expect no art from me anytime soon

dni proship/darkship/whatever tf you call yourselves, radqueer, nsfw/kink accs

[legrzybek]

! fair warning i am not mentally stable and might break down on here . lol. many such cases

also if you are sexual about azuretime and i see it i WILL block you . do not interact with me ever i automatically hate you

click the link to see the full thing

[legrzybek]

Idk what's been going on in the forsaken fandom, I left a while ago and stopped interacting with any forsaken related art except for yours. I just enjoy your art style a lot, it's genuinely shocking how underrated you are. Your value as a person and artist is not determined by how many likes you get on the internet and you are worth so much more than that.

i dont interact with it either i have azuretime related tags blockrd and abunch of people blocked due to my violent jealousy but i still come across things that make me feel like shit anyways or see thrm because tumblrs blocking system is ass ihave so m7ch rrsentment towards some popular artists but still see yhem mentionef in things constantly and i want to die i wish i was like yhem andcould actually makr good compelling shit and be a fun pe5son to interavt with All my content is just self indulgent self insert fluff bullshit instead of anything shwoing acrual cha4acterization and story soi dont understand why Me in particular butalright im sorry and No i feel so fucking useless without being able to draw its th only thing peo0le will give me the attention and recogniton i want for andeven if we're not talking abt orher people i want to get out ehat i have in minf thru art and be actually satisfied with it sobad bbut i cant i never could

[legrzybek]

kkiittay

Aww :( tiny

[legrzybek]

hope ur doing okay man. ur a great person and ur art is beautiful. kitty

i am not because on top of my usual shit i m also in vacation in anothr country amd constantly getting dragged around to places i dont wan tto be in and i have barely any time to myself or to do anything becausei constantly have to be around my family that pisses me off and as soon as we get back to our room i want to just sleep idont wsnt to be here i want to go home alreadybut i have to walk and walk and walk and cant even start crying or itd draw everyones attention andi am not a good person neither am i good at art Im sorry cute kitty thoughim sorry

[legrzybek]

can i stop being an irrelevant piece of shit

[legrzybek]

Why no art :(

i just cant get myself to draw and when i do i start genuinely crying because it looks like shit </3 sorry

[legrzybek]

WHYTHAT THING SO SAD AND MISERABLE NOOOOOOOOO. here gives it 5 million artfuls

[legrzybek]

Why do you say “dni proship” when you were friends with proshippers? Also I thought yumeshipping was automatically proship

(Pro ≠ Dark btw. I can send another ask talking about the difference if you want)

?????? who?????????? what ???? if i really was friends with proshippers then i did not know about that and they were breaking my boundaries wtf

and no it isnt lmao so sick of people trying to insist that

also i know there is a difference but i do not trust anyone who is willing to call themselves a proshipper due to the term's reputation and i am horribly uncomfortable with people who are just Fine with people enjoying pedophilic and incestuous ships and shit like rape and i find portrayals of those things made for someone's pleasure revolting amd anyone who gets off to it also revolting and if that makes me a horrible person then so be it

[legrzybek]

You’re my favorite azuretime artist :D

ASJDHSA THAT MEANS A LOT,,,THANK U <3333

[legrzybek]

hey, listen if it helps you with anything i never actually stuck to the forsaken canon back when i was in the fandom, esp regarding azuretime and the spawn cult

like i had ocs that still are very dear to me and i think you (yes, YOU) deserve to know all the lore because idk how else i can stop people from sulking than taking thwir mind off things by making tjem think of something else

lmk if u wanna know about it and i will send you another ask explaning the lore lol

aough i appreciate it buti dont think telling me is the best idea since i tend to get even more hateful towards my own lore nd shit if i hear abt someone's more interesting ideas and better writing jealousy is a bitch sso. aaaah sorry :')

[legrzybek]

can I interest you in a birb Kats and guinea pig

YOU MAY INDEED.........dawwwwwwww little guys <3333 sweetie pies <333333

[legrzybek]

as someone who's kinda passionate about the old forsaken lore there was literally a whole thing about how yeah it's suffering but it can't ALL be suffering because the spectre's LEARNED NOT TO BREAK ITS CAPTIVES because if it's all suffering people BREAK and the spectre pointedly doesn't want THAT. forsaken please a little less suffering. please.

OH THATS INTERESTING I DIDNT EVEN KNOW TGAT.. i def think it would fail at the 'not breaking people' thing because i dont think reviving an already unstable person's dead lover who they killed and make said lover into a hateful murder machine will NOT break them idk bro......

[legrzybek]

GET THEIR ASS!!! im sorry to say but canon sucks and the writers suck the only good theyve ever done is put their characters out into the world. i love your interp of them And its canon forever . Okay. sorry if this comes off weird im very opinionated on this

AHHHH.ITS OK I ALSO AM MEAN AS FUCK SO,ETIMES . IF THEY MESS ANYTHING UP WITH THR AZURE UPDATE IM FONNA START WRITHING VIOLENTLY ON THE FLOOR . IM SCARED BRO

i get u but i also get why eveyrhting is so angsty because thepoint is that theyre supposed to be Suffering in thr forsaken realmm and itd be weird if they were just happy and chill there butlike yeaH let them interact more andhave some nice moments ..... IDKKKKKKMY MIND IS KINDA ????EMPTY RN I CANNOTFORMULATE MUCH ANDIDK IF I UNDERSTAND CORRECTLY.AHG

TJANK YOU THOUGH FOR LIKING MY INTERP🥹💖

[legrzybek]

You and azure are canon btw. Peak art btw!!

hehejjehjfhjd🥹🥹thanku <3333

[legrzybek]

I love ur art and ur mind and think ur azuretime is fun and silly and you should be able to draw what u want forever okay bai

🥹🥹thanku bro....... iwanna try to finally draw again to make somethinf for pride month jaughgjhhhhh i need to get back on the grind and draw sooooo much more azuretime fluff

[legrzybek]

Remember, if you think the team's azuretime writers are doing something completely insane with their lore. Remember, these are the same people who made Azure a white man. You're probably right and should disregard whatever is upsetting you.

OHMY GOD YHEA BAHAHHAHAHHAJAHHS soemtimes i look at canon azure and go Who's white baby is that

[legrzybek]

As one of the person said, I think that u also should start to romantize Azuretime more, just to piss off Vess along with the other homophobic, queerphobic and transphobic Forsaken fans. I bet their reaction will be funny to witness, heh :)

(Yeah, I know that Vess isn't probably a bigot, but their take about Azuretime, made them seem like one in my eyes, so Idk..)

saying that a canon queer ship in their game does not love eachother on pride month is Wild 😭 tehyre not a bigot they made pride art but still . bro?