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[lbrtaemin-blog]

hi i love you

love you more

[kwan-jin-sun-blog]

“Well, if all people around here are as goodlooking as you are I’m sure I’ll enjoy my stay,” his lips curved into a sly smile before pushing his hands into the pockets of his dark jeans. “Nice to meet you Taemin, I’m Jin-sun. Uh, I actually failed my year in New York so I figured I’d try here. I’m a theatre major you see, I just didn’t want to give up on my dreams yet.”

[lbrtaemin-blog]

“Pretty sure I’m the golden standard on campus, but everyone else comes pretty close at least,” he chuckled, giving a jerk of his chin for the boy to follow him. “Jin-sun, nice to meet you too. Sorry to hear about the tough year, but hey, the theatre department here is actually pretty damn great. You made a good choice,” he smiled. “Is there any place you wanted to see specifically, or should I just take you around all the need-to-know locations?”

[lbrtaemin-blog]

house guest || taejae

[wtfjae]

“I can live with her eating healthy, just not all organic,” he said while scrunching up his nose to show his disgust. “She will be hella strong, I mean I hope. Are you going to make her work out with you?” Jae tried his best not to laugh at his own joke but ended up giggling. He didn’t know what to say upon hearing Tae call him boyfriend. He knew if he said anything about it the words would just come out in stutters. Instead he quickly kissed the younger boy’s cheek. He looked down at Yuki and then back up at Tae, “My arms are getting tired, you can hold her now. Or should I put her down so she can explore her new home?”

[lbrtaemin-blog]

A reflexive smile spread across Tae’s face at the small peck, and he looked down, clearing his throat in an attempt to mask it. “Yeah, I am,” he carried on the joke with one of his own, and knowing Jae, it really would be a joke. “And we’re gonna drag you along too. Y’ever set foot in a gym before?” he asked teasingly, picking the kitten out of Jae’s arms and setting her down gently on the floor. “Remind me to buy her some toys. Before she destroys all of yours,” he spoke with a smirk, watching her walk off to explore before he turned back to Jae, taking the opportunity to move in closer without the threat of crushing the tiny animal. He brought a hand up to cup the side of the older boy’s face, brushing his thumb over his cheekbone, “Two questions: one, have you been dressed like this all day? And two, when was the last time you ate? And I’m talking about real food, not donuts.”

[jeonheart]

JK up against Jessi -

[kwan-jin-sun-blog]

“You’re very welcome. I just transferred, so yes. Think that would be a good reason for you to show me around? Because I believe it is.”

[lbrtaemin-blog]

“Sure, I can definitely do that. Always love being part of the welcoming party,” he smirked, slipping a hand out of his pocket to hold out to the other male. “I’m Taemin. What brings you to Blackwell? And where are you coming from?”

[kwan-jin-sun-blog]

“Quite often actually, but I think it has more to do with my good looks than with the actual line. Nice to know it made you smile though, you look even better that way.”

[lbrtaemin-blog]

“Ha. Thanks. Are you new around here? I thought I was already friends with everyone whose egos are big enough to match mine.”

[kwan-jin-sun-blog]

“Okay so, I have an important question for you. It seems like I have forgotten my phone number, can I have yours instead?”

[lbrtaemin-blog]

“How often does that line work for you? I’m really curious.”

[lbrtaemin-blog]

[text → 애기 🍙 ✨.]

Jae: catch up hurry

Jae: 💞 aw stop it u

Jae: she fell asleep on my lap & i'm trying not to freak out bc she's too cute i can't handle this

Jae: i don't think so...

Jae: we can have a mini party just us & yuki tho 😚

Tae: u can't rush perfection

Tae: ahaa, ur such a sucker. send me a pic

Tae: my dance class ends late today but i'll be there

Tae: i'll bring some goodies, all three of us can turn up 🎉

[lbrtaemin-blog]

[text → 애기 🍙 ✨.]

Jae: gee thanks

Jae: i'm gonna go cry now bc my youth is gone

Jae: ppl say being twenty is awesome tho

Jae: yuki says hi btw

Tae: yeah what the hell, ur leaving me behind

Tae: but ur still a big baby to me

Tae: my baby 😁

Tae: hello princess yuki

Tae: u guys havin a party or what

[lbrtaemin-blog]

[text → 애기 🍙 ✨.]

Tae: hyung

Tae: hey

Tae: ...

Tae: you're old

[lbrtaemin-blog]

house guest || taejae

[wtfjae]

Jae giggled at the thought of Tae being jealous of a small animal or actually anything. Tae wasn’t the type of person he’d expect to even get jealous, but it was cute to imagine. “Yes, be jealous. Your boyfriend loves a kitten more tha-” Shit. Why’d he say that? Boyfriend? They’d never really talked about what they actually were. He cleared his throat looking down at the cat in his arms with the tips of his ears turning red, “— Yea… Yuki is a cute name. I like it. But don’t get upset if I ever call her Tteokbokki or something. I know for a fact I will,” He grinned as he stroked her fur. “A joint effort, that sounds great! You better not buy her some organic healthy cat food, though. I’d cry on behalf of her. Yes, stay with her when I have classes because I don’t want her to be alone even for a second. I mean, unless you can’t stay with her because you’re busy or something.” Jae looked up when he was sure he wasn’t red from his earlier statement, “Come on, you’re like, super responsible. I guess I can try to learn how to be..”

[lbrtaemin-blog]

His eyebrows rose subtly at Jae’s slip of the tongue. Or at least he assumed it was a slip based on how red the other boy was turning. So Jae was just as unsure as Tae was about where they stood then; he made a mental note to clear that up before things got awkward again. But for now, he gave a small smirk, nodding as Jae went on to cover up his tracks. “Tteokbokki’s a cute nickname, and I suggest you get some tissues because she will be eating healthy. Maybe not all organic but definitely healthy. I mean I know you’re gonna spoil her anyway, but I want her to be hella strong,” he pet her head again before he bringing his eyes back up to meet Jae’s. “And I might be busy but I can definitely make time for my irresponsible, unicorn onesie wearing boyfriend,” he smiled, not at all used to hearing those words come out of his own mouth. 

[toysuri-blog]

“Truly. I’ve been swamped.” Suri muttered, the dry sarcasm very apparent. She stood in the doorway, too stubborn to let him in and not cold enough towards Tae to tell him to leave. Compromise was a tough concept for her. She looked at his hand against the door as he spoke, shrugging lightly. “I could, if I really wanted to.” Even searching his eyes felt painful–she couldn’t look at him for too long without letting it dawn over her that her actions hadn’t only been hurting herself, but Tae as well. If she could retract her statement, she would. He’d probably already taken it the wrong way. She did need him, and she did feel alone, and she didn’t like the way he was looking at her, but she couldn’t say any of it. “The same goes. You could find a new family out here, if you really wanted to. I thought you’d already found one. Are you here to try to adopt me into it or something?”

[lbrtaemin-blog]

“You’re unbelievable,” he shook his head, growing more frustrated by just how stubborn she was being. Not that it was anything new. He knew that he could be just as stubborn when he had his moments, but that was besides the point. “I made two good friends in the time I’ve been stuck out here. Two. Was I supposed to just sit alone and twiddle my thumbs until you got here, Suri? Didn’t you come out here for me? Where were you the past couple weeks when I needed you? Oh, right, being petty and not wanting anything to do with me,” he paused. “Well I’d never do that to you. Never. Not even now, with how you’ve been acting.” He let his hand fall from the door, stepping back to give her space. If she still wanted him gone, then he’d leave. “So if you want to continue this shit, fine. But you can’t say I didn’t try talking to you. You just don’t want to hear it.”

[toysuri-blog]

Suri’s past month at Blackwell had been comprised of Netflix, sticking to herself, and avoiding nearly everybody except maybe Namie. She felt no need to keep trying with Tae, she still hated Jae, and just didn’t have the patience for either of them or their weird fucking relationship. Out of the blue, a knock came to her door, and she paused Netflix to look through the peephole. After a second, Suri opened the door begrudgingly, thinking about the fact that if they hadn’t come knocking, she could’ve gone a whole day without dealing with anyone’s bullshit. “Just because you know where I live doesn’t mean I’ve offered you an open invitation to come over whenever you feel like it. What do you want? I’m trying to get work done.”

[lbrtaemin-blog]

“Yeah, I can see you’re waist deep in math problems right now,” Tae retorted, glancing over Suri’s shoulder. Day after day, week after week it was getting harder for him to talk to his old friend. It wasn’t like he hadn’t tried of course, but she was so damn resilient in her intent to avoid him that getting her attention for more than a few seconds seemed nigh on impossible. “Are you gonna keep this up forever? We haven’t spoken in weeks, maybe even longer than that,” he paused, his expression serious as he placed a firm hand on the door to keep it open. “Or are you really gonna shut me out completely when we’re the closest thing we’ve got to family out here?”

[crytothebeat]

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[lbrtaemin-blog]

house guest || taejae

[wtfjae]

He looked at the kitten with surprise written all over his face, he hadn’t expected this at all. Jae felt chills run up his spine upon hearing how soft Tae’s voice was. He had never heard it like this before, it was new but nice. He bit his tongue, not wanting to point it out. His eyes drifted to the kitten with a rectangular smile, “She is adorable, wow,” he looked at Tae, “That was so noble of you, you’re like an animal superhero. Saving all animals from the streets, and making them healthy once again.” He placed his hands gently around the kitten, taking her into his arms. “I most definitely appreciate the company. Let’s name her, though. Do you have any ideas?” Jae was thinking naming her after his favorite foods, and he knew even if they decide on naming her something that wasn’t a food he’d still call her Princess Kimchi or something anyway. He held the little kitten close, but not tight because he didn’t want to hurt her. He admired her white fur and couldn’t help but stare at how innocent she looked. Jae never really had a pet before, only stuffed animals. He wasn’t completely sure he’d be the best person to take care of a living thing, but he was willing to try his best. “You’re so cute,” he whispered lightly at the kitten in his arms. He had almost forgotten about Tae’s presence entirely, since he was so transfixed on the little animal. He looked up at the younger boy, “I think I’m in love.”

[lbrtaemin-blog]

“That’s right, I’m superman,” he grinned, scratching the kitten between the ears. “Right little princess?” Looking back up at Jae, Tae couldn’t help the smile on his face when he saw how cute he looked holding the tiny animal, cooing softly as she purred in response. It was a sight he could definitely get used to. “You look like you’re in love. Should I be jealous?” he smirked, only half-joking. Taemin Bang wouldn’t get jealous of a kitten stealing his boyfriend’s(?) affection away from him, would he? No, he totally wouldn’t. “As for the name, I haven’t been calling her anything. I did have one name in mind, though. How do you feel about Yuki?” he suggested, having pulled the name from some anime he doesn’t remember the name of. But looking at the white kitten, he thought it’d fit. “It’s Japanese for snow. And... we could make this like a joint effort thing, y’know? I could buy her food and come by and check on her when you have classes if you want. Maybe we could both learn to be a little more responsible.”

[lbrtaemin-blog]

house guest || taejae

[wtfjae]

Jae wanted to hug Tae as soon as he stepped inside, but it wasn’t such a great idea since he hadn’t taken shower yet and was gross. He didn’t mind that there was no food in Tae’s hands, he assumed whatever the younger boy had gotten him would be better than food.  He smiled slightly when his attire was pointed out. Hey, at least it was comfortable. Even though the kiss had been fast it burned on his cheek, and he was trying his best to not squeal like a little girl. What are they, though? They’d confessed, but are they official? He couldn’t help but think about that. He almost choked at the fact that who Tae wanted him to meet was a she and that she might be cuter than him. Jae grinned, though. He didn’t want to seem jealous that there might be someone else that Tae finds cuter than him.“Who’s cuter than me?” 

[lbrtaemin-blog]

“Hey hey, I said might be. And that’s a big might, because we both know how adorable you can be... but I think you'll agree with me on this,” he smiled, unzipping his jacket and reaching in to coax the kitten to poke her head out. “Come on sweetheart,” he spoke in a very soft, light voice, one he only ever used on babies and small animals. “That’s right, don’t be scared.” Very carefully, Tae pulled the kitten out, who stared at Jae with cautious eyes until Tae ran a hand through her white fur. “She doesn’t have a name yet, but I found her the other day. She was under a bench outside the art department building, I almost couldn’t see her because of the snow. But she was super hungry, so I took her back to my dorm.” He looked up, stepping closer to Jae so that he could grab her from him. “She’s friendly. But I can’t keep her in my room. No pets allowed. — I figured you have this place here and... I thought maybe you’d appreciate the company.”

[lbrtaemin-blog]

house guest || taejae

[wtfjae]

Jae had been on laying down on the floor of his apartment for three hours now, and he had been planning to stay there for the rest of the day. The couch was too far and his bed was even further, so he gave up a long time ago on those options. He didn’t even know what game he was playing on his phone. Everything was hazy. He turned over to lay down on his stomach and take a nap when he heard a Ping! from his cellphone. His eyes immediately widened at the fact that he had five minutes to not look like he’d been living on the ground. Jae was curious as to what the ‘something’ Tae had gotten him. Maybe a huge pizza or some donuts. 

He stood up and groaned, “My back! I’m turning into an ahjussi!” Jae walked over to the door waiting for a knock or anything really so he could see Tae. He had forgotten to text the younger boy back, but that was only because he was forced to get up from the ground and left his phone there too. Jae looked down at himself. Shit, I’m not wearing pants. He ran, yes he actually ran, to his room and slipped on a unicorn onesie because he didn’t feel like actually wearing decent clothes.

[lbrtaemin-blog]

Tae decided to take it easy on his way up the stairs, stepping carefully and actually holding onto the railing for once. Any other day he’d be skipping steps as quickly as he could, but he had a passenger on board whose safety came first this time. And he couldn’t wait to see Jae’s face when he finally got to meet her. He mentally slapped himself on the way up, realizing he probably should have brought some food along too, or even asked Jae if he ate today. He wasn’t exactly sure if they were ‘official’ yet—still in that weird space of ‘what are we’ since they both confessed—but if they were a couple, Taemin was doing a pretty bad job of it already. It’s fine, he reassured himself, figuring that he could try to put something together with whatever mess was available in Jae’s kitchen.

When he reached the final landing, he took one last glance down into his jacket before he walked inside, trying to conceal the lump the small animal created. Between taking care of the kitten and doing his make-up work for missed classes, Tae had barely seen the other boy the past couple of days, so it was hard to hold back the wide grin on his face when he finally saw him now. “Nice outfit,” he snorted, leaning in to press a quick kiss to his cheek (that was okay to do now, right?). He wasn’t the least bit surprised by what the older boy was wearing. He looked messy; sleepy — like someone who’d been doing nothing all day. Also not surprising. Tae smiled, “I want you to meet someone. She’s super cute. Maybe even cuter than you.”