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I wanted you to sink in my bed as I held up your shirt and smelled the refinement of your sweat. Your laugh was the chorus of a thousand singing birds. I watched you fall asleep for the final time and memorized the pattern of your bedding. I read to you as your eyes pillowed like setting sun. To answer yr question, yes I think about you, so consider this the painted brick on your building.

Agi

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I was never one for blogging, or keeping a written record of anything for that matter. I’ve always been half-ass and “as it lands” about projects, projections, ideas, and lastly relationships. It pains me to put any effort into this, but as I lay alone in my cold space with Killing Eve playing in the background, I need to put a cap onto this project. Leaves ov Grass was a photo blog that I planned on keeping forever. Walt Whitman’s Leaves of Grass moved me in my mid-20′s and caught me at a time at a rebirth of not only my own educational renaissance, but at pinnacle point on when I was to meet the most important persons of my life, Molly. She was known as Mole in all my posts.

The birth of this blog coincided with my relationship with her. As you’ve guessed by now, 6 years later the pages have turned and we now look at different skies. Reflecting on my photo efforts and my lack of posting also coincided with the hypoxia of our togetherness. Comfort disguised as apathy, and ignorance mistaken for love is the only way I can describe the end.

Anyways, this is the first and last photo I took of Mole. Towards the end, photographing the most beautiful person I had come to know became extremely difficult for both of us. I hope you can see what I felt.

It’s been internet real.

#Mole #Film #120mm #35mm

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