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Dear Chester, Rest in peace. My heart isn't in peace and I've gotta try to find it somewhere somewhen soon. It hurt my soul more than I could realize. The way you left so quickly when you have been apart of my life so much. Not my life. Our lives. And you will be so missed. It's like a dream, I am still not awake. But I gotta wake up soon right? I've started writing at 14 years old. Wasn't the best, still am not the best. But I know that since I've started writing you, Linkin Park, have always been apart of my inspiration. I'll use one of your songs for the theme. I'll just read the lyrics to give me strenght. I wasn't always following you but i was always anticipating a new song from you and now nothing is ever gonna be new. The world have lost someone purely talented and it's a shame that you're not here anymore to make it better. But you will never be forgotten. We love you so much. See you soon.

11. Coca

Allez, fait-moi cette petite ligne de coke Que je t'en reprenne dans ta futur époque Je veux être continuellement high Juste pour ne pas avoir à affronter ton cerveau qui baille Recrache mes veines bleus Tu m'as tout pris sans rien demander, sans voeux Penses-tu vraiment que je ne suis que ta poupée?

J'ai mal, écoute Je te le crie Je le hurle depuis le tout début J'ai peur, tu vois pas? Tu as remplacé mon sang par du gaz Va les fourrer toutes tes femmes de jazz Criss de libertin, t'es qu'un crétin

Maintenant tu m'as poignardé T'es qu'un lâche Tu n'as pas réussis à me tuer Je te la donne ma hache

J'en peux plus Tu m'as trop fait mal Mon coeur brisé a mal Mon estomac a mal lui aussi

Je te hais comme une folle Mon amour me plie au sol Sors de ma tête Je ne veux plus te voir Et toi tu me dit toujours non T'es qu'un con

Je ne suis pas mieux que toi J'aimais ta petite vie remplie de lois Comme une conne j'y ai cru Comme une conne j'y ai mordu Et j'adorais te montrer ma rose Tout bonement j'ose Tu m'as montré à faire l'amour Merci, mais tue-moi pendant le jour J'ai envie de ton corps sur le mien Ou le mien sur le tien Qui donc connais mon corps plus que toi? Tout est différent maintenant Ne me laisse pas fuir Tout ca ne va que me nuir, Bébé, tu me manque tellement

Maintenant tu m'as poignardé T'es qu'un lâche Tu n'as pas réussis à me tuer Je te la donne ma hache

7. The Sheep

I've been trying to recover from someone You came along so quickly and I realised that We were so great together I thought you would be okay with an "us" But my thoughts were so wrong

Don't go; I don't know how to live alone Because you brought life to my nights it's so hard to live without you now I'm begging you, please, please, please I have no pride, no brain Please don't go and leave me here to death Please keep me warm, keep my demons away Stay with me; stay here with me; stay, please

They are circling around me I'm the sheep they want to sacrifice He's tortured and awaits Death to collect him With no clue of where he'll go To Hell? To Heaven? He doesn't really care He just wants the pain to go away They are circling around me (me, around me, me) They are circling around me (around me, me, me)

I don't know how to live alone! Don't go! I have no pride, no brain, nothing in me I just want you to stay with me! Stay here with me! Please, stay!

I feel you in my blue blood Hear you in my darkess scars Find you in my unfixed heart But nothing in my brain Because he knows you're bad to me But I can't, I won't listen to him

I feel like that you could fix me I feel like that you could find me But really you can't, I know But I don't care because I need you here, here with me

Don't go, don't go, don't go Hold me close, hold me close, hold me close Push my demons away, push them away from me I have no pride, no brain, nothing in me...

4. Violated

Oh shit, make me whatever you want me to do I hate being hated Ahhhh what is happening to my body I feel so violated It's so weird having this feeling you don't have a clue that I have died Oh I am dying my body's dying When I think about all the shit you ask me to do and I wasn't wanted Oh my soul is haunted, I am so haunted Come on hear me scream, in your arms I already fainted Oh my mind have fainted, my mind is faintin' You didn't listen to me when I said no now

My body is violated My body is violated, so violated No, no, no, no, my body is violated!

Catch me fly to nowhere land Close your eyes and close your hearts It already happened and you're doing it again What else should I tell you so you can listen Close your mouth and close your mind Watch the clock ticking Soon, I'll be long gone I'll be long gone cause now

My body is violated My body is violated, so violated No, no, no, no, my body is violated

NO, I fucking said no bitch Who do you think you are bitch To decide when or where and whom can touch my body bitch Who do you think you fucking are bitch Did you all did it on purpose Please tell me what happened in your mind to give yourself the right to violate me My body is fucking violated because of your stupid judgement

I feel so violated, my body is so violated No, no, no, no, my body is violated

Jumped right on your dick when you came You said it happened! Oh my god it fucking happened Just thinking about it makes me wanna puke Who. The. Fuck. Do you think you are!!! Fucking bitch

My body is violated My body is violated, so violated No, no, no, no, my body is violated

3. Goosebumps

When I think of you It's a miracle And I'm shivering

Oh, oh, oh! It's everywhere, written in the sky In your arms I am always high High above the clouds Why, somebody in my head is loud It's screaming, it's screaming and I don't have a clue Of what he's saying... To me

You treat my like a flower A minute feels like an hour And then you whispered my name My name, my name, it is strong You have the strength to materialize Realise that I am gonna make you happy

Goosebumps When I think of you It's a miracle And I'm shivering

Let me tell you what's going on I ain't no raper I'm just an ordinary girl With some ordinary hair, with some ordinary lips with an ordinary ass It's so extraordinary that I have met you It feels like a dream, no nightmare, only me and you out in the blue, oh I'm going back to art school now I need my glue Cause I wanna paint you And I need to feel it too It's so extra, feels so mecha I wanna be next to ya Oh ma, that's who Imma be now

Goosebumps, goosebumps I only feel goosebumps It's a miracle And I'm shivering

2. Degausser (part. 2)

It's been six month now that you left Well, I don't know what to say I still feel a bit ashame I still feel a bit broken

Don't judge me now baby I'm only trynna forget you What happened between us? What happened in your mind?

Nothing ain't working anymore Cause my songs are still about you I miss the one that was making me smile I miss the one that was helping me feel good

Goodnight my love I made my peace I learn you left again I learn you fell in love again

Goodbye my love I'm dying here, I'm dying here

Can't you feel it from here? I know that- I know that you see me And you're still looking But I'm still in pain Goodbye my love, Goodbye my love, Goodbye my love

I made my peace I'm dying here Goodbye my love, Ow ! Goodbye my love...

Touch my breast you won't feel it beat When you left you just killed it Try to come back please (goodbye...) Cause I'm tired of the pain You dismembered me like in a slaughterhouse Try to let me talk to you I won't be mad Just come back and talk to me (bye, bye) I won't be mad

Goodbye my love Goodbye my love Bye bye my love!

Big credits to the band Brand new and their song "Degausser" It really inspired me.... :)

#brandnew #degausser #lyrics #inspired #myfeelings #love

1. Catch Me When I’m Drunk

I woke up this morning (0:29) He was there and I- My voice is cracking (0.40) And I think about it and I- I can't say a thing I can't even sing

I wondered why (0:58) Why, why, why I wanted to cry Oh man I can't stop shaking (1:15) I can't even stop thinking I didn't want to be that kind of girl I've lost myself nearly

You were only kidding and I wasn't down (1:36) Told you to catch me when I'm drunk I wanna get out of this town I wanna get out of this town (1:50) Why (2:00)

What can I do now? (2:07) I realised a few days later That it wasn't right No you weren't right And I won't take the blame I won't cause it can't be my fault, isn't it? (2:22)

I don't wanna feel like this anymore (2:29) No no I don't wanna I don't wanna, I don't wanna I don't wanna feel like this anymore (2:43)

You were only kidding and I wasn't down(2:56) Told you to catch me when I'm drunk I wanna get out of this town I wanna get out of this town (3:10) why (3:20)

I feel so ashamed of myself (3:32) What would my father say if he knew What's God gonna say when I'll find him? (3:45)

#lyrics #me #myfeelings #writing #amateur

10. Suicide

Gone back to the start Personality disorder I guess Gonna go back to the start Suicide thoughts ain't no mess Messing around like you did Couldn't give no damn fuck

Unfinished FR

12. Invitation

I'm gonna take you back Because I can't leave without Without you and your dumb head So stop playin game and tell me how much

You, you, you need You, you, need me You, you, you love You, you love me

Ah, ah, ah

11. Six

Six in the morning, all asleep Here you are at my door Asking me how I am but You could tell that I was sad, Oh-oh

Autumn season has arrived Moment of the year I can't stop thinking about you (about us) Leaves were falling down off trees When we first kissed In front of that superficial lake

Wondering for these past couple of weeks Worrying you have forgotten me

And I've been trying to forget you for a while now Seems like you don't wanna get out of my head You're just like cancer A brain cancer And I've been trying so hard to replace you It seems that nothing is gonna work Cause you're just like a cancer A brain cancer

Unfinished

8. I’m Insa-

I'm out- I'm out of my head I'm in- I'm insane

I thought you'll love me for much longer than that But we kept fighting we could'nt go no longer than that Still I want us to be like in the beginning Do you remember? We were spinning And now we are out of control and full in love

It's sad to know that you can't see me Cause I've bled every tears already Don't you know I'm a bit crazy Fooling around just to be with you

You don't seem to bother about my pain You know that I am still kneeling and begging But what you did was abusive and illusive I'm done apologizing for being a woman with emotions

I'm out- I'm out of my head I'm in- I'm insane I'll never say it enough How much I am in love with you And whenever I'm mad against you Don't you forget that I still am locked inside your hands

Have you sang lately? Sanety is not giving to every one of you fools Cause you haven't sang lately Holes in our brains not in our hearts Cause people have programmed us without one Have you bled lately? Finally I have the knife in my hands

But I don't wanna do anything else Feels like dying being alone in here I'm trapped in a cell Trapped in my own mind Trapped to the ground I've lost everything and I don't I don't wanna find anything How do you call it again? Don't know but get the fuck up lazy ass

I see all these girls with their lovers Acting like real losers At least their in love But what do you have to give to me You don't ever want to keep me happy

I'm out- I'm out of my head I'm in- I'm insane I'll never say it enough How much I am in love with you And whenever I'm mad against you Don't you forget that I still am locked inside your hands

really unfinished....

7. Sinner

Listen closely to what I'm about to say Don't you call me names don't you even call me babe What do I have to say to you? What do you want from me? You want to rise and shine while I crawl and die

Are you trying to telling me that I was dumb I was yours all along And are you trying to telling me that you are mine you cannot be free Aren't you tired of always telling me that I am not worth- I am not worth your pain

This is who I am Not you to judge I am living I am me Tell me once more Im a stupid girl Tell me once more once more once more

Always overthinking about shit Saying to myself that I have to think about them and stop But then I realised that all I do is think While they are never thinking about me I dont have a real life I dont have friends I dont have no one to love me just the way I am Fuck it Fuck everyone Imma stay alone for the rest of my life

This is who I am Not you to judge I am living I am me Tell me once more Im a stupid girl Tell me once more once more once more

UNFINISHED FR

2. Never Loved

I think I will never be loved by you my baby By anyone oh dear Been asking myself if I'm gonna be alone for the rest of my life... Rest in peace to this ship, for real

I think I am the loneliest girl on earth Hurts me that you've reject me Hers body, no one can see Mine's just anys for he Gotta need to get you back on track Or else I'm gonna lose my rhymes I think I'm gonna need to call the police Cause weither he's around or not I think I'm gonna die What other choice I have left, when...

Why you gotta hit me when you acting shady Why you gotta bitch me if you don't feel me

Fly bird, fly, fly you've gone away

I wish I would be deaf So you won't be mad Cause I won't say nothing I bowed down to you And it was still not enough You slapped me Right on the face

I think I will never be loved By you my dear By anyone oh well

Do you hear me cry cause of you You're pushing and pushing I am left with no more energy You're pushing and shaming But you say you hate to see me vulnerable But you know it's your fault

I think I Will never be loved By you my baby By anyone oh dear Am i going to be alone for the rest of my life When am i going to be happy for real

UNFINISHED (Fallen from the sky)

Fly bird, fly, fly you've gone away Fly bird, fly, fly

I think I will never be loved by you my baby By anyone oh dear Been asking myself if I'm gonna be alone for the rest of my life... Rest in peace to this ship, for real

Why you gotta hit me when you acting shady Why you gotta bitch me if you don't feel me

Fly bird, fly, fly you've gone away

I wish I would be deaf So you won't be mad Cause I won't say nothing I bowed down to you And it was still not enough You slapped me Right on the face

I think I will never be loved By you my dear By anyone oh well

Do you hear me cry cause of you You're pushing and pushing I am left with no more energy You're pushing and shaming But you say you hate to see me vulnerable But you know it's your fault

I think I Will never be loved By you my baby By anyone oh dear Am i going to be alone for the rest of my life When am i going to be happy for real

Unfinished,........really not finished

Fallen from the sky

You changed me bad. Gotta need [...]

I'm falling From the sky I'm falling All alone I'm falling Yeah, I'm falling From the sky Will you catch me? When I'm falling

I feel like a train crashed in my soul oh no Sometimes, I wonder why I see life as dark as I see it today When someone makes you feel sad... is it worth it to let it just be? Even though you love him so much Is it worth the pain? Well, I don't know if I really am in love I mean with all the tears and the worrying, how could I let someone be close to my heart again? It's always the same shit They make you feel like a queen in the beginning and when they see that they got you They treat themselves as kings and you become a spade Someone that is not worth being loved Believe me when I say that I love you boy! I wanna be in love I wanna be in love I wanna be in love Should I tell him or wait for him to tell me? Cause it's so dang hard to believe that you still appreciate me...

Fallen from the sky You haven't catch me down when you said you would

I know you love me I know you hate me But you have to decide something (2x)

Jennifer

I met a boy on internet I thought he would love me but I'm no where close to his heart He says that I am acting crazy But I know he is using me and I won't remember his smile His eyes they are not looking at me anymore And his mouth is not smiling to me anymore My body is broken my tears are made of blood I am so wrecked that my own body has abandonned me Am I too crazy or am I too needy?

Its five in the morning and people are not sleeping They don't have friends anymore they are lonely They said Jenn this aint real life You can't live in a fantasy girl We know you have problems inside your head But we still love you And now is the time to say fuck 'em Fuck 'em fuck 'em Tell 'em you don't need 'em

I think he doesn't want me Maybe it's really over now and it hurts so damn much He's playing with my heart he says that I am crazy but I know I'm not Maybe you have mood trouble or you're in your own bubble Either way you should go see a specialist A neurologist But racism It's still alive just like you and me And now it's speciesm It's a holocaust An hox of your heart cause it has been broken to many times You just gotta turn it upside down and go downtown You don't know that but you don't say ow You don't say I love you like you don't undress in front of strangers Of blessers Of niggers Either way your heart is still broken

You gotta calm down now the world is not ending No only your world is ending You gotta turn up now it ain't a video game No, life is not a game Life is not a game! And yet he played you just like a game Were you too crazy or too needy? Either way he keeps cutting you in half He's a ghost he's a bullshiter

I'm just tired of thinking so much Thinking about the things that doesn't matter How someone will think of my ugliness Or my shyness or how annoying I am Thinking about all the stupid shit About old friends about old mates that doesn't give a damn About old people that I don't give a damn So tired of overthinking Truly believing that I am a mess Believing I could not suceed cause my demons says so But they don't know me and I am still thinking, overthinking about it They are screaming they are shouting inside my ears What else could I do than listening?

Everything is happening at the same time The devil pushes me down and down I don't know what I should think or do Nothing good happens There is only black nothing is white The devil is pushing me low I wanna go home I just wanna go back Work school eat sleep Now it's only sleep sleep sleep and sleep I close my eyes to forget Sleeping brings me peace in this crises I am in crises No one else could tame it better I am in crises I need a minus I don't wanna talk I don't wanna be friendly Just let me fucking be I don't need anyone to help me I am in crises I am in crisis I am in pain And I wanna forget about all of this But I am in crises It ain't gonne give me my break cause I am in crises

This week I've been living in a lie I lie there with no food and no music I tie yourself to my heart If you want to break me and play me Why would I be the only one in pain? It's always too late Because you'll never love me like I would You can do whatever you want with me Cause you have me But you don't need me Like I need you So is this goodbye Or did you already said it and I'm too blind To see you don't want me just like before

I used to cut my black skin deep There was no other choice to relief this pain I used to help me bleed But now I don't cause you are my blade instead Now that you are not here 24/7 I'm startin to get used to it It's milkin in my body And turnin my tongue to wait For you to come around But you ain't coming No you will never And I'm stuck in a rock waiting for a miracle But you won't be the one Am I too stupid or in love? Am I dumb or in pain?

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