i'm looking at you

lee soonkyu. sunny. 890515. i am the real charlie kelly ▶ ◀ ▶ ◀ ▶

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[leekx]

is there like financial aid for concert tickets

[airikjeong-deactivated20150414]

So my Chemistry teacher has an Asian grading scale…

A - Average

B - Below Average 

C - Can’t eat dinner

D - Don’t come home

F - Find a new family

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[leexsoonkyu]

one of the worst moments in life is probably when you’re in a room full of people and you look around and see them all talking and laughing and all of sudden you feel so sad and lonely that you can even feel a physical pain in your chest because you realize that they all belong to someone and they all have someone who belongs to them and you don’t, you’re just kind of there

[jaeseopshi-deactivated20190103]

V O O D O O - VIXX

[leexsoonkyu]

Dear Jisub

Dear Jisub,

You're gone now, at least for a bit, which crushed me a little bit. I hope you come back because I'm so hopelessly, ridiculously, pathetically dependent on you, which makes me feel like such a damn fool. I want you to remember that you're fantastic and wonderful and, above all, good. You're so very good, you might not be able to see it but I do. You've never treated me with anything but kindness and understanding, even when I didn't deserve any of it. I've told you what I think about you time and time again and nothing will change that. You will always be someone special to me, which seems laughable to you right now, I'm sure. I said all these things and then disappeared so I'm sure you don't think very much of me right now, you're probably also a bit upset and disappointed but know I meant every word of it. I'll be right here, telling you how beautiful and good you are as long as it takes for it to sink in.

I didn't think you'd ever mean quite so much to me, which is terrifying yet fantastic at the same time. I think so much of you and would do anything for you. I just hope you understand my feelings, even if you don't return them. You'll always be my Jisub; the person I want to hold onto when I'm sad, the person I run to when I just want everything else to disappear. You're where I find my comfort from everything horrible and ugly in the world. Being able to bring a smile to your face is all I want. I'm selfish and bratty and I want to keep you to myself but I know that's not who you are and I would never ask you to be anything you aren't. 

I'm not sure what else to say, really. Please don't give up on me because I'm here and for you, I always will be. Just let me stand by your side, that's all I ever need. 

[elzaro]

You deserve happiness. So I left.

Six Word Story #30 (via 33113)

[leexsoonkyu]

I will write about the following. Leave one in my ask box:

Dear person I hate,

Dear person I like,

Dear ex boyfriend,

Dear ex girlfriend,

Dear ex bestfriend,

Dear bestfriend,

Dear Santa,

Dear Mom,

Dear Dad,

Dear future me,

Dear past me,

Dear person I’m jealous of,

Dear person I had a crush on,

Dear [future] girlfriend,

Dear [future] boyfriend,

Dear *anyone*,

[leexsoonkyu]

for those who care, which is likely only hyoyeon, i'm going to be MIA for the next week or so due to schedules. sorry.