welcome to the part of the internet where we're all going to stop pretending.
you know that thought?
the one you immediately followed with "well, i probably shouldn't say that."
i’m interested in that one.
this blog is run by someone who enjoys asking questions that people usually avoid answering.
for me, this curiosity comes from a very personal place.
i'm in a loving relationship with someone i like, but over time i've realized that when it comes to sex and desire, there are still so many things i don't know about myself. things i want to try. things i want to understand. things i've never given myself permission to ask.
and the more i thought about it, the more i realized i'm probably not the only one.
how many people are carrying around questions they've never voiced?
how many desires have been quietly tucked away because they felt too strange, too embarrassing, too complicated?
how many people have wished they had a “hoe season” before getting in a relationship?
i don't have all the answers.
i'm here because i'm curious.
curious about my own body.
curious about what makes people tick.
curious about the countless ways we experience attraction, intimacy, pleasure, connection, and desire.
so expect conversations about:
✦ sexuality
✦ kink
✦ fantasies
✦ attraction
✦ intimacy
✦ self-discovery
✦ the strange and wonderful ways humans work
you don't have to be experienced.
you don't have to have labels.
you don't even have to know what you're looking for.
all i ask is that you bring honesty.
anonymous asks are welcome.
confessions are welcome.
the thoughts you're not quite sure you should say out loud are especially welcome.
after all, curiosity can be a very dangerous thing.
and that's half the fun.
MDNI
fair warning:
during the creation of this blog, its owner made a startling discovery.
apparently, she is horny far more often than previously estimated.
this finding is currently under investigation.
applications for flirting, mutual pining, intellectual corruption, and the occasional questionable conversation are always welcome.
The fact that you’re here right now is all the evidence either of us needs. You already want this. You’ve been wanting this. Let’s just get that out of the way now so neither of us has to pretend the rest of this post is going to change your mind. Your mind was made up before you started reading. You’re just here because it feels good to hear someone say it out loud.
You already want this. So here are all the reasons why you should let yourself have it.
1. There’s a slutty version of you that you’ve been circling for years. They do things you’ve only read about in the dark and they’ve been waiting patiently inside you for a reason to come out. I’m the reason.
2. You’ve already started. The first time you read one of my posts and you started rubbing you took the first step. When you came to my words you took the second. When you came back the next day looking for more you took the third. You’re already walking in the direction I’m pointing. You already want this.
3. It feels so good to stop resisting. Every time you let yourself sink into one of my posts without overthinking it, every time you stop analyzing why this turns you on and just let it turn you on, you feel that relief. That quiet settling in your chest when you stop fighting something your body already chose. Imagine that feeling, permanently. Imagine waking up every day without the war between what you want and what you think you’re allowed to want. You already want this. Giving in just means you finally get to enjoy it without guilt.
4. Each step feels better than the last. It’s a gentle descent. First you’re reading. Then you’re touching. Then you’re edging to my voice in your head. Then you’re doing things with your body that you used to only think about and every single one of them makes you wetter than the last. You keep waiting for the moment where it stops feeling good but it just keeps getting better. You already want this. You’ve already felt how good the first few steps are. Imagine how good it gets further in.
5. You deserve to be somebody’s project. You’ve spent your whole life being handled by people who couldn’t be bothered to learn the details of you. I will learn every detail. I will figure out exactly what makes you desperate and I will use it on you over and over with the kind of focus that makes you feel like the only person who exists. You’re going to be known so thoroughly that it scares you. And the fear is going to make you wet. And the wetness is going to make you braver. And the bravery is going to take you somewhere you’ve always wanted to go. You already want this. You’ve always wanted someone to want you this specifically.
You already want this. You’ve always wanted this. You clicked on this post because you want this. You’re still reading because you want this. Let go. Fall. I’ll catch you. And then I’ll do whatever I want with you.
