Hertzdo-Lenaylei

I'm a 29 yo French self-taught artist, initially a physics student, very curious and somewhat versatile. I DON'T DO COMISSIONS I don't consider myself good enough for that, and my art is too inconsistent. NO GEN AI ON MY WORKS (and I hate you suckers who use it) (I've ADHD and bipolar (one) disorder. (and probably autistic somewhere) I like and reblog on my main : https://hertzdo.tumblr.com/

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I finished the """"""doodle""""", don't mind his right eye and the clothes etc. It was supposed to be a side quest.

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In 2 days I'll be like "meh, could do better"

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It's always a study when I draw a portrait. I study your soul.

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I remember when I was a kid, I was drawing the Totally Spies and my dad was like "yeah it's pretty, well done my sweetheart" and one day he bought me a book to study drawing, that I never really used, and my dad died when I was eleven and I lost the book several years later but the memories, they are deep in my heart and I cherish them because I don't think I would be "that" good today if my dad wasn't so encouraging when I was drawing weird cartoons from the beginning. I wish I could show him what I do today. God. Actually he was encouraging about anything. I could use some encouraging sometimes. Miss you dad.

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I'm going to try and print my digital stuff to put it on my walls

One day perhaps I'll sell some

[lenaylei]

I finished the """"""doodle""""", don't mind his right eye and the clothes etc. It was supposed to be a side quest.

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WIP

It was supposed to be a "doodle" to change my mind from my previous one (that the more I worked on the more it was getting on my nerves) because I want to try and draw a bit every day instead of, you know, doing 3 drawings in a month and then nothing for who knows long.

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Here we go, still a WIP of course but I wanted to share it with you

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Losing my mind over this, I can't do Loki's lights and shades properly I'M A FUCKING NOOB AHFDSkfhlsd

sorry

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Here we go, still a WIP of course but I wanted to share it with you

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I'm gonna draw Loki next to him because I've wanted to do that for years.

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Talking about putting Loki on it I tried something later that day and it didn't go the way I wanted and it frustrated me beyond reason. Yes I'm totally normal.

Random screncap for your pleasure.

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It didn't go the way I wanted but Loki's here His eyes are a tad too big I'm afraid

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I'm gonna draw Loki next to him because I've wanted to do that for years.

[lenaylei]

Talking about putting Loki on it I tried something later that day and it didn't go the way I wanted and it frustrated me beyond reason. Yes I'm totally normal.

Random screncap for your pleasure.

[lenaylei]

I'm gonna draw Loki next to him because I've wanted to do that for years.

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Some unpublished/unfinished Loki stuff for you, because my executive dysfunction is at its paroxysm + between the puppy dog, medical stuff and existential crisis, I don't really got the opportunity to try anything. But I'm writing a fanfic for the first time (yoohoo) I feel I'm never going to publish (boohooh).

(I didn't continue the 2nd drawing because some wine fell on the paper. Shame on me. But it wasn't directly on the drawing itself so, it's not that bad.)

Follow me on my main : https://hertzdo.tumblr.com/ I post analyses sometimes (btw I'm still working on this long ass "essay" on mcu Loki. Every time I rewatch the series or movies I'm like "fuck, I missed this" or "fuck, I think I've got it all wrong". And then I post some versions of it on my main and 2 days later I realize "ah perhaps my analysis isn't relevant" but I spent my day posting it anyway, and it doesn't get much attention which is sad but hey oh god I talk too much, see that's a big problem of mine btw. Either I don't know what to say at all or I've to talk about my life for 3 decades. Anyway. Follow me please?)

You can also follow me on Instagram : https://www.instagram.com/hertzdo_lenaylei/

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work in progress

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Tadaaa

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Work in progress

I had to buy myself a brain for the armour

I'm still not convinced by the colorimetry

I think I'll never stop drawing Tom Hiddleston, like this man cursed me or something

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humm so, I started this one at the end of 2025. It was a *bit* chaotic thanks to a manic episode, and atrocious antipsychotics. I'm glad I've got a new one and it's cool. I'm also writing a fic I don't think I'm going to ever publish and I've a dog now, a real little terror.

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It's harsh and raw because I wanted to go beyond my perfectionism and explore instead The colorimetry difference between my computer screen and phone is... Insulting