expect no art from me anytime soon

dni proship/darkship/whatever tf you call yourselves, radqueer, nsfw/kink accs

[legrzybek]

! fair warning i am not mentally stable and might break down on here . lol. many such cases

also if you are sexual about azuretime and i see it i WILL block you . do not interact with me ever i automatically hate you

click the link to see the full thing

[legrzybek]

Why no art :(

i just cant get myself to draw and when i do i start genuinely crying because it looks like shit </3 sorry

[legrzybek]

WHYTHAT THING SO SAD AND MISERABLE NOOOOOOOOO. here gives it 5 million artfuls

[legrzybek]

Why do you say “dni proship” when you were friends with proshippers? Also I thought yumeshipping was automatically proship

(Pro ≠ Dark btw. I can send another ask talking about the difference if you want)

?????? who?????????? what ???? if i really was friends with proshippers then i did not know about that and they were breaking my boundaries wtf

and no it isnt lmao so sick of people trying to insist that

also i know there is a difference but i do not trust anyone who is willing to call themselves a proshipper due to the term's reputation and i am horribly uncomfortable with people who are just Fine with people enjoying pedophilic and incestuous ships and shit like rape and i find portrayals of those things made for someone's pleasure revolting amd anyone who gets off to it also revolting and if that makes me a horrible person then so be it

[legrzybek]

You’re my favorite azuretime artist :D

ASJDHSA THAT MEANS A LOT,,,THANK U <3333

[legrzybek]

hey, listen if it helps you with anything i never actually stuck to the forsaken canon back when i was in the fandom, esp regarding azuretime and the spawn cult

like i had ocs that still are very dear to me and i think you (yes, YOU) deserve to know all the lore because idk how else i can stop people from sulking than taking thwir mind off things by making tjem think of something else

lmk if u wanna know about it and i will send you another ask explaning the lore lol

aough i appreciate it buti dont think telling me is the best idea since i tend to get even more hateful towards my own lore nd shit if i hear abt someone's more interesting ideas and better writing jealousy is a bitch sso. aaaah sorry :')

[legrzybek]

can I interest you in a birb Kats and guinea pig

YOU MAY INDEED.........dawwwwwwww little guys <3333 sweetie pies <333333

[legrzybek]

as someone who's kinda passionate about the old forsaken lore there was literally a whole thing about how yeah it's suffering but it can't ALL be suffering because the spectre's LEARNED NOT TO BREAK ITS CAPTIVES because if it's all suffering people BREAK and the spectre pointedly doesn't want THAT. forsaken please a little less suffering. please.

OH THATS INTERESTING I DIDNT EVEN KNOW TGAT.. i def think it would fail at the 'not breaking people' thing because i dont think reviving an already unstable person's dead lover who they killed and make said lover into a hateful murder machine will NOT break them idk bro......

[legrzybek]

GET THEIR ASS!!! im sorry to say but canon sucks and the writers suck the only good theyve ever done is put their characters out into the world. i love your interp of them And its canon forever . Okay. sorry if this comes off weird im very opinionated on this

AHHHH.ITS OK I ALSO AM MEAN AS FUCK SO,ETIMES . IF THEY MESS ANYTHING UP WITH THR AZURE UPDATE IM FONNA START WRITHING VIOLENTLY ON THE FLOOR . IM SCARED BRO

i get u but i also get why eveyrhting is so angsty because thepoint is that theyre supposed to be Suffering in thr forsaken realmm and itd be weird if they were just happy and chill there butlike yeaH let them interact more andhave some nice moments ..... IDKKKKKKMY MIND IS KINDA ????EMPTY RN I CANNOTFORMULATE MUCH ANDIDK IF I UNDERSTAND CORRECTLY.AHG

TJANK YOU THOUGH FOR LIKING MY INTERP🥹💖

[legrzybek]

You and azure are canon btw. Peak art btw!!

hehejjehjfhjd🥹🥹thanku <3333

[legrzybek]

I love ur art and ur mind and think ur azuretime is fun and silly and you should be able to draw what u want forever okay bai

🥹🥹thanku bro....... iwanna try to finally draw again to make somethinf for pride month jaughgjhhhhh i need to get back on the grind and draw sooooo much more azuretime fluff

[legrzybek]

Remember, if you think the team's azuretime writers are doing something completely insane with their lore. Remember, these are the same people who made Azure a white man. You're probably right and should disregard whatever is upsetting you.

OHMY GOD YHEA BAHAHHAHAHHAJAHHS soemtimes i look at canon azure and go Who's white baby is that

[legrzybek]

As one of the person said, I think that u also should start to romantize Azuretime more, just to piss off Vess along with the other homophobic, queerphobic and transphobic Forsaken fans. I bet their reaction will be funny to witness, heh :)

(Yeah, I know that Vess isn't probably a bigot, but their take about Azuretime, made them seem like one in my eyes, so Idk..)

saying that a canon queer ship in their game does not love eachother on pride month is Wild 😭 tehyre not a bigot they made pride art but still . bro?

[legrzybek]

hey it’s me fellow two time. it’s ok we can ignore canon 5ever the writing is bad anyways … if the devs truly think that then they are wrong

thsi is True we are kissing azure no matter what they say. Love wins

omg wair look at these photos i took just before That happened ineed thw world to see them

[legrzybek]

Please, don't take what Vess said about Azuretime to seriously. They're not a lead writer, just an lead animator(not to mention, haven't they left working in Forsaken team like six mouths ago or something?). Personally, I wouldn't listen or believe them, as lead forsaken writers and devs(Hytoko and Basil), hell even Toki(the Azure's owner) haven't deny or confirmed their words yet. So, it's not canon to main storyline rn, as nothing(aka the writing choices changes related to Azure and Two Time's story) was announced yet. In short, the whole post is just Vess's interpretation of their relationship dynamic, and nothing more. Don't worry to much about it

i'm aware but i'm still so fucking scared that canon will turn out to be similar to this and how i'll react in that case😭😭😭😭😭😭man . PLEASE make azuretime not some toxic slop PLEASE

[legrzybek]

ok. ok i started writing this whole yap and hyperfocused on it and i feel better and am able to think more rationally now sorry for all of that ido not think i can stop myself from doinf these occasional breakdowns anytime soon unfortunately

i think azuretime is indeed very codependent but they are also loving and very important to eachother. is the codependency healthy? no. but as long as theyre together they're fine for the most part, they WANT to be together they do not want to leave eachother?????? they're not controlling ????? they do not want to hurt eachother either?? the only time i'd call their relationship toxic is during forsaken because of. obvious reasons (azure lacking any control and killing two time many, many times which is NOT good!!!!!!! not!!!!!!! and this is something he later feels immense guilt for and is traumatized by in postsaken!!!!!!! but getting turned into a killing machine is NOT his fault he is NOT evil!!!!!!!!!)

the cult and its grooming is what straught up fucked up their relationship, without it they could be happy(postsaken is supposed to show this). i interpet azurw as having little faith in the spawn and wishing he could leave this place WITH two time, he wishes they felt the same as him so they could just run away. but he bottles that up & keeps it to himself like most of his negative emotions in general. it still creates this tension between the two however, two time notices he isn't as enthusiastic about the spawn as them and he always dodges the questions about it.

it only worsens as two time grows more and more obsessed with the spawn due to the cult's grooming, making the two grow apart more and more, HOWEVER EVEN THEN THEY STILL LOVE EACHOTHER. if they didn't love eachother even at this point a lot of the impact would be taken away??????? azure feeling so betrayed and full of rage and resentment would have less impact, two time feeling so so so much guilt would have less impact?????????

i also never liked the 'i love you' render, azure would not react like that. i think he has intense abandonment issues and getting killed by the person he did NOT want to be abandoned by felt genuinely world shattering and the worst thing that could've happened to him. saying he felt UTTERLY betrayed and horrified would be an understatement. it hurt not only physically, but emotionally. these feelings would turn into resentment and rage.

but even during forsaken he still has that inkling of love for two time. he wants them back, he wants the past back, he wishes they could both live happily, he wishes this never had to happen, he wishes that everything could've been different. but he also feels hatred, he wishes they never met, he wishes he never got attached, he hates both them and himself.

two time was absolutely fucking devastated when sacrificing azure because they too STILL LOVED HIM. i imagine they did not know they were going to have to kill him. the cult made it sound like they both were going to be rewarded. they were only told what to do not even a day before the ritual, and they DESPERATELY tried to plead for there to be another way. someone else they could kill. just not him. anyone but him. but the spawn already decided. they already were suffering from religious psychosis and everything was tellinf them that both they and azure would be punished by the divine if they let him live, even if they ran away. besides, they would finally get what they came here for in the first place. i imagine they hated themselves, thought they were inherently tainted and broken(neurodivergence and stuff aha). The only fix to their suffering would be rebirth. Rebirth into a new, bright person that the spawn could provide - as their recruiter said. the other option was committing suicide.

two time during forsaken also still feels love amidst grief and the smiley facade they use to push down any of these feelings. They wish they didnt do it, they wish they didn't have to do it, they wish he was still here(which oops they got their wish just not in the way they thought. azure's arrival to the realm is when they break. horribly)

their relationship got fucked over by the spawn they loved eachother so much idgaf postsaken azure redirects most of his resentment towards the cult hestill cares so much about thrm despite his mixed feelings and insists on staying with thrm even when they're in a catatonic state of depression after everything because he's really stubborn and really scared of losing them and being apart from them again and seeing them in such a horrible state hurts is him insisting on taking care of them and trying to fix everything while also being horribly traumatized himself healthy? no. but this man is not going to make rational decisions in these circumstances he wants his fucking theythem man

the early days are bad but slowly they heal and are eventually able to live a good life in eachothers comfort because Fuck you . tehyre victims not of eachother but of a manipulative piece of shit place and they deserve happiness And azure would forgive thwm. hell he might've forgiven them far before he's aware he did andi have other perfectly good explanatiosn for how they act thag might not have been mentioned here and i wont be forcibly makinf them toxic because i do not want to fuck offff seeinf thrm happy often brings me comfort especially because i see msyelf as two time and love azure dearly so bullshit like this influences me really badly cAn you tell im tired of typing ok yay

[legrzybek]

omg bruh thry complain about azurteime being romanticized while they fucking drew this as if making two time's only personality trait talking about the spawn is a good interpretation (even if its a noncanon joke post this fucking pisses me off i hate when people think of two time likw this )