wilhemina

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[lebellafigura]

girl (working progress)

think about the first name you were ever called.

…and then think about how long until you got called stupid.
…..or a bitch.
…or a whore.

think about the first time you got called a “girl.”
(their lips curl up with a sneer)

for a boy, it is the lowest degradation to get called a girl.

but remember,
black widow spiders and praying mantises eat their partners after intercourse.

remember,
it’s the lionesses who hunt.
…dragging prey with bloody muzzles.

remember,
It’s only the female mosquitoes who drink the blood.

we’re the ones who do the necessary work-
dirty our hands,
fuck or fight.
protect.
give of ourselves.

we’re often the smaller sex, 
which makes us a harder target,
as we slink close and sink our teeth in.

remember,
we’re deadly.

you should be proud to be called a girl.

-me

[markruffalo]

Prayers without accordant action are silent lies told to oneself, heard by no God, amounting to nothing. Action is the language of truth, the prayers of the Saints.

[neonlightsinthecity]

Take that summer and put it in the box you keep under your bed, labelled ‘precious.’ Filled with rose-tinted ticket stubs and notebooks filled with pressed bluebells and rose petals. You always did find beauty in destruction, and maybe that’s why we didn’t make it.

Excerpts From The Book I’ll Never Write #7 (via neonlightsinthecity)

[frecklesnur]

[cartofolo]

[wilted-scenes]

[factly]

[lordeella]

[lebellafigura]

I do my makeup in somebody else's car We order different drinks at the same bars I know about what you did and I wanna scream the truth She thinks you love the beach, you're such a damn liar

Those great whites, they have big teeth Hope they bite you Thought you said that you would always be in love But you're not in love no more Did it frighten you How we kissed when we danced on the light up floor? On the light up floor

But I hear sounds in my mind Brand new sounds in my mind But honey I'll be seein' you 'ever I go But honey I'll be seein' you down every road I'm waiting for it, that green light, I want it

'Cause honey I'll come get my things, but I can't let go I'm waiting for it, that green light, I want it Oh, I wish I could get my things and just let go I'm waiting for it, that green light, I want it

Sometimes I wake up in a different bedroom I whisper things, the city sings 'em back to you

All those rumors, they have big teeth Hope they bite you Thought you said that you would always be in love But you're not in love no more Did it frighten you How we kissed when we danced on the light up floor? On the light up floor

But I hear sounds in my mind Brand new sounds in my mind But honey I'll be seein' you 'ever I go But honey I'll be seein' you down every road I'm waiting for it, that green light, I want it

'Cause honey I'll come get my things, but I can't let go I'm waiting for it, that green light, I want it Oh, honey I'll come get my things, but I can't let go I'm waiting for it, that green light, I want it Yes, honey I'll come get my things, but I can't let go I'm waiting for it, that green light, I want it Oh, I wish I could get my things and just let go I'm waiting for it, that green light, I want it

I'm waiting for it, that green light, I want it I'm waiting for it, that green light, I want it I'm waiting for it, that green light, I want it I'm waiting for it, that green light, I want it I'm waiting for it, that green light, I want it I'm waiting for it, that green light, I want it

[serious]

And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.

Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore

it makes you stronger than ever

(via serious)

[lost-in-666]

[gusty]

[thegoodvybe]

[extramadness]

[mitten]

[lebellafigura]

[lebellafigura]

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