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“who would i have been without the inspiration behind my demons?   - probably not a poet”

[letmebeyourcatharsis]

run..

run hard and fast,

until your knees can’t take it

until you feel like it’s breaking,

until you fall,

crumbling down,

from your fire’s hushes,

to the fallen ashes..

run.

[letmebeyourcatharsis]

words

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something shut down inside me, and I don’t know what it is or which switch it is…

[letmebeyourcatharsis]

I believed it when she said my beauty was a hindrance for her peaceful mind. I better be ugly.

[letmebeyourcatharsis]

Remember this, there is only love until the patience ran out. A ticking time bomb.

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And even when you utter the three words, looking me straight in the eye. I couldn’t help but wonder if you still think about her?

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You were drunk, and you were crying telling me you still think and get worried about your ex. I was just there, keeping myself together.

[letmebeyourcatharsis]

and you were about to say her name when you wanted my attention. I acted like nothing but it fcking hurts.

[letmebeyourcatharsis]

What else can I do? I can't rip that 4-year call sign out of your system.

[letmebeyourcatharsis]

How are youuu

Hii!! I'm doing great, how about you? Grabe, it's been so long??..

[letmebeyourcatharsis]

I was never the same since that night. You never left my mind.

[letmebeyourcatharsis]

By any chance, have you been secretly writing for me? Can I read it?

[letmebeyourcatharsis]

My social battery, financial, mental & emotional energy are depleted...and yet, I keep thinking about getting another tattoo.

[letmebeyourcatharsis]

Are you really gonna try this sleeping demon inside?

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This hope I have for us that this gonna work is getting blurry.

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Not this time. When I’m broke and still doubting if I can make it. But you, you have a way of pulling me six feet under with your words that I can’t seem to intake, if I’m reading it right, if it’s really coming from you. Out of all the people, it’s you.

[uhoh-coolbutempty-deactivated20]

Happy Valentine's Day to my constants: @awakeningdead and @letmebeyourcatharsis ♥ Love you heaps!

[letmebeyourcatharsis]

Happy Heart’s Day my life coach, sisterrr Ate Megsss 😘💕