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Eddie: suggests literally anything Buck: š„° okay Eddie that sounds great š„° Hen: developing illnesses just listening to them speak
Season 1 Episode 1
7:00AM
Eddie, who hotwired a car to drive without a drivers license, joined a fight club, changed a tire with a boot on: I have never done anything wrong in my entire life
Buck: I know this, and I love you
if Dr. Samira Mohan has zero fans then i am DEAD. not only dead, my spirit has ceased to exist. i will have become nothing, more nothing than nothing itself. i ride for that woman on a noble steed, into the blazing glory of the sun, in her benevolent name
us bestie, literally us.
im watching the pitt series and goddamnit dr.mohan is so gorgeous, i can't fucking breathe
how do medications for mental illness work?
i still don't have the will to live, but my medicine releases happy chemicals and gives me energy to do normal tasks.
i'm like, i want to kms but lemme take my medicines to get through today
Maddie : Iām sorry
Chris : Iām sorry too.
Jennifer and Gavin are so cute!! Iām crying!!!
going on with the whole buddie!olympo things I'm doing no watermarks, nsfw and more only on patreon āØ
theyāve only been together for a few hours, if that, when eddie murmurs that he thinks heās been in love with buck for years. at least since the well, maybe before that. and he says it like itās romantic, and itāit is, but it hits buck more like ice water. because he thought that was just him! he thought heād been pathetically pining for his best friend, loving him so sadly and secretly that not even he knew about it, and heād been lucky enough not to realize until now, when it didnāt scare eddie away.
āso weāall this time,ā buck says haltingly, āall these years, i couldāve been yours?ā
ābuck,ā eddie sighs, almost exasperated. āyouāve always been mine.ā
in spite of the tears threatening to fall, buck smiles. āoh yeah? even when i tried to fistfight you on your first day?ā
āiādāve won.ā
āhmph.ā
āeven earlier, though.ā eddieās smiling, too. āthe first time i saw you. maybe even before that.ā
and that, well, buck has to turn his face further into the pillow. āyou donāt believe in that stuff, though,ā he mumbles. āyou donāt believe in anything.ā
āi believe in you,ā eddie says. he presses a kiss to buckās knuckles. āi believe in us.ā
11:11 my death
"Journal everyday"
I wake up, go to work, eat, sleep.
Other than this, the thoughts I have is if i would die soon and if I would ever stop being a failure.
I feel like an attention seeker.
I wish I was fucking dead
"you have to be brave"
trust me, i would have killed myself if i was brave.
Iāve decided that my emotions are not real; at the end of the day itās all chemicals and hormones in my body.
( do not try to correct my stance on this, I will crash out)
"Eddie, c'mon!"
"Leave it alone, Buck!"
"You expect me to forget about the fact that you just kissed me?!"
"Yes!"
"Eddie!"
Buck knocked on the bedroom door again, to no avail. Sighing deeply, Buck closed his eyes and slumped forward against the locked door, unwittingly replaying the last few minutes in his mind.
He truly did not see it coming. And with the way Eddie was acting, it didn't seem like he was expecting to kiss Buck either.
They were at Buck's new place, testing out recipes for his big housewarming dinner scheduled a couple of days away. Buck had been struggling to pick a menu, overwhelmed with vastness of the choices available to him (from his own repertoire and online) and the pressure to make it perfect for everyone. It was going to be their first real family dinner following months of gloom and Buck had taken the initiative for once. With Eddie (and Chris) back and Bobby better and Mara officially adopted and the Hans having welcomed their son into the world, it was time they had a positive gathering. A celebration.
Except, two hours into researching and planning had found him inundated with a myriad ideas and no hope of narrowing them down. So, he'd done what he should have done in the first place ā accepted Eddie's standing offer to help.
Eddie had turned up and converted his haphazard concepts into a concrete list. And together, they had accomplished a lot in a half hour, managing to shortlist Buck's recipes based on his ability to make them and the time it took to cook it all.
"Alright. This sounds amazing, Buck! If you do a trial run now, you won't be nervous about how the newer recipes will turn out on the day."
"Yeah, you're right."
"So, which one do you want to start with?"
"None of them."
"Excuse me?"
Buck ducked his head, shy with what he was about to admit. "I... actually have another recipe I want to try out first."
Eddie frowned. "Okay? Why didn't you write it down?"
"Because it's Pepa's Queso fundido."
Eddie's mouth parted in surprise. "What?"
"Yeah," Buck rubbed at the back of his neck, chuckling nervously. "I called her before you got here to get some ideas and she told me about it. It sounds really easy to make and Pepa said it was your favourite dish growing up, so that pretty much sealed the deal. I was going to surprise you with it."
"You were?" Eddie asked, still looking a little stunned.
"Yeah, but I can't anymore," he groaned, pouting at his friend. "I really don't want to cook it for the first time on the day and we're on shift tomorrow, so today is the only time I can trial it. I'm just annoyed the surprise is ruined."
"Buck," Eddie breathed, stepping up to him, hand on his shoulder. "I promise any queso fundir you make will be a surprise even if I'm standing next to you the whole time. You haven't ruined anything."
Buck grinned at him. "Yeah?"
"Yeah," Eddie reassured him, matching his smile.
"Okay then! Time for some chopping! But you're not allowed to do anything because this is still a surprise."
"Buck. C'mon, it'll go by faster if I do some of the chopping. Or even the grating! If this is my Tia's recipe, then I know there's a monstrous amount of cheese involved."
"... fine. But only because I hate grating."
Soon, the sounds of prep floated through the air in Buck's new kitchen. Buck started chopping the veggies while Eddie took over grating the three types of cheese involved. It was quiet until Eddie chuckled, seemingly out of nowhere.
"What?" Buck asked curiously.
"Just... this takes me back," Eddie explained, eyes alight with memory.
"Oh yeah?"
"I was stuck with the grating back then too. Sophia used to say I had to do the 'yucky' job since I was the oldest and Adri was too young to do more than hand her the ingredients as she cooked." Eddie shook his head fondly, his smile turning sweeter. "I loved it anyway. It was a simple yet delicious dish we could make whenever and it meant we could have as many tortilla chips as we wanted. And believe me, we ate a concerning amount."
"That amazing, Eds."
"Hmm. It was one of the best times I spent with them."
After the initial prep was done, Eddie was delegated to sit on the counter whilst Buck busted out the iron skillet.
"You sure I don't need to stick this in the oven? I didn't want to believe it when Pepa said I didn't really need to, but you get that crispy top with it."
Eddie smiled, rolling his eyes good-naturedly. "Yes, Buck, no oven necessary. It's just as amazing without."
Once Buck had checked that all the cheese had melted into that pleasing stretchy consistency and switched off the stove, he added the pico de gallo garnish and reached for a spoon.
"Sorry, I don't have any chips to hand right now," he said, carefully scooping up a portion and twisting the spoon to get all the cheese, "but tell me what you think."
Eddie inclined closer wordlessly and wrapped his mouth around the utensil, his eyes never straying from Buck's face. They lit up as he proceeded to chew.
"Good?" Buck asked tentatively.
Still chewing, Eddie opted to smile broadly and nod.
"Good," Buck sighed out, relieved, moving to taste it himself. "I think this will be a good alternative for your usual dips. And who doesn't love tortilla chips, right?"
There was no answer.
Buck was too busy taking a bite to notice. "Mmmf, you weren't kidding. I'd want to eat unhealthy amounts of this, too. No wonder it's your favourite, Eds, I don't think I can stop making this now."
"Yeah."
Buck was being hauled forward then, his chin tipped up as soft lips pressed to his. The spoon dropped the floor as his fingers slackened with surprise, the metal clattering noisily on the tile below.
Buck's eyes dropped shut as he melted into it after a moment, kissing back gently, hands coming up to frame Eddie's face. But as he tried to angle their lips and deepen the kiss, Eddie ripped himself away, his eyes wide with panic and shock.
"Eddie..." Buck murmured, his mind finally catching up and sending his heart racing. His best friend had just kissed him.
However, Eddie didn't reply, hopping off the counter and sprinting out of the kitchen. There was the distinct sound of a door slamming shut by the time Buck managed to pry his feet off the floor and trail after him.
"That's my bedroom!"
"So?"
"You can't hide in there forever!"
"Watch me!"
"What about Chris, Eddie? You gonna leave him to his own devices?"
"I've had a good run being his father. It's your turn now!"
Buck choked out an incredulous laugh, feeling slightly ridiculous shouting at a door. Did he unknowingly step through the Looking Glass with Alice?
"I will break down this door, man, new house be damned."
Silence rang out from the other side. Buck decided that he'd wait about twenty seconds before he'd follow through on his promise.
He'd counted down to five when the lock finally clicked.
The door creaked open to reveal a red faced Eddie, biting his lip, eyes cast to the floor. "I don't know why I did that," he whispered.
Buck shuffled forward carefully, stopping when their feet touched. "Do you regret it?" he asked, voice hushed. That was the only real question at the moment. They could figure out everything else.
Eddie didn't meet his eyes. His head shook side to side.
Exhaling slowly, Buck closed the last of the distance, gathering Eddie into his arms. It was slow, but Eddie embraced him back, nestling into him with a sigh.
"I think I got it wrong, why Queso fundido is my favourite."
"Yeah?" Buck hummed, palm gently soothing up and down Eddie's back.
"I think I like the process of making it more than just eating it."
"Why's that?"
Eddie pulled back from his chest then, finally looking him in the eye. His cheeks were still flushed prettily and there was a cute little smile adorning his lips.
"Because making it always meant that I get to spend time with the ones I love."
Buck made a pleased sound, his lips splitting open in a blinding grin as he tilted forward to nudge his nose with Eddie's and rest against his forehead.
He closed his eyes, letting out a dreamy sigh.
"I think that's the perfect reason to call anything your most favourite thing in the world."