2:27AM and thoughts

A place where I post random thoughts that pops in my head. or, my personal place to dump everything //Can serve as a suicide note in future// jk jk

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It was nothing except two heartbroken people listening to "Wonderful Tonight" under the night sky.

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I want to wake up from this never-ending loop of nightmares.

I can't tell you, you'd be scared. I feel like I'll go crazy anytime.

I am losing control.

The black tar is leaking day by day, the crater of heart placed between her hands covered by flowers of grief.

I am turning into a monolithic shade of unending love that I can't pass onto someone else

How are you doing there, past, I want to see you.

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And I hated it because you appeared in my dreams.

I am relieved I woke up from that nightmare.

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You say it's the familiarity that matters,

It's the familiarity that scares me.

It's the familiarity which makes people stay when they should leave.

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Today, the chocolate tasted bland.

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I fall in love too easily.

And I hate this trait of mine.

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A Day

Fourth of July

I felt seen

"You were the first person to tell me to build a custom OS for my brain."

Thank you for holding my hand.

I hope you enjoyed a lot yesterday as well. I did. It feels good to have someone to acknowledge you.

"I needed someone to talk to"

"You are the first person who knows about him."

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I miss you

I miss you

I miss you

I miss you

I miss you

I missed you

And then he held me in his arms, and everything seem to fall in place. The world seem to feel a little better.

And I started to cry.

"You don't have any idea how much I have missed you"

It was so hard to keep it inside myself. So hard not being able to tell anyone we interlocked our fingers

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So, how many days do I have to go through this suffering till you give importance to me again?

I am torn apart between texting you continuously and ignoring you for a whole day.

Talk to me..

Just talk to me...

Talk to me about anything...

I hate the fact you are always on my mind.

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Ah, it's weird between us now. Maybe I should have kept shut about my feelings for you.

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As I am starting to see another guy in a different light, I have to keep this in mind.

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I think we should create a boundary between us.

I can't suffer from this anymore. I am expecting too much now.

Does talking/texting for at least fifteen minutes a day too much of an expectation?

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Just a heartbroke bitch, high heels, six inch

In the back of the nightclub sipping champagne

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My friend once warned me not to date your best friend's ex.

What should I reply? I had already kissed him out of love.

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You know why sometimes LDR is good? You get your own space to work on yourself, plus the excitement to meet, hold, hug that person again could surpass anything. anything in the world.

[budzaya]

How many times can the same thing break your heart?

[zw-me-anasfaleies]

As long as you love it.

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As long as I love him.

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I was never the constant in your equation, right? It was just to make me understand what illusion I was living in.

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I miss you, but now, I don't want you back.