PSA
To my fellow mutuals,
In the short span of time that I have been here in Tumblr & OPH fandom, I have found myself immersed in different stories and contents that made me enjoy the OPH fandom.
I started with playing OPH last year during the time the pandemic hit & I was in a very low position and by the time I entered law school, I started reading fanfics about OPH mainly because I found myself getting more & more into the fandom and with a leap of faith and an encouragement, I started to make my own contents.
Being a creator in the fandom wasn’t all that rainbows and butterflies. There were times where I was getting caught on the anon hate and there were times wherein I found myself lost at a crossroad of what kind of content I wanted to put out.
Currently, I’m in a precarious position wherein I don’t know anymore. If you have noticed I have been putting more off mood boards instead of my usual pictas & fics and consequently, this has me contemplating about me staying in the fandom. It’s no surprise that I’ve been asked if I’m planning to stay in fandom when I returned from my first account.
If I could remember correctly, I said that I would be staying in the fandom probably for as long as I can and that I would probably leave when I already start preparing for the Bar Examinations which is about 2 -3 years away from now. However that isn’t the case anymore right now.
I’ve been thinking for quite some time of leaving the fandom & Tumblr for good for some personal reasons that I do not wish to share but a part of it has to do with me almost entering second semester of second year law school by 1st quarter next year & consequently entering my junior year which would require me to be doing my thesis for the degree & of course my internship as well.
Apart from that I feel like I'm no longer giving any substance and significance to the fandom given that there are more better & suitable writers than I am and the more that I put out more fics & content the more saturated the fandom would become.
The only reason that I’m staying in Tumblr is because I don’t want to lose the connection & friends that I have made along the way. I wouldn’t have survived this messy & tiring semester if it wasn’t for you.
With that in mind, I do plan to end the year 2021 with two fics & possibly just 2 more picta but otherwise the remaining parts of See Me Series, the Little Things Series and other stories for Ethan & Anj as well as for Reg & Sienna and Tobias & Aria would be deferred indefinitely as of the moment.
I’m not sure if I still intend to post my creations here as I am contemplating putting it on other platforms such as Wattpad & AO3 but for now it will remain on hiatus until further notice.
I would like to thank everyone who has pushed me & supported me in the fandom. I cannot thank you enough for being the best.
This isn’t the end yet as I plan to stay & read more of your works, support you and of course defend you from haters but otherwise see you around Tumblr.
Yours Truly,
Ayz 💖













