i’ve done this every year since i was 13 as like, a new years / trip around the sun recap. five years pog. honestly i dont even know what’s going on this year but gotta keep up traditions i guess so lets get this baby started
i spent new years with a few friends, fucking clueless but happy. so so happy and celebrating a whole ass new decade, because time takes so so long to move but takes everything so so fast.
went on a date with some guy i found in a denny’s parking lot because i was bored and ready to die. he was really nice at the hole-in-the-wall italian restaurant we went to, but then he said something along the lines of “what would you do if you were princess diana on the night of august 31st, 1997?” so i left my car in the parking lot and walked home. went back the next morning, there were a bunch of fireworks shoved in the exhaust pipe so??? 11/10 for creativity. super funny.
side note: don’t do this. it could go a lot worse, and HAS gone a lot worse for others.
celebrated spring break with a sleepover at a friend’s house, then went into lockdown as soon as i went home. spent the rest of the week reading and getting emails about how we were on break for two weeks. then three. then six. then the end of the school year. then we started online school. then the school year was over. pog.
spent time with my mother, which honestly is what i would’ve done anyway. we made muffins all day and i taught her a random tiktok dance.
fireworks! lots of fireworks. much arson. had fun with a friend, we busted some roman candles off the roof and talked about the intricacies of lacemaking while blasting hamilton to be patriotic or something.
dressed up for no reason other than to look like big tiddy anime goth gf. for myself. no parties. ate a shit ton of chocolate and sour candy! watched tiny children walking around in their costumes. i was young once! so i went “crime time” and went to walk around a construction site to feel the thrill of trespassing.
ate food, watched the parade, and went to dad’s grave. the same as it is every year, except this year there was a lot less family around. it sucked and i loved it at the same time. we had dinner with everyone over zoom.
it was good! and then it was bad, but for most of the day it was good. was once again, so fucking clueless but happy. so so happy and excited to meet kennedy and then that didn’t happen so uh. yeah. but things were still good up until that point. decorated cookies and facetimed some important people. just felt loved, y’know?
things to be thankful for
my first thought is to just ask what the fuck im supposed to be thankful for, seeing as it’s gone really fucking downhill these days but. this year was long lets find some shit to be thankful for
what relationships i made or had this year, no matter how long i had them, and some were incredibly short, were worth it, even if i lost them.
my mom jesus christ bless her soul
i learned how to embroider!
correction, i learned how to backstitch, but that’s all you need to do.
took a lot of photos this year
insecurities. i’m 19 now, i don’t have the time to be insecure in myself.
that one girl in my bio class who looks at me weirdly whenever my tits exist????????????
all these people asking me if i know anything.
crying oh my god im so over crying and being worried
my lack of toenail polish
things went bad. things are still bad as of right now, but hopefully kennedy’s back, or you at least know that they’re safe. i hope you have a cat. maybe you’ve moved out, maybe you’ve gone to college properly. if you haven’t, that’s ok too. it’s been a long year, so it’s time to heal. take time to know yourself and understand that you don’t have to give 100% all the time. laugh a little. find people who love you and love them right back. treasure who you have, because it can all go away so fast.
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