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one day we will meet, you will say that ur sorry and ill accept it. But it will be so late that we both gonna hurt eachother again but the sex would be worth it

come back and make me suicidal again, i loved the pain, i loved the idea of killing my self and you loved that you was a part of it. lets make things great again, and end it up again where we both cant find ourselves no where. all i miss is my self and my love for me, and mostly i miss our sex

your birthday is getting close and i dont know how i can even say happy birthday to you.

Come back

i never wanna miss you again

She

She was the star to lit my path

Without her, darkness.

lekkkkkkk

Early happy birthday baby. I hope ur doing well. 💙💙

lekkkkkkk

Damn i miss you

I wish i was fucking dead

Death was never this wished by me

Cant keep up with this bullshit no’more

Cause’ its always been you, i love you

I miss you too babe

Im using these post’s as a rope

Print those on my graveyard and let ur tears fall into my grave

Losing someone did become so easy for me damn, cant even feel the pain anymore

Drugs ‘s were there for me when nobody was

Something she wrote.

“The distance between us won’t last forever but we will” But unfortunately we didn’t last forever “I would take every risk to be w you” She took a very big risk breaking up “I don’t want to lose you” She lost me and herself “I’d choose you over everyone . Always” We both chose each-other over everyone “I always thank god that I met you” I dont remeber the night I didn’t thank god to have her “I’m going to love you forever” She didn’t but I do “I love our 7am night” Cant remember a night that I didn’t think of her before sleeping “If you need me, call me. I don’t care if I’m sleeping, having my own problems, angry with you. I’ll be there for you -always” But she won’t answer my calls now “Ishe i pari qe me solle ndjenjat pa kufi” And right before I saw her I knew this was going to bea real love “Arsye qe mbon mu ndi gjalle” Damn these words “And no matter what I will love you more than anyone in this world” And I know she loved me more than anyone “If u miss me look at the stars bby I’ll do the same and smile at me” I wonder If she did the same “U will never lose me” In the end I lost her “You belong in my purest part of my heart. Some where that only Lekë rudi belongs” I still have this spot saved for her “Man, I’d be pissed if I lost you” I was pissed more than a motherfucker “If whatever happens remember’ ‘I did, I do, and I will love you” Same bebi “Do you think of me when you can’t sleep” Everynight for 3 years “I’ve always wondered what you saw in me and what made me special” Her everything was special “Heaven is a place on earth with you” Now its hell without her

28.03.2017 The day when god blessed me w u. 30.08.2019 The day when god punished me for making you leave.

i miss you more than everything </3

Your gone, I can’t imagine

Im all alone and your not laughing

Im dead, emotionally damaged

My heart is done taking this sadness

I miss the “ I love her more than everything” feeling, but I dont miss her. I just miss the shit I was feeling and being so soft to my self, I was loving my self and the circle that I had everyone in. Life was so much better moving on and enjoying every little thing that crossed my road. I miss my self, the old Leke that enjoyed hanging around with a lot of people, loved his life and loved his past no matter what. Now I’m the Leke that hates him self, hating his past and not wanting to be in the future because I cant see my self having an good point in the future that can mean some shit, I’m not even enjoying mastrubating at this point that is making me feel like shit. Why am i not enough to love my self, to look in the mirror and say “Im proud who have i become” but I’m looking in the mirror and saying “I WISH I WAS FUCKING DEAD AT THIS POINT BECAUSE I CANT EVEN FEEL THE PAIN AT THIS NUMBNESS” and it hurts, it hurts like a motherfucker. In the end I just wish when i wake up some day I’ll say I’m blessed for waking up and enjoy my life and things that I’m doing.

Darkness, head full of madness, and my eyes are full of all my sadness,

Lost in the world full of damage, she broke me in half, like the titanic

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