SciFiNerd92

×✖ Amy ×✖ 19 ×✖ UK ◦● My Edits ◦● My Drarry Videos ◦● My Other Videos ♡♥ Music ♡♥ Harry Potter ♡♥ Drarry ♡♥ Books ♡♥ David Tennant ♡♥ YouTube + A lot more ♪♫ Muse ♪♫ Placebo ♪♫ Massive Attack ♪♫ Linkin Park ♪♫ 30 Seconds to Mars ♪♫ Kate Bush + Anything good. I hope to post my YouTube videos (which can be found here as well as other videos that inspire me. I might post some previews of videos I'm working on too, plus random graphics (:

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wow i've not been here in years

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Kinda sorta freakin' out that Jared Leto has featured my video in his Youtube playlist

GOSH DARN IT and I posted that video on the channel none of my friends know about because of my Drarry stuff.

Omg.

What if Jared Leto watched my Drarry videos.

This makes me want to reevaluate my life.

Help.

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Do you have any regrets?

Or maybe I do idk.

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via laughingstation!

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Lyrics meme | Sam and Dean + The Scientist Asked by anon

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what does leto-xic mean? also do you make $ with your blog using peepspayerDOTcom?

leto-xic means fu thats wot

and i'm british so that's £ to you

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oh FUCK.. did someone post your pics on tumblrafterhours(.)com

OHFUCK you mean this picture?

Hoh nooooooo~

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We like marketing research, and you like free stuff. Head over to TUMBLRMARKETING(.)COM and claim a free gift card for filling out a short survey. Thanks, TumblrBot

how do you know i like free stuff are you calling me a cheapskate just because i'm a student gosh tumblrbot ur so rude

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WOW @ tumblrdatinggame(.)com WTF is this.. my little brother's roommate is on this and I think I saw you too lol

whoops you caught me~

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doctor who meme ✗ five otps - jack/everyone [5/5] “Can’t I say hello to anyone?”

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I don't really use Tumblr to rant but I really seriously have been holding shit in for too long to keep it inside. Not literally, my bowel movements are regular tyvm. But I'm scared that I'll bottle it up for so long that I'll snap at someone I care about. I just feel incredibly, horribly, painfully alone lately and I'll just start crying at random points during the day. So much so that I'm scared of socializing in case I ball my eyes out for no reason. And the thing is my life isn't bad at all. My parents are great, I passed my first year of uni, I made some great new friends in Cardiff. But similarly to what makes my life good, i.e. lots of things, lots of things also put it on a bit of a downer. I thought I had a few close friends from school/college but since we've all been at uni it's like... I bore them? I'm not sure how to explain it. But I keep trying to arrange things and ... that's the thing. It's only me. And then I log onto facebook to find they've been out twice in the past week all together and hadn't even bothered to think of me. 

I guess I'm not one to talk though. There's lots of people I feel like I've let down. Online and irl. I've disconnected myself from so many people and I miss them like fuck but there's something stopping me from getting back in contact. I just feel scared, like I bore people or I'm not good enough and wow does that sound attention seeking but I'm seriously in a really strange place at the moment and I'd like to leave it now. But then I tell myself that's mainly because I haven't had much time at all to myself and it's really getting to me. I miss living in my flat in Cardiff where I know I have friends who want to see me, and where I can sit alone for hours and contemplate shit without my mother telling me to do something with my life. Which really scares the shit out of me jsyk. You know, life. Growing up. And I feel like I've done nothing with my life in the past year or two. Fuck it, I just miss being young and carefree and creative.

Oh, also to top it off, my orthodontist fucked up my aftercare treatment for my teeth so I'm back to wearing bloody braces for the next 6 months. Nearly 20 and wearing braces for second year of uni. Just to top it all off. Yey.

I'm really not all that lonely but I guess it's just seeing people I thought cared for me not even giving me a seconds thought. 

At least I have my cat to comfort me.

And literally as soon as I typed that he got up and left.

...I'll just cuddle with my pillow then.

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...but the story never ends.

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Tumblr once again proving that SuperWhoLock exists

Here we see Castiel spying/ checking in on Sherlock and Watson… and the Doctor 

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