Dark and Twisty...But in Leopard Print!!!

I use this Tumblr to express how I'm feeling at any given time...so sometimes it's dark, sometimes happy, sometimes bright, sometimes bland...it's how I feel...

[leesabridget]

It's getting harder and harder to pretend to be happy everyday. I just feel so low all the time, I can't stand the way I look, I can't stand anything about myself, if I could cut off the parts of me that I don't like there would be nothing of me left....

[leesabridget]

I can't handle seeing all these photos of babies and pregnancies...all I want in this world is to be a mum and I'm having such a hard time seeing/hearing all these people falling pregnant so easily and quickly...when will it be my turn????

[leesabridget]

**sigh**

I want to vent and whinge and whine but I can't to any of my friends...they don't understand...I can't whine to my husband because it's about his family...I feel like I have no one...my world consists of my husband and his family and work and occasionally my friends when they can fit me in...I feel like a burden on everyone...I'm starting to slip into that deep dark hole again...help me...

[fuckyescraigmabbitt-blog]

[mylittlezombitch-deactivated201]

oh heck. so hot.

[fuckyescraigmabbitt-blog]

[fakeaccentuniversity]

[leesabridget]

Jelly? Got my Cloud Nine from my handsome fiancé for my birthday/anniversary :-) very happy lady right here!!! #happy #cloudnine #present #birthday #anniversary #lovemyfiancémorethananything #jelly

[leesabridget]

100 Days until our wedding!!! #shitjustgotreal #wedding #happy #forever #countdown #100 #days #love #lovemyfiancémorethananything

[leesabridget]

DIY Mani for today...OPI Base- I Saw...You Saw...We Saw Warsaw, OPI- Mod About You, Sally Hansen - Sorbet, and a Covergirl darker pink (I forget the name)...#diy #nailart #nails #mani #thursday #simple #blue #pink #flowers #diamontes #instanails #nailoholics #dailynailart #blurry #sorrynotsorry #happy #winter

[cigarette-memories]

[pretentioushomo]

this is my favorite picture ever

[leesabridget]

4:45am...I need a coffee stat!! #freezing #cold #early #morning #workies #selfie #shameless #dontcare #sockbun #scarf #wherethehellisthetrain

[memoriesrecollected]

[leesabridget]

Signed the "Intention to Marry" forms yesterday with my fiancé...this is the inside of the Church we are getting married in...it is so incredibly ornate and beautiful...It's getting closer and closer!! #wedding #church #September1st #love #life #happiness #todaytogetherforever #happy

[leesabridget]

Monday mani inspired by @majikbeenz I saw it featured on @dailynailart :-) #instanails #nailaholics #nailart #diy #monday #mani #manicure #shortnails #gettingmynailshealthyagain #colour #colourblocking #stripes #grey #pink #blue #green #purple #orange #white #happy @koeda_

[leesabridget]

New Easter Mani :-) #instanails #nailart #diy #spots #cross #glitter #pink #pastel #silver #mani #opi #easter #happy

[leesabridget]

New Mani for Monday :-) inspired by @prettynailsbymal #nails #nailart #diy #pink #brown #tan #green #diamonte #triangle #short nails #gettingmynailshealthyagain

[leesabridget]

New nails...crappy photo...#nails #nailart #diy #shortnails #gettinmynailshealthyagain #gettingthere #fun #happy #grey #sechevite #smile #nailaholics