Keep Keepin On.

Nader. June 11. CPP.

[laternader]

Ima parlez-vous dat ass.

When trying to pick up a French Girl

[sixpenceee]

While most 5-year-old children are in school or outside playing, little Anna Wang from Southwest China is taking care of her grandmother and great-grandmother. In fact, she is the sole caregiver for both elderly women, a role thrust upon her by circumstances no child should have to endure.

Anna’s father was sent to jail for unknown reasons when she was only 3 months old, and her mother remarried and abandoned the young girl shortly after. Left behind in the remote mountains of Zuyin with her severely arthritic grandmother and 92-year-old great-grandmother, she began gathering food and cooking for them, and undertakes other duties such as cleaning and helping her relatives to the toilet.

A generous neighbor allows Anna to pick vegetables from their farm. She has reportedly told Chinese media outlets that she does this because she wants to, and “wishes good health” for her family. A heartbreaking series of photos, however, show a childhood lost and forgotten. A photo of her father is all she has left of her stolen childhood. (Source)

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[laternader]

#sogonechallenge

been a couple of months since i seen your pretty face

glad to see things really havent changed

i spoke too soon when we met eye to eye

to your left were some indian looking guys

what they doin here in a market full of small eyed asians

aint none of those here so do you know what im sayin

dont be playing i know its ya new man

wearing all blue all tall look is this the new guy named Sam

ya sister Mary shot me with a cold ass cold stare

as you told her that i was standing there

nowhere was my heart to be found because that shit dropped hard to the ground

you was in a green jacket stolen worth 100 dollars

and a striped dress thatll make anyone holla

i couldnt believe my eyes when i saw you

walking with a smile and no regrets behind you

i tried to come over and try to say hello 

but you was too busy tryin to buy some halo halo

as my family left i put in a one ditch effort

run to the bathroom tryna give you what you been askin for

a nice lil talk sittin on the tables

catchin up for old times tryna know the new label

but then i tried to stop, you at the cashier, 

i even said hi when i was standing right here

but then i stood there lookin like a fool 

lookin like a tool tried to crutch away with a bit of my cool

at last that you was just a blast from the past

im so glad that i didnt say wassup

because all i saw was a pile of fucked up

this would be the time id commit suicide

but im better than that all i gotta do is say good bye

[laternader]

#crutched

A boy struggles and man does he love struggling. It was hard for him to play and man did he love playing. It was hard for him to lift and man did he love lifting. It was hard for him to skate and man did he love skating. It was hard for him to run and man did he love running. It was hard to cook and man did he love cooking. It was hard to drive and man did he love driving. It was hard to hike and man did he love hiking. It was hard to move and man did he love moving. It was hard to do anything and man...oh man, did he love doing something. Now he just sat. Now he just rested. Now he just watched. He would see the world him play, lift, skate, run, cook, drive, hike, move and do. What was he able to do? Nothing. He felt like nothing. He is nothing. Nothing if he can’t walk. It was hard to walk and man he can’t walk without his crutches.

[laternader]

Yee buddy...! Been following and I stay following. I love this album!

[laternader]

January 3, 2016

So tomorrow begins a new day for me. It’s a new year. It’s a new day. And it’s a new me (or at the very least), an improved me. It has been a a very eventful year. I experience heartbreak for the first time, I experience a family member’s death for the first time, I experienced crashing a car and totaling it for the first time. Let’s just say a lot has happened. But the greatest part about having to go through all of this, I learned from it all. And in a more physical sense, I”M ALIVE! I survived breaking mentally, physically, spiritually, and emotionally. It was almost too much to handle but I grateful I stuck it through or else, who would know what happen to me and the people around me? Well let’s not find out because it’s time for 2016...

[laternader]

I Regret Not Sending This Text.

Her: Hey

Her: You know you've done so much for me than just love me.

Her: You've been there for me so many times when I feel like no one else wants to deal with me.

Her: You ask me to do things with you and you follow through.

Her: Which is something rare for someone else to do for me.

Her: You've done more than just love me. You've become my "best friend."

Her: Please don't go.

Her: You're one of the most positive things that happened in my life.

Me: And you aren't. Why should I stay with a girl who doesn't love me back? I mend your broken heart everyday using a piece of mine only for you to break it again. I gave you my heart whom you gave to someone else. And that is why I have to go. You need to fix your own heart before you can give it to someone else just like I need to fix my own so I can give it to someone who deserves what I have to offer.

Me: Go to bed. All you do is hurt me. I have a new story to write and I've decided to write you off the pages...

Me: Now, leave me alone.

Me: ...

[laternader]

Jan 2, 2016 11:42 PM

There comes a time when you will be up late at night and not because you crave something to eat but your mind keeps you awake. Normally at this time you begin to question why the body does not feel any obligation to be fatigued but then the answer becomes even more difficult to find. As you try to tire yourself out, it actually makes you more energized to do more, whether it be sitting around doing nothing or finishing up chores, your eyes remain open for the remainder of the night. I sit here wondering why I am awake right now and I do know the reason. Now if I know the reason why I cannot sleep, it should be easy to find that answer and sleep, right? ...this is only possible if you can accept the truth of the answer instead of finding false hope.

[laternader]

(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fpgx-hcxRSs)

“I’m falling to pieces” because you were my first.. 

[laternader]

(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IIUX2OS2fY0)

Sadly, this song speaks true to this day no matter what I express to the world. I’ll always need you..

[boils]

You don’t let go of a bad relationship because you stop caring about them. You let go because you start caring about yourself

D.S (via alteensrelate)

[raindoodle]

Visit Original Link

Jayesslee - Officially Missing You (Studio)

All I hear is raindrops Falling on the rooftop Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go Cause this pain I feel It won’t go away And today I’m officially missing you I thought that from this heartache I could escape But I fronted long enough to know There ain’t no way And today I’m officially missing you Oh can’t nobody do it like you Said every little thing you do Hey baby say it stays on my mind And I, I’m officially All I do is lay around Two ears full tears From looking at your face on the wall Just a week ago you were my baby Now I don’t even know you at all I don’t know you at all Well I wish that you would call me right now So that I could get through to you somehow But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say That I’m officially missing you Oh can’t nobody do it like you Said every little thing you do Hey baby say it stays on my mind And I, I’m officially Well I thought I could just get over you baby But I see that’s something I just can’t do From the way you would hold me To the sweet things you told me I just can’t find a way To let go of you It’s official You know that I’m missing you Yeah yes All I hear is raindrops And I’m officially missing you

:-) Jayesslee thanking me for purchasing the track!

Thank you all for showing this track so much love <3 Keep playing and sharing! :)

[laternader]

I just let you go and I’m already missing you... I guess that’s love for you. I’ll forever love you but I wish it just didn’t hurt so much.

[laternader]

The Holiday “Cheer”

It’s that time of the year where all things most graceful and wonderful brings everyone closer together. The kids are smiling, the adults are laughing, and the elderly sway back and forth on their rockers. The college kids are relaxed. The hard workers go home. And everyone is just in that holiday spirit...

But what about those who are alone? Those who don’t celebrate? Those who have no one to smile with, to laugh with, to enjoy their lives with at this great time of the year. In fact, what about those who work the holiday shifts? Those who can’t go home to see their families? Or maybe those who lost them? There are a lot of people cheering, but there are also a lot of people grieving..

These days just remind me of how lonely I can be on these days. Granted there are others in a much worse situation than I am but we’re all human and we’re all greedy and inconsiderate pricks when we want to be or when we are pushed to that point. I have come to that point and I loathe it with a passion. I despise those families that can get along and bring each other gifts. I despise those kids always smiling as bright as the lights outside. I despise all those adults laughing about how they’re year has just been one hectic roller coaster. And I despise those elderly looming closer and closer to death because sometimes I wish I were in their shoes; I want to leave this world early..

I lost everything to this. I lost my opportunity to play another game of tackle football. I lost friendships because the break was long enough for them to forget who I was. I lost my first love at this point. I lost a sense of what it means to be me, Nader Esmael..

The holidays may bring people closer together than ever before, but the gap between those who have someone versus the loner grows and grows until those who are lonely truly see and hear nothing but black..

[untamedunwanted]

Date the girl whose hair is a mess and steals your t-shirts and kisses you in front of boys who look at her admiringly. Date the girl who wants to dance in the rain with you and make tea for you and make you laugh so hard you snort tea out your nose. Date the girl who cares so much that she can tell something is wrong just by looking at you. Date the girl who will wrap her arms around you for no reason and pay attention when you talk about the things you love, even if she doesn’t love them herself. Date the girl who looks like a lazy sunday afternoon instead of a saturday night. Yeah. Just date that girl.

Date that Girl | Nikita Gill (via untamedunwanted)

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[zodiaccity]

Zodiac Questions. For more information on the zodiac signs, click here.

[zodiaccity]

“Love is just a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning.”

James Earl Jones  (via zodiaccity)