lazarus / harp

“ —and you don't need me now? ”

[lawrising-a]

UPDATE : the detective has been moved over to @deathwis , since juggling multiple accounts is a bit much for me. anyone's free to follow me over there to continue any threads or interactions ! or like this post & i'll follow you first , if you wish. sorry for being radio silent on him for so long -- but hopefully this change will help me focus on mat a little more & all that <3

[lawrising-a]

UPDATE : the detective has been moved over to @deathwis , since juggling multiple accounts is a bit much for me. anyone's free to follow me over there to continue any threads or interactions ! or like this post & i'll follow you first , if you wish. sorry for being radio silent on him for so long -- but hopefully this change will help me focus on mat a little more & all that <3

[lawrising-a]

UPDATE : the detective has been moved over to @deathwis , since juggling multiple accounts is a bit much for me. anyone's free to follow me over there to continue any threads or interactions ! or like this post & i'll follow you first , if you wish. sorry for being radio silent on him for so long -- but hopefully this change will help me focus on mat a little more & all that <3

[lawrising-a]

UPDATE : the detective has been moved over to @deathwis , since juggling multiple accounts is a bit much for me. anyone's free to follow me over there to continue any threads or interactions ! or like this post & i'll follow you first , if you wish. sorry for being radio silent on him for so long -- but hopefully this change will help me focus on mat a little more & all that <3

[deathwis-arc]

QUICK PROMO TIME : if you'd be interested in engaging with a multi-muse rp blog that deals with dark-ish themes and healing, please give this post a like / reblog ! featuring muses from » escape the night, little hope, twdg, danganronpa, and more!

[lawrising-a]

the best part of being revived is seeing a sea of familiar, friendly faces who ( probably ) have also just been recently revived. which only heightens the old kinship, really ... and matthew won't admit it, but he's kinda, somewhat, perhaps, maybe missed the literature club.

well, when he sees mikio rolling on the floor, mat can't say he's missed that crackhead much ... but you know. it's the thought that counts.

[lawrising-a]

he run. he dramatically leaps ... your honor i love him

[justanothermemething]

Send 🎰 for me to put our muses into a random list generator then post the first five as potential ships!

For single muse blogs only my muses will be randomized!

[katadesmoi]

resurrected characters are like hi :) im back :) and their loved ones are like jesus fucking christ i am going to spend the rest of my life doubting that this is truly you

[shdjdjdjdjdkkdkd]

I don't like to come here & ask for help but i could use some in the goal of getting myself groceries & a bit of extra for my incoming bill. My Kofi is here & message me if you'd like graphics or art. Thank you so much for reading!

[lawrising-a]

“hm, i mean, if anyone was going to kill lilian, it was going to be me ; all things considering.” matthew looks at his hands folded neatly in his lap, with skin underneath his fingernails and speckles of blood. “justice well served, i'll say!” no don't listen to the shake in his voice or the strain in his chuckle or comment on the fact he couldn't finish the job <3 don't do that

[lawrising-a]

“lilian was the only romantic partner i've had who hasn't killed me or attempted to ... guess i should've known that wouldn't last ...” he is very sad and distressed right now. lilian clearly hates his guts and now he has to sit with that tm. he can only hope the death was out of pure love and that the act was somewhat intimate :(

[lawrising-a]

wow the hunger games are so traumatizing for mat he is struggling to cope at all times. but he can't escape so the detective is literally living through the same shit over again except even more violent this time and he misses his friends so much. and he is so tired. and he is losing sleep. and dying, probably.

[lawrising-a]

dying doesn't make mat blink an eye, seeing how it's commonplace for him in ... most survival based games. still, there's a hot shame coiling in his stomach from losing to a literal child, or teen, or whatever. who is also smurf colored. his skills must need some serious sharpening to lose like that!

“not to discredit anyone, but i purposely lost because im not about to go to prison for child abuse after the games are said and done. also, killing a kid at all is just seriously effed up, you guys!”

ah yes, that's definitely what really happened, of course!

[lawrising-a]

“well at least my wife brutally murdered someone before she was sucked in by a hurricane.” mat vaguely gestures, voice limp, even if the pure bewilderment on his face is as clear as day. “you know, just classic things for lilian to do in her free time.”

[pseudoneiiric]

pseudoneiric’s one-year anniversary hunger games sim!!

hello everyone! today (october 18) is the one-year anniversary of this blog, which is completely wild and it feels like both forever ago and just yesterday. so much in my life has changed since then, and i’m so grateful to have made and reconnected with so many friends in that span of time! some of you on here have been such a huge support to me during the things i’ve gone through this year, and those people definitely know what i mean when i say it’s pretty on-brand for my one-year anniversary event to be one that’s full of death and bloodshed.

that’s right, folks, it’s a hunger games sim! thank you to landon for giving me the idea and the execution for this; truly you are a visionary and i’m stoked to be hopping on the bandwagon!

how to enter !

there are 24 slots open in the hunger games sim, and one of those slots will be taken by my muse, lilian eyler. so there are 23 slots open to mutuals! if you’d like to enter, please reblog this post with the following:

the name of your muse

a set of your muse’s pronouns to use in the game ( please note that the hunger games simulator does not support the usage of they/them pronouns )

two icons: one for their profile when they’re alive and one for if they die during the process

this post and the liveblogging of the event will all be tagged as #pan’s hunger games sim if anyone would like to blacklist the tag!

[lawrising-a]

the detective / matthew patrick ( whichever is fine! ) & thy masc pronouns as you know ( aka he / him ) !!

alive

dead

[shdjdjdjdjdkkdkd]

𝕸𝖔𝖓𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖘 𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖑, 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖌𝖍𝖔𝖘𝖙𝖘 𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖑 𝖙𝖔𝖔. 𝕿𝖍𝖊𝖞 𝖑𝖎𝖛𝖊 𝖎𝖓𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖊 𝖚𝖘, 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖘𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊𝖘, 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞 𝖜𝖎𝖓. 𝕷𝖎𝖐𝖊 𝕷𝖎𝖋𝖊 𝖎𝖘 𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊 𝖆 𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖊𝖑. 𝕾𝖔𝖔𝖓𝖊𝖗 𝖔𝖗 𝖑𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖗, 𝖎𝖙 𝖆𝖑𝖜𝖆𝖞𝖘 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖆𝖗𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖉 𝖙𝖔 𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖙𝖊𝖉 𝖆𝖌𝖆𝖎𝖓. ©