Can I trust my heart of my head? @lexthedarkknight-blog - Tumblr Blog

I neeed Points!

Have you ever felt like breaking down, in the middle of a room, where no one can see or hear you? Like running away id the only answer to realease how you really feel?

Well your not the only one who feels this way, I do all the time, when my Best Guy Friend decides to be a douche and not answer me, when I don't have anything to do and all my friend are out hanging out with there friends. Yeah so don't worry I'll listen?

YOu don't have to be afraid to put your dreams in action!

LOL JK, be afraid.

I;m tired of getting yelled at, I don't like it, he doesn't even give me the chance to explain it, he just assumes it was all my fault, well it wasn't and I don't like it....

GIve me the chance to FUcking tell you what happened, maybe you'll realize I was telling the truth and HE was to blame, not me, because honestly, I'm done & i just wanna runaway.

Its okay to say that I no longer need ya in my life, when You learn that it's okay to let go, but sometimes letting go can be the hardest thing to do in life...

Even when all you did was break down, leave the scars on your skin, but something still just doesn't fit right..

some mistakes you can't just take back, i've learned this the harder way, my work has only made this worse i can't mend what i've done... and I can't help that i did it...

Is it possible that when You find out your ex crush liked you those feelings you had just bubble up, you don't want them to but they do, and You don't understand why... but they do, Yeah well thats how so may fucked up things happen, you NEVER want to, its so fucked up...

Really ut's just a fucked up world you could say, because, in your life You'll come accross Bitches, assholes, and Douchbags, YOu want to avoid them best you can, but in the end you end up crushing so very hard on one, but you over think it, and then it becomes bigger then whats going on.

You'll eat, sleep, play music, play a sport, just listen to music, try to get your mind off them, but in reality, they were you first love, You'll never be able to get over them, just let the sink in for awhile, let me know how you feel when you've been through that.

Sometimes you just need a good friend with you, someone that will help you through it all, I guess I've never really had that, maybe thats why I become attached, and I just don't know if that why, or if I just don't know what it means to have a real friend.

I can't answer all these questions I have floating in my mind, but all I can do is to be myself and cruise right through all of what I'm put through or can I?

ARGHAGGLE

I;m so pissed, my phone wouldn't let me log onto Keek so I had to Ddeactivate one account, and then I had to make the account all over again, makes me soo motherfucking pissed.