Lazy_M

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“You look saddened,” Anakin observed, and now his voice was gentle and careful. There shouldn’t have been anything surprising about it, but Anakin knew how to sound like this when he wasn’t being brash and impulsive, offering this sense of warmth, of wanting to trust him, to dissolve into this love. It was no wonder Padmé had fallen for him. “I’m just thinking how everything has changed,” Obi-Wan said and nodded, gesturing to keep walking along the shore. “You and me especially. You tried to kill me and now you’re trying to… to seduce me?” Anakin snorted. “I think you’re rushing things a bit. Before any seduction, I should at least manage to just kiss you.” Obi-Wan let out a soft, breathy laugh that was entirely devoid of his usual Master-like reprimand. The sound was swallowed by the crash of the waves, but Anakin caught it instantly, his entire posture brightening.

Chapter 17. Prize

art by @emptybestla

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“Yes. I don’t know any other person who, with all this worry, could be so...”

“So?” Obi-Wan inquired with a mocking smile, and yet his heart was thumping loudly. He sprayed bacta onto Anakin’s eyebrow and, a few seconds later, ran a finger over the spot, checking how well it had healed.

“Beautiful,” Anakin whispered and went still.

Obi-Wan froze for a moment too but then turned Anakin’s head towards himself.

“Beautiful?” Obi-Wan clarified while his arms started slightly trembling.

Anakin hummed in uncertainty, and a bacta patch was applied to his forehead.

“You’re saying nonsense,” Obi-Wan said with a straight face, trying to maintain his professional expression.

“I’m telling the truth.”

“Maybe, your truth is nonsense,” he parried easily.

Chapter 16. By your side

[lazyyym]

Suddenly remembered my prime and drew this

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“So, do you want to tell me that I am your attachment, the one you can’t control?” Obi-Wan asked in a quiet, cautious voice, afraid of scaring away both the moment and Anakin. His heart hammered loudly in his chest, making it hard to think.

For a split second, confusion flickered across Anakin’s face, only to vanish far too quickly. When his gaze locked onto Obi-Wan, it was steady and completely devoid of doubt.

“You always were, Obi-Wan. Don’t pretend you didn’t know it,” he spoke heavily, as if the words were being dragged out of him. “I let an entire ship of rebels go, just to chase after you. And you're still asking?”

“It’s not what I mean,” Obi-Wan shrugged.

He didn’t know how to put it into words. What was it? A desire for Anakin to cherish him as a friend again? No, it was much more than that. It was this impossible need for Anakin to stop throwing himself after him out of pure habit—just because they used to be close, because they were bound by this strange, tangled, impossibly strong thread that brought them both pain but could never be broken. A need for Anakin to choose him on his own, with his very soul.

Chapter 15. Desire

[lazyyym]

I finally finished this drawing. I don't know why, but it was going incredibly slowly, reluctantly, and something more interesting kept popping up: tidying up like EVERYWHERE, decorating my sneakers, trying out some makeup hacks…

In short, this piece just wasn't coming together. I didn't even drop in any shadows this time. I just look at the file with this piece and am overcome with a kind of intense rejection.

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“Anakin, please, shut up,” his voice could be called even tender. “I’m not going to discuss this topic. Now I have enough stress in my life. And if you don't listen, I'll have to leave you without a bandage and use the second part of the belt as a gag.”

“You are worrying,” Anakin said with a wide smile.

“Did you listen to what I’ve said?”

“Yes. You always start to get nervous and flustered when you're worried. And heavy topics only distract you more, causing you deep anxiety. And you start to feel even more afraid, because too much piles up all at once. And you can't deal with everything simultaneously. Or rather, you can, but it's just too hard..”

“I definitely still think I should gag you,” Obi-Wan murmured.

“If it would make you that happy.”

Chapter 14. Fever dream

[lazyyym]

Finally I can show off to you this beautiful art that I drew as an addition to the main gift for my friend’s birthday 😫😫😫

Here our boys are in a setting that is not quite usual for them. With quite unusual brushes for me.

I just really wanted to add some ✨whimsical aesthetic✨ to the drawing, so I decided to experiment a bit. Of course, I also had to tinker with the size of the art and its color resolution, because all printing is done in CMYK, and in digital they usually work in RGB (especially if it remains only on the computer or online), because there are simply more colors and you can easily use the brightest shades.

(I’m telling you this because I want to share this great knowledge and just brag 😋)

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“Obi-Wan?! Obi-Wan, are you here?! How are you?!” Anakin heard the screech of a chair being shoved back, followed by hurried footsteps. “Anakin?” it was Obi-Wan’s voice, very worried but his. And, by the looks of it, he was unharmed, exhausted, but not broken. “Yes, it’s me! You… You okay? Not hurt?” “Yes, yes. Everything's fine, it's alright. Steady, Ani. Don't worry, just breathe,” Obi-Wan’s voice was soft and gentle, and it was the only sound that Anakin wanted to hear now. Ani. Obi-Wan had never called him that. And suddenly, it resonated with such absolute warmth in his chest. The kind that made him want to squint in pleasure.

Chapter 13. Negotiation

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“We didn’t kiss!” Anakin blurted out, feeling a strange urge to defend himself. “I mean… we don't even plan any kisses! Who is even planning them?.. But nothing happened.” He didn't even understand himself. He had been so desperate to go to Naboo with Padmé, and now here he was, spouting absolute nonsense without thinking, just so Obi-Wan wouldn't get the idea that he and Padmé had kissed. Obi-Wan giggled and turned his head away to hide his smile. But it wasn't what was bothering Anakin right now; all his attention took Obi-Wan’s shoulders and his whole pose suddenly relaxed. It seemed as though Obi-Wan felt a wave of relief at Anakin's confession. “Don't tell me you're one of those people who's against even kissing before marriage,” Anakin teased him. “I’m a Jedi, Anakin, I’m against any kisses at all,” Obi-Wan remarked.

Chapter 12. Naboo

[glorytopluto]

Emmm i don't know your actor does just that😇

I've reached the chapter with the first kiss and I'm going to have a lot of fun here

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Emmm i don't know your actor does just that😇

I've reached the chapter with the first kiss and I'm going to have a lot of fun here

[lazyyym]

Art for the incredible @slavaplutonu's fanfic "Only a Second Before" Go check it out!

[lazyyym]

Guys, I finally finished ALL my exams and practicals, and now can happily do nothing.

But the last exam simply drained me of all my energy... waiting almost five hours just to answer is too much.

You can't imagine how much I enjoyed closing all my exam preparation tabs.

But at least it's finally over, and I can go have a nice meal 🥰

*There was supposed to be a photo of the food from the KFC here, but I forgot to take a pic and ate it all 💔😔*

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New chapter is out!

Despite the best efforts of this silly university to prevent me from living my best, lazy life I still managed to finish this translation rather quickly! Enjoy and feel free to leave a comment (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) Chapter 3: The Demonstration

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Tomorrow I have my Italian exam, and after that I'll finally be able to continue translating (and drawing, hehe). I'm actually really nervous because the number of phrases, words, and stuff I need to know is just terrifying.

And my Italian isn't even close to my English. 😭😭😭 I haven't been studying it for as long, of course, but still. I just hope everything goes well.

(Here's one of my old-ish drawings, so the post doesn't look too empty.)

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Finally managed to translate the second chapter! It's absolutely enormous. Especially compared to the first chapter. Go read it as well😉 Leave your comments, I'd really appreciate it. Enjoy reading! Chapter 2. The collection P.S. Yes, the are in the Winx costumes because the name of the fanfic sounds similar, hehe

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Here new chapter of my fanfic “I couldn’t save you,” he said, and there was nothing defensive in it, only a quiet, breaking honesty. “Not then.” Anakin’s expression twisted. “You didn’t even try hard enough.” Obi-Wan’s breath caught. “I did everything I could.” “No,” Anakin said, shaking his head again, more sharply this time. “You did what was right. What the Order would expect. What a Jedi should do. But not what I needed.” “I can save you now, if you'll let me,” Obi-Wan said carefully, taking a step closer.

Chapter 4. We've met again (The link is clickable!)