds. nine… eight…  ❜ ❛  well, that certainly didn’t go according to plan, did it?  ❜ ❛  you think this mistake won’t have repercussions?  ❜ ❛  thank you. for saving my life.  ❜ ❛  why don’t you believe me?  ❜ ❛  you’re not paying attention, you’re not paying attention!  ❜ ❛  ghosts don’t exist, okay?!  ❜ ❛  all i wanted to do was forget last year ever happened.  ❜ ❛  stay the hell away from me.  ❜ ❛  live and learn!  ❜ ❛  we’re gonna die, [ name ].  ❜ ❛  i wish i could tell you.. it’s just not fair!  ❜ ❛  it’s too late… [ name ], what’s the point?  ❜ ❛  we’ve wasted everything.  ❜ ❛  [ name ], none of it was wasted. every second that i spent with you was the only thing i wanted to do with my time.  ❜ ❛  i’m sorry, i should’ve told you how i felt.  ❜ ❛  what gives you right to play god?  ❜ ❛  what makes you so special, then?  ❜ ❛  do you enjoy feeling terrorized, humiliated? i mean, panicked?  ❜ ❛  hook, line & sinker for every little stinker.  ❜ ❛  oh, c’mon. revenge is the best medicine!  ❜ ❛  you are gonna fuckin’ pay.  ❜ ❛  you’re a goddamned murderer, is what you are.  ❜ ❛  you’re only seeing what you wanna see, you’re blind.  ❜ ❛  i swear to you, i have no idea what happened to her.  ❜ ❛  can’t we all just get along?  ❜ ❛  not like you got the guts to really do anything about it, anyways.  ❜ ❛  you sure you’re okay?  ❜ ❛  let me say what i came to say.  ❜ ❛  i’m only gonna tell you this once. it doesn’t matter if you believe me or not.  ❜ ❛  no, it’s about you, [ name ]. it’s always ALL about you.  ❜ ❛  why did you hurt them??  ❜ ❛  how’s that feel, you fuck?!  ❜ ❛  oh my god, i’m so glad to see you.  ❜ ❛  the hell are you doing here?  ❜ ❛  you can’t change what happened.  ❜ ❛  i had to.. i had no choice.  ❜ ❛  don’t… don’t fucking move a muscle.  ❜ ❛  fucker left me to die.  ❜ ❛  what do you remember?  ❜ ❛  you need to listen to me.  ❜ ❛  i’ve seen what’s down there.  & i’d give anything to unsee it.  ❜ ❛  did [ pronoun OR name ] make it?  ❜

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❛   why  is  everyone  so  bent  up  about  height?  nemesis  was  eight  feet  tall  and  that  didn’t  stop  me  from  killing  him.  no  one  is  safe.   ❜

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I WENT INTO A COUGHING FIT FROM LAUGHING SO HARD

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thinking about the fact that jill leaves raccoon city covered in nemesis’ blood with countless bruised ribs, sore/strained muscles, probably a concussion, is just COMPLETELY ragged;  nine times out of ten, survival stories have a triumphant ending, but she just feels completely dead inside because all she can think about is the fact that all her digging into umbrella for months, all her effort to try and evacuate survivors during the outbreak, all her persistence to survive in order to get the vaccine to the federal government and save hundreds of thousands of lives was all for nothing.

she feels completely defeated and spends the next decade wondering if her survival was even worth it.

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#meanwhile jill has seen the horrors of umbrella's experiments firsthand in the mansion#and she's already jaded and pessimistic when RE3R starts#and she has to come face to face with the full scale of umbrella's atrocities#her friends and neighbors and people she's known for years#are all dead or worse because of umbrella#she works SO HARD to help the survivors#she makes a whole ass VACCINE for the virus to try and save the city#all while being head hunted by an 8 foot tall killing machine#and none of it is enough#she's still determined to bring umbrella down out of sheer rage at the situation post-RC#but holy fuck does she fall into a dark place mentally

sorry for the reblog but i also have to add:  she and the surviving S.T.A.R.S. members (sans brad) were SO VOCAL about what was going on with umbrella post-mansion and they were all publicly mocked and shunned for it. and weeks later, raccoon city falls to the same horrors they had all warned people about.

it’s a disaster that could have been prevented had irons not been corrupt as fuck, had umbrella not had raccoon city in a chokehold, it could have at the very least been significantly scaled down. and jill’s so frustrated because she saw all of it coming and couldn’t do anything to stop it.

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thinking about the fact that jill leaves raccoon city covered in nemesis’ blood with countless bruised ribs, sore/strained muscles, probably a concussion, is just COMPLETELY ragged;  nine times out of ten, survival stories have a triumphant ending, but she just feels completely dead inside because all she can think about is the fact that all her digging into umbrella for months, all her effort to try and evacuate survivors during the outbreak, all her persistence to survive in order to get the vaccine to the federal government and save hundreds of thousands of lives was all for nothing.

she feels completely defeated and spends the next decade wondering if her survival was even worth it.

[chirikalovesjill]

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❛   for  most  people,  it’s  history  now.   ❜          words  are  soft,  a  gentle  whisper  almost  lost  as  soon  as  they  leave  her  tongue      —      a  far  cry  from  the  usual  sharp  wit  and  pragmatic  approach  that  jill  valentine  has  come  to  be  known  for.  even  with  her  compassionate  nature,  moments  like  these      —      real,  genuine,  vulnerable  moments      —      are  a  rare  sight  to  behold.  her  gaze  is  locked  on  the  mug  of  lukewarm  coffee  in  her  hands,  half-empty  or  half-full,  depending  on  your  outlook.  it  almost  seems  like  she’s  debating  between  taking  another  sip  of  the  stale  liquid  or  dumping  it  out  in  the  sink.            ❛   but  for  me,  whenever  I  close  my  eyes,  it  all  comes  back  clearly.   ❜

[   OPEN  STARTER   ]:     canon  dialogue  edition.