if i could write this shit in fire

RP musings with the one and only Lynn

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001 // dani & austin

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“Yea, Texas wasn’t my favorite. Even if the girls were pretty hot.” Austin grinned mischievously, shot Dani a wink as he draped his arms over his drawn-up knees. “California was definitely the best. Everyone is so nice there.” The boy remembered all the time he’d spent in LA, San Diego, lounging on the beach and learning to surf. Drinking the best microbrewed beers and smoking the most incredible weed. Austin knew that if he were to ever settle somewhere, it would be California. “Are you planning on traveling after you graduate?” he asked curiously, finding and holding Dani’s gorgeous cerulean eyes.

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Dani blushed at Austin’s wink. Considering she was much younger when she was in Texas, she hadn’t really had an opinion on that, though if the state had been filled with people who looked like Austin, then maybe she would change her stance on the state. Shocked slightly at how loose her thoughts were, Dani looked down at her cup that was about a third full and she just held onto it, deciding to take things a little slower. “I miss California,” Dani mused. She hadn’t spent all that long there, but what she did remember was fun. At Austin’s question, she looked up and caught her breath as he looked at her with a quiet intensity. It wasn’t like he was being pushy, but more just like, he was trying to see past her walls. “Um... I don’t know,” she admitted quietly, looking down as her cheeks flared red again. “I don’t really know what’s after all this. Find a job, I guess. I don’t exactly have the money to travel.”

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011 // bellamy & raven

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Raven was the picture of a goddess above him, the lines of her body moving like sin as she shifted and writhed over his hips. The sight alone was enough to bring any sighted man to his knees and Bellamy continued to struggle to wrap his head around the fact that he was here. She didn’t hesitate to touch herself, causing Bellamy to groan with approval as he watched her work herself towards an orgasm. He didn’t give a single fuck that she was basically using him to get off – why would he? He was being offered that same pleasure, after all. And with the girl of his dreams, no less. “I wouldn’t dare,” he mumbled, shoving Raven’s hand away from her center so that he could work at her clit instead. He thumbed over the swollen bundle as his hips worked in time with Raven’s, every thrust perfectly aimed, expertly executed to bring them both as much pleasure as possible. “C’mon, Reyes,” he urged her own, upping their pace just a little in hopes of pushing her closer to her climax.

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Bellamy’s little groan was like music to her ears and she grinned at the fact that he was clearly enjoying the show she was putting on for him. Raven was about to protest when he pushed her hand away, but it turned into a moan as his fingers expertly because to play with her clit. She hated to admit it, but his calloused fingers were doing more for her arousal than her own slim ones had. He seemed intent on watching her fall apart, his hips pistoning up in perfect timing, and Raven knew that she was teetering on the edge. She was balanced perfectly on the knife’s edge, and a white hot pleasure coursed through her as she finally fell, body trembling and clenching down on him as she did so. She didn’t give a thought to who might be listening to her make such obscene noises, just tried to cling to that pleasure that was cleansing her soul. 

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011 // bellamy & raven

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Bellamy hissed softly as her fingernails raked lightly down his back, every muscle twitching and shifting beneath her haunting touch. She was so goddamn beautiful, and not just physically. Everything about Raven was just… remarkable. Her face and her body, sure, but her mind, too. That brilliant brain of hers that enabled her to be the youngest zero-g mechanic on the Ark in fifty-two years. That perfect mind that made her so much fucking fun to be around and have conversation with. Bellamy didn’t argue at all as she flipped them over, plenty content to let her take the reins. Maybe it was what she needed now, and Bellamy was here for one reason – to be what she needed. His hands settled on Raven’s thighs, fingers squeezing tighter than he meant to when she clenched around him, riding him like the fucking expert she was at everything. “Gotta say, I don’t think I mind,” he responded with a grin, putting a little extra umph behind his next thrust. The boy groaned again, the sound coming from deep within his chest as he watched Raven move over him. It was a sight to behold, and Bellamy prayed that this image would stay in his mind forever.

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Finn never really liked it when she was on top, some sort of harbored control thing probably, but Bellamy didn’t seem to have any issues once she flipped them over. Another point for him. She rocked easily above him, humming in contentment as he contributed a little, but she was more than happy to do the work now. Her head tipped back and eyes closed as she moved and ground down on him. One finger reached up to tweak at her nipple while the other moved down to toy with her clit, bringing her up and up. It had been a long time since she’d felt such passion when it came to sex, and it was slowly building in her lower stomach. Every muscle clenched until it was sore and she let out a breathy gasp. “I swear to god, Blake, if you come before me, this is never happening again,” she growled as she tried to coax out her orgasm.

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011 // bellamy & raven

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The demand to get moving was classic Raven and the boy grinned despite himself. “Yes, ma’am,” he gruffed, letting his head tip to the side as his new lover went to work on his neck. He didn’t care at all. In fact, it wasn’t entirely out of character for Bellamy to be wearing marks left behind by the girls he took to bed with him. Raven’s would be better, though, more meaningful, and he would wear it with pride. And maybe a little smugness, too. With one hand on her hip, Bellamy held her steady and began to rock between her thighs, setting a swift but sensual pace. Maybe there weren’t a lot of things that he was good at, but this… this he could do. This he could do well, and his desire to make Raven forget all about Finn gave him even more motivation to be amazing at it. With a small huff, Bellamy lifted his head and stole Raven’s lips, swallowing each and every one of her breaths with a heated kiss.

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As soon as Bellamy started moving inside her, Raven felt herself let go of all the resentment and pain that she’d been harboring for the last several days. It hadn’t dissipated completely, but being here with Bellamy was enough to at least push it out of her mind for now. She matched him, thrust for thrust, and her back arched as he kissed her again, stealing the breath from her lungs. One hand wrapped around his neck, keeping him close while the other scratched down his back, a wordless expression of how he made her feel. Tearing her lips away to get some oxygen, she flipped them over in one smooth motion, now sitting triumphantly on top of him and grinning down at him. Her fingers traced down a light pathway down his front, and she felt no shame as she let them feel each muscle intimately. Her hips swiveled as she rode him, clenching down on him just to see his reaction. “Gotta say, I think I like the view better from up here.”

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011 // bellamy & raven

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The sound of his name falling off her lips in a way he’d only ever dreamed about had Bellamy losing control faster than he’d wanted to. As much as he wanted to cherish her, as badly as he craved to take it slow, Bellamy needed. Had been for months now. Once he was satisfied with the mark he’d left beneath her ear, the boy sat up, quickly removing the remainder of their clothes until they were both bare as the day they were born. Bellamy reached for his own length, gave himself a few quick pumps to coax out the full extent of his arousal before settling between Raven’s thighs again. A part of him wished for something to say – something meaningful, something meant just for her. But the other part knew that he just wasn’t that guy. He wasn’t the romantic, he wasn’t the poet. Anything he said would just sound stupid and oafish, so instead of using his words, he used his body. With a single kiss to her lips, Bellamy let his hips fall, sinking into her warmth before either one of them could question or doubt this. The boy groaned, the sound deep and breathless as he sheathed himself inside her completely. “Raven,” he breathed against her lips, finding her hand with his own to squeeze her fingers against the bed beneath them.

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Raven couldn’t remember the last time she felt this needy. Everything was so different with Bellamy, who worshiped her with giant hands that were the gentlest thing she’d felt since she had fallen from the sky. She lay on her back, staring up at him with hooded eyes as he prepared himself before sitting back between her thighs again. There was a loaded silence floating between them, but it wasn’t uncomfortable. However, before Raven could break it, Bellamy was giving her what she wanted, and her back arched up to meet him. His lips were sweet and rough against her own, and the way he just sighed out her name set her senses on fire. As soon as she had adjusted to being filled by him, much more adequately than she’d experienced before, Raven lifted a hand to tangle into messy curls. “Get to moving, Blake,” she rasped out with a grin as she bucked her hips slightly. She placed another firm kiss on his lips before moving onto his neck and leaving a dark, very obvious mark on the top of his collarbone. Raven could just imagine the way it would peek out from the collar of his shirt and it made her stomach clench at the thought. 

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001 // dani & austin

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Austin grinned, because really, she didn’t know him at all. She wasn’t in much of a position to say whether or not it suited him – it did, of course, but Dani shouldn’t have known that yet. Maybe she was just extra intuitive. Either way, he didn’t mind her assuming as much, considering it was true. At her question, the boy chuckled and shook his head, finishing off his beer before tossing the red cup off the roof. It landed just to the left of a group of drunken sorority girls, who all jumped and squealed, startled by the intrusion. “Where haven’t I been, is the better question,” Austin teased, turning his attention back to Dani and ignoring the girls below, who were cursing up at him. “I’m from Tennessee, and I’ve been through Mississippi, all across Texas, Colorado, Utah, then California. Winged my way up and went through the northern states a bit. Spent a lot of time in Illinois. And I’m here for now.” Austin shrugged, plucking at a loose thread in his jeans before ripping it off completely. “Can’t complain.”

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Dani opened her mouth to protest when Austin chucked his cup over the side of the roof, because that was hardly eco-friendly, but when she peered over the edge, she saw that at least twenty more red cups littered the lawn. The girls cursing up at them made her smile slightly and she leaned back to listen to Austin’s list. She was mildly impressed. It wasn’t often that she met someone who had been to more places than she had. Really, Dani hadn’t been to that many states, but it was always more than other people. She mapped out Austin’s trail in her head, and nodded to herself. “California’s nice,” she murmured absently. “Texas isn’t too bad, but the people there can be a little much. I don’t think I’ve been to the other states you mentioned,” she said. She smiled, a little easier now that the alcohol had had time to sink into her system. “Where’s your favorite?”

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001 // dani & austin

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It was kind of ironic to hear that Dani had chosen to study engineering because people told her she’d be good at it. In a way, it contradicted what he’d hoped for – defying expectations, doing it because it was what she wanted, not what someone else wanted. Austin didn’t say anything to that effect, of course, but just continued observe the girl with which he sat. She was interesting, so different from so many of the other college girls he met during his travels. “No. No college for me,” he answered with a shrug, looking down into his cup of beer. It was almost empty now, and he wished he would’ve refilled it before they ventured up here. “I mostly skated through high school, and now I just… travel. It’s crazy and unpredictable and totally unstable, but I love it.” Austin smiled softly and looked back at Dani. It was funny – he couldn’t imagine living this life at all. Classes, strict schedules, homework. It just wasn’t for him. But looking at Dani, he couldn’t really imagine her fitting into his life, either. They were very, very different… but maybe that was what he liked most about her. 

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Dani managed not to stare at Austin as he talked about his life. She was no stranger to traveling but there was always a routine to it. Pack up, move to wherever her dad was transferred, move into another Marine-issued house that managed to all look the same across the continental US. It certainly wasn’t anything like what Austin was describing. She briefly wondered whether his parents were okay with him doing so unstable, but Dani knew it wasn’t really her place to ask. She looked back down at her drink and was pleased to see that it was about halfway gone and she hadn’t even really noticed. Taking another sip, she leaned back, feeling a little looser and warmer, though she didn’t really take much note to it. “That sounds... it suits you,” she said finally. Dani could never do it. It was hard enough for her to decide which classes she wanted to take each semester, let alone go backpacking across the country. “What places have you been?”

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001 // dani & austin

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Austin listened intently, noticing a couple sneaking off across the lawn to make out against the large maple tree towards the back of the property. Satisfied with his people watching, he finally turned to look at Dani again, the small grin ever present on his face. She hardly looked like an electrical engineering major, but Austin liked that. He liked when people – especially girls – defied stereotypes. “Good for you,” he interjected quickly, just to offer up how cool of a career path he thought it was. The rest of it wasn’t quite as awesome of an answer and Austin sighed, shaking his head a little. “You don’t have to go to parties just because you think it’s what you have to do,” the boy advised with a shrug of his shoulders. “I mean, you’re an engineer. Obviously you don’t care about people’s expectations. And you shouldn’t.” Austin lightly bumped her shoulder with his, giving her another smirk before taking a sip of his beer.

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Dani’s smile grew a little bit wider, though she ducked her head again as her cheeks flushed. It wasn’t often that someone complimented her on her major. More often than not, she got confused looks from people, but by this point, she had learned not to let it bother her too much. “I dunno,” she shrugged. “College, right? I didn’t think one party could hurt,” she said. Her brow furrowed when she remembered just how badly her situation could have gone if Austin hadn’t been there. “I... well, mostly people told me I’d be good at it, which is why I’m doing it,” she admitted with a sheepish smile. “I didn’t really know what I wanted to do but I’m good at math and stuff so... yeah.” Dani caught herself, not having expected Austin’s little bump, and she fortunately did not make a horrible fool out of herself by accidentally falling out of the roof. “So, what about you? Do you not go to school or study or anything?” she asked. Dani couldn’t even imagine it. Not going to college had never been an option for her. After everything her dad had sacrificed, he had been adamant that she would have the opportunities he hadn’t been able to have.

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001 // dani & austin

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Austin waited for her to spread the blanket out before sitting beside her, not at all bothered by the gentle chill in the air. It wasn’t too bad yet, and the alcohol certainly helped. The boy looked down at the mingling college students below, completely content with his life. Every day was a new adventure, and this night wouldn’t be any different. “Sneak into frat houses? Yea, all the time,” Austin answered, handing Dani’s drink back to her now that they’d settled. “But I’ve never brought a girl up to the roof before. You’re the first.” The boy shot her a smirk and tapped the rim of his cup to Dani’s, then took a drink. “So, Dani. I wanna know about you,” Austin said, still watching the partygoers below even though his attention was focused on Dani. “What are you studying? Why are you at a frat party if you’re not in a sorority and you don’t like alcohol?”

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Dani looked away with a small smile when Austin said that she was the first girl who he’d brought to the roof. She hid it by taking another large gulp of her drink, tasting just a tiny hint of the alcohol in it. Dani might not have a whole lot of experience with this whole flirting thing, but the boy was charming and kind, and Dani wasn’t necessarily opposed to attention. Just negative attention. “You do?” No one ever really wanted to get to know more about Dani. She rambled and was almost always nervous. She was usually that kid in class that everyone hated because she’d read two chapters ahead. “Well, I’m an electrical engineering major and I thought that if I’m in college, I might as well go to a college party and stuff? I don’t know. My roommate brought me, but she left me on my own pretty quickly. She was probably meeting her boyfriend.”

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001 // dani & austin

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Instead of leading her towards the backdoor and out onto the back porch – where most everyone was gathered to smoke one thing or another – Austin made his way to the staircase. It was a big house, as frat houses tended to be, and he’d scoped the place a bit from the outside when they’d first arrived. Looking left, then right, then pressing his ear up to one of the bedroom doors, the boy decided they were in the clear and quickly ducked inside, tugging Dani along with him. Any protests she might have made were hushed with a single hand gesture as Austin pressed a finger to his lips. Stuffing a random blanket into Dani’s arms, the boy made for the window, yanking it open and carefully stepping through it, out onto the roof. “Drink,” he said first, grinning wide from ear to ear. He took Dani’s drink from her so she’d have an easier time climbing through the window, then handed it back once she had her footing against the shingles. “Still with me?” he asked, light blue eyes reflecting the moon from above them, bright as his smile.

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Dani nearly balked when Austin led her towards the stairs instead of a door. She prayed that he hadn’t gotten the wrong idea as she followed him up the stairs. The moment he yanked her into an empty bedroom, she opened her mouth to protest, but he didn’t move for the bed at all. Really, he wanted nothing to do with the room except for the window. Slowly walking towards the window, she watched with wide eyes as Austin opened the window and hopped easily out onto the roof. She handed him her drink as he asked, mind still not really working properly and managed to make her way out onto the roof without almost toppling to her death. Dani dragged the blanket with her and she wobbled slightly, keeping her balance as she looked down at the yard below where students were mingling. “Yeah,” she breathed out, looking back up at Austin. It should have been uncomfortable, the way her neck craned to look at him, but it wasn’t. She sat on the edge of the blanket since sitting would be better for her than standing, and she gave Austin a smile. “So do you do this a lot? Sneak into frat houses and bring girls up to the roof?”

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001 // dani & austin

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When Dani didn’t immediately gag at the taste of his concoction, the boy smiled, pleased with the fact that she liked the drink. “Good. I’m glad.” And he was. Hopefully now, with even just a little alcohol in her, Dani would be a little more open. A little less awkward. Granted, the awkward was cute, so Austin didn’t really mind if that failed to go away. When she told him he could go, however, the boy laughed again and looked down into his cup. Almost time for another. “You must be really new to this whole thing,” Austin commented, grinning down at the girl. “Typically, when an attractive guy–” He gestured to himself. “Is chatting up an attractive girl–” He gestured to Dani. “It’s not called babysitting. It’s called flirting.” Austin’s smile widened just a little, and he once again offered his hand to her. “Wanna get some air?”

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Dani’s eyebrows nearly disappeared into her hairline when Austin said he was flirting with her. Choking slightly on her drink when he called her attractive, Dani flushed bright red and stared into her cup. No one had ever really told her that before, at least not in so many blunt words. She wasn’t quite sure what to make of it, and ended up staring at Austin’s outstretched hand for an inappropriate length of time as she tried to process what he was saying. Maybe she was dreaming. That could be the only explanation for all this. She was Dani Acker, perpetual wallflower, and somehow she had been plucked by some vagabond non-frat boy. “S-sure?” she stammered, her words sounding more like a question than a response. She took another sip of her drink, wondering if it might kick in soon before taking Austin’s hand again. It practically swallowed up her own and she let him lead the way to wherever the exit was. Even if she wasn’t quite sure what was happening, some air would be nice. She hadn’t realized just how stuffy it was in the room until Austin suggested it.

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001 // dani & austin

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Austin chuckled softly and handed over the cup. “Be my guest,” he said, looking through all of the bottles on the counter. “Pretty sure it’s in every college girl’s handbook to always mix her own drinks at a party. Or at least watch them be made,” the boy commented with a firm nod. “And if it’s not, it should be.” If Dani actually had been drugged, there would have been such a colossal fallout. If not within the frat – which, that boy deserved to be kicked out of the college – then with Dani. Something like that could ruin a person’s life, and Austin was so glad he’d been able to run interference. “Sure thing, short stuff. Get some ice and I’ll help you make something sugary and fruity that will taste great and put you on your ass.” Once Dani returned with the ice, he handed her a bottle of berry flavored rum. “Here. Pour a shot or two of that in,” he instructed, waiting for her to finish that step before handing her a bottle tropical juice – something with orange, pineapple, and strawberry in it. A perfect mixer for someone who didn’t like the taste of alcohol. “Now this. Fill as desired, but leave just a little room.” Once Dani had finished that, Austin grabbed the liter of Sprite, opened it in such a way that she would see he wasn’t trying to pull anything fishy. “Now we cut it with something bubbly.” Austin topped off her drink with a bit of the soda and smiled. “Give that a try. If you don’t love it, it’s on the house.” 

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Dani silently agreed with Austin. After all, she knew it. It was something every girl was warned against, and yet she had nearly fallen victim to it. Kicking herself internally for making herself look like such a massive idiot, she hurried to do as Austin said. She filled the cup a third of the way with ice before carefully pouring some of the liquor into it. Not too much, because she was not a large human. He then handed her some sort of juice that looked pretty good from the label and filled it until the cup was a little over half full, and watched as Austin poured some Sprite to finish it off. Dani had to admit that the combination didn’t sound terrible. She liked juice and she liked Sprite, so hopefully it wouldn’t be too bad. Giving Austin a tiny smile over the rim of her cup, she took a small sip and was pleasantly surprised that it didn’t feel like she was drinking gasoline. “It tastes good,” she said, her smile widening. “Thanks,” she muttered, looking down at the ground shyly. “You... you don’t have to babysit me. I promise I won’t take drinks from any other strangers,” she told him. Austin said he’d come with a friend, and she didn’t want to be a burden. “You can go back to whatever you were doing before you saved me from being an idiot.”

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001 // dani & austin

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The way Dani responded to his joke was every bit as perfect as he’d hoped it would be. She was awkward and a total fish out of water, which was nothing but completely endearing. Austin decided right then that he liked this girl, and made it his personal mission for the evening to break her out of her shell. “No, I don’t know anybody,” he said with a shrug, still grinning stupidly down at her. “But me and my buddy came equipped with beer. Got in no problem.” Austin winked once, then reached for Dani’s hand. He had to crouch to get it, and it felt ridiculously breakable against his huge palm, but Austin didn’t pause to think about it. Instead, he led her to the kitchen, where the countertop was completely littered with half-empty bottles of booze. “So, no beer,” he said, grabbing a fresh cup intended for Dani. “What’ll it be, then? Rum? Vodka?”

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Dani didn’t know what it was about Austin but he was infuriating in a maddeningly charming way. Maybe he was the guy her father had always warned her about. When he reached down to grab her hand, she resisted the urge to pull away and let him guide her towards the kitchen. There were sweaty bodies everywhere, with loud music and a sticky floor. Dani wasn’t sure whether she enjoyed this bonafide college experience, but Austin had helped her out before. The least she could do was indulge him a little. Her eyes went wide at just how much alcohol the people at the party had imbibed so far and when Austin grabbed her a cup, she let out a cough. “Um... do you mind if I pour... it?” she asked hesitantly. “Not that I think you’re going to do anything but... stranger danger and all,” she said, twisting her fingers together. Her eyes flitted between the various bottles with different names on it, and she bit her lip. “Do you know what would taste the least like paint thinner?”

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001 // dani & austin

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Water… It was a strange answer for someone at a raging frat party, but Austin tried to look at it as more endearing than it was out of place. And it became perfectly clear that Dani wasn’t, in fact, a member of the sorority that was here partying with the… TKEs, was it? Fuck, he was horrible at this. “I am.” Lie, but the way Dani fought so hard to recover from the possible insult was too adorable to resist. “I’m the president, actually. This is my house,” Austin said, gesturing to the living place around them. It was god awful, so not his style, and it was only a few beats after he said it that a laugh spluttered forth from his lips. “Totally kidding. I hate frats,” he corrected himself, taking another large gulp of his beer. “I don’t even go here. Just passing through.”

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Dani’s eyes grew even bigger in horror when Austin told her that he was the president of the fraternity that she had just indirectly insulted. Sort of. Her head whipped around and her mouth opened and closed like a fish out of water as she tried to figure out something, anything, to say in response. Just when she thought she was about to have an aneurysm, Austin burst out into laughter, and her entire body deflated when he said he was kidding. Sucking in a deep breath, she mustered the biggest scowl she could (which admittedly wasn’t much) and crossed her arms. Dani probably looked like a petulant child, but she didn’t care. “How did you get in here if you don’t go to school here? Do you know someone in the frat?”

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001 // dani & austin

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Austin managed to move on from the whole incident with shocking grace, smiling down at the girl as if it hadn’t happened at all. Probably wasn’t the best response, but hey, he’d stopped it from happening. Not to mention, he was several beers deep and this girl was totally pretty. “Nice to meet you, Dani,” Austin replied, taking his beer back with a nod as he settled in to talk to her for a bit longer. “If you don’t drink beer, what do you drink?” he asked, taking a sip from his red cup. It had warmed a little, but he was buzzed enough that it didn’t really bother him much. “Are you with the sorority?” he added curiously, looking around at the groups of girls that littered the party. They had a name, much like the frat did, but Austin really wasn’t sure which one it was. Kappa… something something. Maybe. 

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Dani’s head was spinning from just how much had happened in the last ten minutes. Austin smiled down at her with an easygoing grin, as though he hadn’t just menaced a frat boy from roofie-ing her. He took his beer back and Dani managed a cautious smile up at him, once again marveling at just how tall he was. “Water... mostly?” she said quietly, rubbing at the back of her neck. Her eyes widened when he asked if she was part of a sorority and a surprised laugh escaped her lips before she could stop herself. Coughing, she shook her head. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to laugh at you um.. No, I’m just... here,” she shrugged. “This generally isn’t my type of thing,” she admitted. “I just thought... college, you know?” Dani looked around at the students who were in various states of intoxication. “Um... are you a frat brother?” Suddenly she was afraid that she had offended Austin. “Not that that’s a bad thing, I’m sure that people in frats can be nice,” she quickly added.

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011 // bellamy & raven

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As his fingers coaxed her arousal from her veins, Bellamy let some of his weight sink onto his opposite elbow, barely capable of deciding where he wanted to be and where he wanted to touch, kiss. He settled for her lips again, timing the exploration of his tongue with that of his fingers. For a long moment, he paid his attention to the bundle of nerves at the top of her slit, knowing that it would bring her the pleasure she craved. But when her hips lifted, silently reaching for more, Bellamy gladly gave in. He moved to her neck again, dragging kisses from her pulse point to her ear as he circled her entrance and steadily sank into her with one finger. A shiver wracked its way up his spine, causing him to visibly tremble above her. He hoped Raven hadn’t noticed, nipped roughly at her earlobe while simultaneously curling his finger inside her with every intent of keeping her distracted. This was everything he’d wanted for months, but Bellamy wouldn’t let that make him weak.

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Raven bit back a string of curse words as Bellamy worked his fingers like magic. It was better than how she could have ever imagined, and she let out a low keening whine as he toyed with her clit. But he seemed to understand that she needed more and tilted her head up to meet his kiss, gasping as a finger slid inside her. She wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling her ever closer as he worked at her. It must have been some practice he’d been getting down here. She buried her face against his chest as he mouthed at her earlobe. “God, Bellamy,” she whispered, hips riding his hand without shame. It was moving much faster than she was used to, and much faster than she wanted. The build up was maddening, but she needed more. She wanted all of him.

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011 // bellamy & raven

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Bellamy nodded eagerly at the command, not all perturbed by being ordered by Raven. It was thrilling, in fact, and it was like the boy couldn’t get his pants off fast enough. His feet finished off the job, kicking the material away and to the ground without a single care. But then he slowed, just the slightest bit. Not necessarily in speed, but in mannerisms, for the last thing Bellamy wanted to be was a boy in Raven’s eyes. So he rolled their bodies once, letting his weight urge Raven to sink further into his bed as he settled between her slender thighs.  He wanted to touch her everywhere. He wanted to take the time to kiss every inch of her skin. He wanted to tell her how beautiful he thought she was, but all of those ideas seemed far too romantic for this moment. This was about the physical, Bellamy knew, and for now, that was good enough. Taking her cue,  Bellamy didn’t waste another second and pushed his hand beneath her underwear, letting his practiced fingers slip confidently through her folds. “This okay?”

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Raven was pleased when Bellamy complied, almost a little too eagerly, but he was still a boy. She stretched out on her back, watching him with hooded eyes and let out a quiet groan as he sank on top of her. She could feel him against her thigh, but he grew slower, more gentle. When his fingers slipped past the waistband of her underwear, Raven gave a quiet gasp, her hips bucking up to meet his hand. A part of her was comforted that he didn’t treat her like the other girls he’d had in his tent, or at least that he was a considerate lover. It made her feel special in a way that she had craved for the last several months. “It’s good,” she reassured him, looking up to meet his eyes. How could she not have seen it in his gaze before? The way he looked at her like she was the sun. The intensity should have made her uncomfortable, but she basked in it, knowing that he cared so deeply about her. Her hips lifted to meet his hand again, a silent urge for more.