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ប្រឡោមលោកសម្ងាត់

Part. 10

ថ្ងៃអាទិត្យក៏បានមកដល់ ជាទូទៅថ្ងៃនេះជាថ្ងៃឈប់សម្រាកដូច្នេះថេតតែងតែភ្ញក់ពីគេងរាងយឺតបន្តិចហើយប្រហែលម៉ោង១០-១១ព្រឹក (ស្រីកម្ជិល😂)។ ថេតកំពុងតែគេងស្រាប់តែទូរស័ព្ទរបស់គេរោទ៏ឡើង តឺតៗៗៗ ថេតលើកទូរស័ព្ទឡើងទាំងមិនមើលឈ្មោះថាអ្នកណាខលមករូបគេទាំងព្រលឹមបែបនេះ (ម៉ោងជិត៩ហើយនាង) “ស័ក” អាឡូអាជ្រូកភ្ញក់ហើយឬនៅ? (ថេតនៅដេកអេសក្បាលនៅឡើយ) “ថេត” នៅពុងដេក មានការអីមែន? (ថេតនិយាយទាំងបិទភ្នែក) “ស័ក” ដេកដូចងាប់ហែងនេះ អាយកធ្វើប្រពន្ធបើខ្ជិលៗយ៉ាងនឹង (ស័កឌឺឲថេត😁) “ថេត” គ្មានអាណាយក ក៏មានហែងយកដែលអាញ់ទៅខ្វល់អី (ថេតញញឹមទាំងបិទភ្នែកនៅឡើយ) “ស័ក” អាញ់នៅមុខផ្ទះហែង កាលណាហែងចេញមកអាកាតឿ (តាមពិតទៅស័កមកដល់មុខផ្ទះរបស់ថេតយូរណាស់មកហើយ ហើយក៏មកដោយដៃទទេរដែរ) “ថេត” ហែងមិនប្រាប់អាញ់មិចដឹង ចាំសិនទៅអាញ់ស្លៀកខោមួយសិន (ថេតទម្លាប់គេងមិនស្លៀកខោអាវទេ ព្រោះរូបគេគេងក្នុងបន្ទប់តែម្នាក់០ងទើបមិនខ្វល់ខ្វាយនឹងខ្លាចអ្នកណាមកឃើញគេក្នុងសភាពបែបនេះ ស្រីអាសអាភាស)

៥នាទីក្រោយមក ថេតក៏ដើរចេញពីផ្ទះមកបើកទ្វារបងទាំងមិនពាក់អាវគ្រាន់តែស្លៀកខោខ្លី១ចង្អាមតែប៉ុន្នោះ ស័កឃើញបែបនេះក៏និយាយ “ស័ក” មិចអាកាតឿ ចង់ទាក់ទាញអាញ់យកទៅស៊ីទាំងព្រឹកមែន (ស័កធ្វើរឹកពារពើយៗដាក់ថេតទាំងភ្នែកសម្លឹងថេតមិនដាក់ភ្នែក ហើយចំណែក០អាមួយក្នុងកខោនោះវិញក៏ប្រតិកម្មមិនស្ទើរដែរ 😂❤️) “ថេត” ហែងនឹងមិនទាក់ក៏មកឯងដែល (ថេតធ្វើរឹកពើយៗដាក់ស័កវិញ) “ស័ក” ស្អីហែងទេស ស្អុយមាត់ណាស់ធ្មេញក៏មិនដុស ទឹកក៏មិនងូត អាណាយក (ស័កយកដៃខ្ទប់ច្រមុះ ហើយធ្វើដៃបក់ទៅបក់មក ដូចស្អុយខ្លាំងណាស់ចឹង😂😂😂😒) “ថេត” អាខ្មៅ##@@ (ថេតមួលស្លឹកត្រជៀកស័ករហូតដល់ស័កស្រែកសុំអង្វរទើបលែងវិញ😒) “ស័ក” ស្អីហែងទេ អាញ់ខំទិញAmazonយកមកឲវាផឹកហើយមួលស្លឹកត្រជៀកអាញ់ទៀត (ស័កឡើកAmazon Greenteaឡើងមកឲថេត ហើយធ្វើមុខរំអួយដាក់ថេត😤) ថេតទទួលហើយក៏ធ្វើជាអង្អែកត្រជាក់ឲស័ក(មេរំអួយ ងក់ងរ😤) “ថេត” បាត់ឈឺនៅលោកម្ចាស់? (ថេតអោនទៅខ្សិបជិតត្រជៀករបស់ស័ក) “ស័ក” អង្អែលតែលើអត់អង្អែលអាក្រោយវាមិចបាត់ខឹង (ស័កសើចដាក់ថេត រួចក៏ចង្អុលចុះក្រោម) “ថេត” សង្ស័យអាក្រោមនឹងចង់ស៊ីកន្ត្រៃទេដឹង (ថេតធ្វើរឹកពេបមាត់ដាក់ស័ក) “ស័ក” បើមិចៗទៅអូនឯងបានអីប្រើ បើម្តងៗចាប់មិនឈ្នះចឹង (ស័កធ្វើជាអង្អែលខោថ្នមៗ រួចវ៉ៃចិញ្ចើមដាក់ថេត) ថេតលែងប្រកែកជាមួយស័កព្រោះការពិតចឹងមែន😂 រួចក៏ធ្វើជាផឹកGreenteaដែលស័កទិញឲដើម្បីបង្វែលស្ថានការណ៍ “ស័ក” បងទៅវិញហើយ ព្រោះសុំម៉ាក់មកទិញកាហ្វេតែមួយភ្លេតទេ (ស័កឡើកនាឡិការឡើងដើម្បីមើលម៉ោង) “ថេត” ហ៊ុម……ប្រញាប់ទៅចឹងកុំឲគាត់ចាំយូរ (ថេតដឹកថាផ្ទះស័កនៅឆ្ងាយពីផ្ទះរបស់ខ្លួន ទើបមិនចង់ឲមា្តយរបស់ស័ករងចាំយូរ) “ស័ក” យាយចឹងល្ងាចទៅញ៉ាំអីអត់ បងមកយក? (ភ្លាមៗថេតក៏ស្រាប់តែនឹកឃើញថាខ្លួនជាប់ណាត់ជាមួយគីមឡេង និងដាវក៏រកលេសដើម្បីដោះសារជាមួយស័ក) “ថេត” អរ……អាទិត្យនឹងលឺថាម៉ាក់ធ្វើម្ហូបច្រើនចង់ញ៉ាំជុំគ្នា ខ្លាចគាត់ខឹងចាំអាទិត្យក្រោយម៉ងទៅចឹង (ថេតដោះសារទាំងរដិរដុប ត្បិតស័កមិនស្អីតែគេក៏មិនជឿថេតទាំងស្រុងដែរ) “ស័ក” ហ៊ីម……ចាំអាទិត្យក្រោយក៏បានដែលចឹង លូវបងទៅសិនហើយ (ស័កលើកដៃលាថេតរួចក៏បើកមូតូចេញទៅ) ថេតកាលបើបានរួចខ្លួនហើយក៏ប្រញាប់បិទទ្វារបងដើរចូលក្នុងផ្ទះវិញ ដើម្បីមកងូតទឹកនឹងបានញ៉ាំបាយព្រឹក ព្រោះនេះជាទម្លាប់របស់គេរៀងរាល់ថ្ងៃអាទិត្យបាយពេលព្រឹកគឺម៉ោង ១១-១២។

ម៉ោងប្រហែល៣រសៀល ថេតកំពុងតែលេងFBស្រាប់តែលោតសារផ្ញើមកពីaccរបស់គីមឡេង “គីមឡេង” ស័កកុំផ្លេចល្ងាចនេះណា ម៉ោង៥នៅរោងកុនMajor Cineplex Aeonមកមុនក៏បានដែលនឹងបានដើរលេងផង “ថេត” OK (ថេតឆ្លើយខ្លីៗ ព្រោះថាទៅគេក៏មិនចង់ជាទៅប៉ុន្មានដែលតែដោយសារនាងអង្វរពេលមិនចង់ធ្វើជាមនុស្សចិត្តដាច់ ណាមួយខានជួបដាវយូរណាស់ដែលមកហើយគេក៏ចង់ដឹងពីសុចទុក្ខរបស់នាងដែល) បន្ទាប់ពីទទួលបានចម្លើយ OKពីថេតហើយគីមឡេងក៏ប្រញាប់ទាក់ទងទៅដាវម្តង “គីមឡេង” អាឡូដាវ “ដាវ” អឺឯង មានការអីនិយាយមកគ្នាចាំស្តាប់ “គីមឡេង” យឺមើលគេធ្វើភ្លេច គ្នាណាត់ឯងថ្ងៃមុននោះថានាំឯងទៅមើលមុនជាមួយគ្នានោះអី (ដាវជ្រួញចិញ្ជើមគិតមួយសន្ទះក៏នឹកឃើញថាគីមឡេងពិតជាបានណាត់នាងមែន) “ដាវ” អឺអឺ……គ្នាភ្លេចហើយទៅម៉ោងប៉ុន្មានដែល ស្រួលគ្នាបានរៀបចំខ្លួន (ដាវសួរគីមឡេងបញ្ជាក់ព្រោះនាងមិនចង់ខកម៉ោងឲគីមឡេងរងចាំនាង ព្រោះនាងមិនចូលចិត្តឲអ្នកណារងចាំនាង រឹតតែមិនចូលចិត្តរងចាំណាផងដែល) “គីមឡេង” ម៉ោង៥អីគ្នាទៅយកឯងមិចដែរ “ដាវ” OK សម្រេចថាចឹងចុះម៉ោង៥ល្ងាចនេះ ពួកគេក៏ដាក់ទូរស័ព្ទចុះហើយទៅរៀបចំខ្លួនរៀងៗខ្លួន (មិនចំឡែកទេដែលរៀបចំខ្លួនតាំងពីម៉ោង៣ ព្រោះថាមិនត្រូវម៉ោង៥មិនដឹងហើយឬមិនហើយផង ហាសហា😂)។ ចំណែកឯថេតវិញដេកបាញ់ហ្គេមធ្វើមិនដឹង ជិតដល់មើលទើបងើបទៅងូតទឹក (ហេតុតែគេស្អាតមិនតែខ្លួនក៏ស្អាត មិនដូចអូនៗខ្លះម្សៅកុះបាន😂)។

ម៉ោង៥ល្ងាច ថេតក៏ទៅដល់Aeonរួចគេក៏បើកFBដើម្បីឆាតទៅប្រាប់គីមឡេងថាគេបានមកដល់ហើយ “ថេត” គីមឡេងនៅណា ខ្ញុំមកដល់ហើយ (ថេតអង្គុយចាំនៅក្នុងMajorតែម្តង) “គីមឡេង” ទៅដល់ឥឡូវហើយ មកពីរវល់មកយកដាវនឹង (ថាមែនៗធ្វើខ្លួនតាំងពីម៉ោង៣ គ្នាគេពីនាក់នឹងលូវទៅជាឲថេតអ្នកចាំវិញ😤) “ថេត” OK ញុំចាំនៅMajorឡើងមកដល់ឃើញហើយ (ថេតដូចជាមិនភ្ញក់ផ្អើល ព្រោះគេយល់ពីចិរឹកមនុស្សស្រីច្បាស់ណាស់ តែបែរជាស្រលាញ់ប្រុសហាសហា)

១៥នាទីក្រោយ ក៏ឃើញគីមឡេងនិងដាវដើរមកដល់ ថេតក៏លើកដៃក្រវីធ្វើជាសញ្ញាឲពួកគេដឹង គ្រាន់តែឃើញថេតភ្លាមដាវភ្ញក់ផ្អើលមែនទែន លែងដើរទៅមុខឃើញបែបនេះគីមឡេងក៏ខ្សិបដាក់ត្រជាក់ដាវ “គីមឡេង” គ្នាឃើញនឹងពិបាកចិត្តព្រោះគេ ដូច្នេះក៏ណាត់គេមកតែម្តងទៅ “ដាវ” មិចក៏ឯងមិនប្រាប់យើងមុន? “គីមឡេង” ព្រោះគ្នាឯងមិនមកបើគ្នាប្រាប់ត្រង់ ហ្ហើយមើលចុះគេខំគ្រវីដៃដាក់ឯងណក (គីមឡេងកេះដាវឲមើលមកស័កដែលកំពុងគ្រវីដៃដាក់ពួគគេ) ដាវនាងដកដង្ហើមធំរួចសម្រួលអារម្មណ៍ ដើម្បីប្រឈមមុខជាមួយថេត “ថេត” សួស្តីដាវ សួស្តីគីមឡេង (ថេតញញឹមពព្រាយដាក់ពួកនាង) “ដាវ” ចា…… (នាងហាក់នៅគេចៗពីថេតនៅឡើយ) “គីមឡេង” ចឹង២នាក់នឹងនៅនិយាយគ្នាសិនទៅ ខ្ញុំទៅទិញសំបុត្រកុនសិន (តាមពិតទៅនាងចង់ឲពេលវេលាពួកគេនៅតែ២នាក់ខ្លះតែប៉ុណ្ណះ) “ដាវ” គ្នាទៅដែលគីមឡេង (ដាវនាងហាក់មិនទាន់ហ៊ានប្រឈមមុនជាមួយនឹងថេតតែ២នាក់នៅឡើយ ត្បិតនាងជាអ្នកណាសុំគេបែកមុន ហើយក៏ជានាងដែលជាអ្នកមានថ្មីមុន តែនាងនៅតែមានចិត្តស្រលាញ់គេ គ្រាន់តែដឹងថាគេទាក់ទងនឹងមនុស្សប្រុសធ្វើឲនាងពិបាកចិត្តធ្វើអ្វីមិនកើតពេញមួយអាទិត្យនេះ) “គីមឡេង” មិចបាច់ទេ គ្នាទៅតែមួយភ្លេចទេ (គីមឡេងក៏ដើរចេញទៅបំណងកុំឲដាវមកជាមួយខ្លូន) “ថេត” ដាវ សុខសប្បាយទេ? មើលទៅដូចជាស្គមជាមុនច្រើន មិនសូវស្រួលខ្លូនមែនទេព្រោះទឹកមុខដូចជាមិនសូវស្រស់ស្រាយសោះ (ស្តាប់លឺពាក្យទាំងនេះចេញពីមាត់ថេត ធ្ចើឲដាវនឹកឃើញដល់កាលដែលពួកគេផ្តើមស្នេហ៍ដំបូង គេនៅតែយកចិត្តទុកដាក់ពីនាង បារម្ហពីនាង នឹងយល់ពីនាងជាងគេដដែល) “ដាវ” មិនអីទេគ្រាន់តែមួយរយះនេះការងារសាលាច្រើនពេក ទើបរាងនាយហត់បន្តិច (ដាវញញឹមទៅកាន់ថេត ម្តងនេះថេតជាអ្នកនឹកដល់រឿងអអីតកាលម្តង គេនឹកដល់កាលដែឡពួកគេដើរលេងជាមួយគ្នា ជាពិសេសពួកគេតែងតែមកទីនេះដើម្បីមើលកុនជាមួយគ្នា ហើយស្នាមញញឹមនេះតែតែនៅលើមុនរបស់ដាវជានិច្ច តែពេលនេះអ្វីៗប្រែប្រួលស្នាមញញឹមនៅលើមុខរបស់ដាវមិនស្រស់ស្រាយដូចកាលពីមុនទេ នាងហាក់មានទុក្ខកង្វល់ជាច្រើន) “ថេត” លឺគីមឡេងថា ដាវមានសង្សារថ្មីហើយមិនទេ មិនគិតណែនាំឲខ្ញុំស្គាល់ដែរទេ (ថេតធ្វើជានិយាយបន្តើរសើចបន្តើរ ដើម្បីឲដាវរាងសប្បាយចិត្តជាងមុន ដែលកាលពិតទៅរូបគេក៏មិនសូវជាសប្បាយចិត្តប៉ុន្មានដែរ កាលបើដឹងដាវមានអ្នកថ្មីនោះ) “ដាវ” មានពេល០ណា ណាមួយគាត់ធ្វើការខ្ញុំនៅរៀនពួកយើងមិនសូវបានជួបគ្នានោះទេ (ថាទៅនាងសុំថេតបែកគ្នាដោយសាថេតមិនសូវយកចិត្តទុក្ខដាក់នឹងនាង តែពេលស្គាល់ដេតនាងកាន់តែឯការ១ខែជួបគ្នាបានត្រឹមតែ២ទៅ៣ដង ដោយដេតយកលេសថារវល់ធ្វើការ) “គីមឡេង” អេអេ……និយាយដើមខ្ញុំទេដឹងណាក (គីមឡេងមកពីទិញសំបុត្រកុនវិញ) “ថេត” មានឯណា អ្នកណាទៅហ៊ាននិយាយដើមស្រីស្អាតនោះ (ថេតធ្វើជាបញ្ជូរគីមឡេង ព្រោះដឹងថានាងរាងស៊ីជោរ) “គីមឡេង” ឲតែចឹង និយាយអញ្ចឹងសំបុត្រសល់តែ២ទេ ពួកយើងមកយឺតពេក (តាមពិតទៅនាងទិញតែ២ បំណងចង់ឲពួកគេមើលកុនជាមួយគ្នាតែ២នាក់) “ថេត” បើអញ្ចឹញគីមឡេង និងដាវមើលចុះខ្ញុំនៅចាំខាងក្រៅក៏បាន “គីមឡេង” អត់អីទេថេតឯង នឹងដាវមើលចុះព្រោះ២នាក់នឹងចូលចិត្តមើលកុនដូចគ្នា ក្រែងកាលមុនមើលជាមួយគ្នារាល់អាទិត្យអី (ថេត នឹងដាវងាកមើលមុខគ្នា)

[buckybarnesstar]

Two Soldiers, One Girl

Note: that title though. ;) omg. but I’m not sure how this turned out? fair warning: it’s pretty long…. let’s hope for the best. feedback is welcome! .c

Request: Can I request Steve x Bucky x Reader experimenting with different kinks (dom/sub, BDSM, control etc.)? I love your work! - @widow-made-me-do-it

-SMUT WARNING-

The whole team wanted to chill out and have a solid quiet night. You were glad you weren’t due for a mission for at least two days. Everyone was relieved to hear that until Nick could get any further information about the mysterious attacks circling the world, there was nothing you all could do, and there was no reason to get into any trouble while digging up dust and dead bugs, as Nick said.

So, you all sat around the common room, sharing funny stories and happy memories you all had. Even Bucky joined in, his smile bright and kind, the laugh he belted made your heart skip. As did Steve’s as he finished Bucky’s words when Bucky couldn’t form a coherent sentence any longer.

As the sun went down, you were sitting on the sofa with Nat and Wanda, resting your head on Nat’s shoulder while Wanda’s was on your opposite shoulder. Sam was smirking, looking around at everyone. He had the bright idea to play a game he and his friends used to play in college.

“The game is called “Top 3”. It can be about anything.“ Sam explained, his smirk deepening. “Uh, we usually played the dirty version. But, ladies are present.” Sam added as he chuckled, tipping his beer bottle towards your side of the room. All the men laughed and Nat scoffed. “Hell no! We’ll play the dirty version!” She shouted as her words slightly slurred, causing you to laugh beside her.

Wanda groaned and sat up straight. The cool air from the absence of her body heat made you shiver. “You men, always underestimating how far us ladies will go!” She said, crossing her arms. Tony snickered and shook his head. “Let’s play then!” Clint chimed in with a grin.

You and Nat sat up now, looking at Sam. “Alright, alright. We’ll go around the room. Oh! If you come up blank, ask a naughty Q!” Sam said before his eyes landed on Tony. 

“Tony, top 3 positions?” Sam asked, making the room laugh. You snorted and watched Tony’s face turn a bright shade of red. He took a long swallow of his beer and sighed, sucking his teeth afterwards.

“Doggy, missionary, against the wall.” Tony rushed out, his eyes focused on his beer bottle. A few hums and snorts sounded through the room. Tony cleared his throat and looked at Steve. 

Steve’s face held a smirk and he patiently waited as Tony figured out what to ask him. “Steve, top 3 body parts.” Tony said, feeling a little more comfortable since he didn’t have to answer for a little while.

Steve chuckled and rubbed his chin as the room grew quiet. “The obvious: ass, breasts, vagina.” Steve stated simply, causing a blush to creep onto your cheeks. His eyes glanced towards you and you bit down on your lip, shifting your gaze elsewhere. It happened to land on Bucky, who was also staring at you, his tongue circling his plump lips.

The three of you always had a little sexual tension together. You never acted on it, until you were alone in your bedroom at night. Sharing a floor with the two super soldiers had its advantages and disadvantages. 

You would hear them both grunting through the night, sometimes you would run into one of them in the hallway, shirtless and a towel wrapped around their waist. You would immediately become shy and flustered at the sight of either of them almost completely bare.

Your bathroom was in your room, whereas they shared one that was in between their bedrooms, too bad it didn’t connect through. One time when they both came back from a mission, you let Bucky shower in your bathroom. It was late and he had walked in on you being intimate with yourself, and well, you heard his own grunts not too long before he got out.

Neither of you said anything to the other after that and the next day, a similar thing happened with Steve. Now, there’s a lot of built up tension between-

“Y/N?” You heard your name being called, pulling you out of your thoughts. “Hm?” You asked, turning your head towards the voice. Nat was smirking down at you. “I asked you your top 3 kinks.” Nat said, her brows raised.

You hadn’t noticed that it was already your turn, most of what was said had been drowned out. “O-oh. Umm.” You nervously looked around at everyone. You got really shy when everyone’s attention was on you and you sank in your seat, your cheeks turning red. “I-I don’t really know.” You said quietly.

Nat nodded and tapped her chin. “Fine. You have to answer a question then.” She said in a sultry tone, resting her hand on your thigh. You gulped and looked up at her. 

“Would you ever have a threesome?” She asked, her teeth bright as she grinned down at you. Your heart sped up and you tried your best not to look at Steve or Bucky. With a tentative nod, you answered Nat’s intimidating question. 

You knew for a fact you’d let the two super soldiers devour you and make you their own little mission for the night. Nat gasped and giggled, slapping her hand on your thigh. “No way! Shy miss Y/N would have a threesome!” Nat yelled, seeming quite shocked. The room was full of laughter, gasps, and low hums. “Now that’s something you don’t hear every day!” Clint chuckled, taking a sip of his beer.

You finally gained the courage to look at Steve and his eyes were on your chest. Your eyes then moved to Bucky and he was adjusting his pants, his eyes focused on your mid-section, his bottom lip pulled between his teeth. Their stares caused your spine to tingle and a wave of pleasure to surge through your body, shooting straight to your core.

Nat called your name again and you quickly thought of something to tell Wanda. Wanda nudged your arm and you smiled shyly. “Top 3 places to do it?” You asked softly, unsure of how she’d react. She giggled and you heard the room laugh. “Oh, boy. This is gonna be good.” Sam snickered as Wanda thought for a moment.

She smiled and bit her lip. “Anywhere, really. But I like public places, this couch is pretty nice.” She giggled, making you and Nat gasp. “Wandaaa! Not my cooouch!” Tony whined, standing out of his chair and shaking his head. “Okay, that’s enough for me.” Tony grunted, stumbling off to go to his room, you figured. The team laughed and you shook your head at your naughty friend.

As the night went on, other members had filtered out of the room, ready for bed. You were quite ready yourself, though you had other plans than sleeping. You were pretty flustered and turned on after this, and seeing how Bucky and Steve were staring at you like hungry animals caused you to feel a ball of energy building in your core.

You sighed and stood from your seat, causing all eyes to fall on you. “Well, this was fun, but I’m ready to hit the hay.” You said softly, nervously rubbing your arm. Steve and Bucky looked at you and you heard Sam sigh. “Yeah, I’m going, too. I’ll see you all in the morning!” Sam said, leaving the common room.

Mumbling a small goodnight to your friend, you turned to look at Nat and Wanda. They smiled and gave you a kiss to your forehead and a hug before leaving to their bedrooms. You were facing with your back towards your floor mates and you slowly turned around to face Steve and Bucky.

They stood up and you nervously smiled at them; you could already feel the heavy tension in the air. “Well, I’m gonna go to sleep.” You said softly, watching them smirk before you turned around. You walked off towards the elevator and you could hear their faint whispering and footsteps behind you. Your neck heated up and it reached your cheeks.

Bucky followed closely behind Steve as they stepped into the elevator with you. You took a small nervous breath, smelling both of their cologne’s invade your senses. Swallowing thickly, you closed your eyes for a moment. You needed to calm down. Steve pressed the button to your shared floor and you sighed softly.

The elevator was quiet and the two men were standing either side of you, their bodies dangerously close to yours. You gently glanced up at Steve, noticing that same smirk plastered on his lips. He was staring straight ahead and you turned to look up at Bucky.

Bucky smirked, noticing your movement from the corner of his eyes. “It’s impolite to stare, Y/N.” Steve said, his body now facing you. You flinched a little and immediately blushed, his body moving much closer. “I-I-”, you stuttered, your eyes holding Steve’s.

You suddenly felt Bucky step closer to your back, his hands resting on your hips. “Now, now Steve. Don’t scare her. Doll, we came up with an idea.” Bucky said, moving your hair off of your shoulder with his metal hand.

Steve smirked and raised his hand up to brush his index finger along your jaw. The small action and the feel of Bucky’s hands on your body had you trembling in the knees. You weren’t sure what was happening, but you loved it. “Wh-what is it?” You asked, feeling Bucky’s lips ghosting over your neck.

A gasp fell from your lips and your eyes fluttered shut. “We want to help you find out your kinks.” Bucky whispered against your soft skin as Steve’s thumb brushed over your parted lips. “Would you like that, Y/N?” Steve asked lowly. You opened your eyes to meet Steve’s stare.

After what felt like forever, the elevator stopped and the doors slid open. You nodded and let Steve and Bucky pull you towards your bedroom. Bucky locked your door while Steve sat you down on your bed. Bucky joined Steve and they stood in front of you, their muscular arms crossed.

You licked your dry lips, fiddling with your hands in your lap. “You’re shy so I’ll bet you like to be dominated.” Bucky smirked, stepping forward. You creased your eyebrows and watched Bucky’s every move.

He bent down and placed either hand beside you on the bed, his eyes level with yours. “I want you to strip.” Bucky rasped, his breath fanning across your red tinted cheeks. “Now.” Bucky ordered, the serious undertone and all around huskiness of his voice sent a shiver to your core.

You inhaled shakily and nodded your head gently, gripping your shirt in your hands. Bucky stood out of your way and watched with Steve. They licked their lips at the sight of your chest, their eyes soaking in every inch of exposed skin.

Next were your leggings and you kicked them off. Your arms covered yourself and Steve almost cooed at your shyness. “Y/N, you’re beautiful. You don’t have to hide from us.” Steve spoke softly, reassuring you.

You sighed and slipped your hands behind your back, unhooking your bra. The chill in the air caused your nipples to harden and Steve groaned. “Fuck, look at her, Buck. I’ll bet your panties are soaked, aren’t they, Doll?” Steve asked, every word that dripped from his mouth drew you in and made your pussy throb.

You pulled your panties off and you were about to throw them to the floor along with your other clothes, until Steve gripped your wrist. You thought you did something wrong, until he took your panties from your hand and brought it up to his nose.

Steve inhaled your scent and groaned, his eyes falling shut. You guessed a woman’s scent was a kink for him, but as he passed them to Bucky, maybe both liked it just as much. “Fuck, Y/N, you smell amazing.” Bucky moaned before dropping your panties to the floor.

You blushed and bit your lip, anticipating their next move. “So, how do we start?” Steve asked, rubbing his chin as he thought. You honestly didn’t know what you liked, or you just never paid attention the few times were intimate with someone else.

Bucky discarded his shirt and motioned for you to lie down. You did just that, resting your head on your pillow in the middle of your bed. “Spread those legs for me, Doll.” Bucky said, climbing onto your bed after sliding his pants off. You could see a bulge in his black boxers and your mouth started to water.

“Maybe we could try tying your hands together? Would you like that?” Bucky asks you, his finger trailing down your torso. The simple act caused your skin to cover in goosebumps. 

“S-sure.” You all but squeaked out, feeling Bucky’s finger stop right where you needed him. “I like that idea, Buck.” You hear Steve rasp, the clicking of his belt coming undone near your ear.

You looked over, watching Steve slide his pants off. His shirt was on the floor and you couldn’t help but drink in his toned body. Bucky suddenly grasped both of your wrists tightly, eliciting a rather sensual gasp from your parted lips. Your eyes met his and he bit his lip.  "Oh, she’ll love it.“ Bucky said with a chuckle, noticing your reaction. Bucky’s hands slid down your arms as Steve started to tie his belt around your wrists.

Making sure you couldn’t break free easily, Steve dropped your arms above your head. You found that you actually liked this. Not being able to move your hands made your adrenaline rush through your veins; every move Steve and Bucky made wouldn’t be able to be stopped by you. It caused you to be more alert, and it made your pussy throb with anticipation.

Bucky’s lips placed soft kisses along your chest, his tongue lapping at your hardened nipple. You moaned and tried to grind your hips against Bucky’s, but his hands held your waist down harshly, his fingers digging deliciously into your skin.

You bit your lip and you couldn’t help but try to grind against him again, loving the reaction you pulled out of him. Bucky growled and pushed your hips down again, his metal hand flying to your neck. You let out a moan at the pressure, your eyes rolling back into your head. 

“Move again and you’ll be punished.” Bucky ordered you, his breath fanning across your face. You whimpered at his sudden dominance and opened your eyes, seeing Bucky’s eyes staring into yours. You nodded obediently and Bucky pulled his hand away with a smirk. “Steve, we’ve got a sub on our hands.” Bucky chuckled deviously as he moved to your side.

Steve was straining in his boxers as he climbed onto your bed, his lips finding yours as his hips settled between your legs where Bucky previously was. “Fuck, I love a submissive woman.” Steve whispered against your mouth.  “You call me Captain and you call Bucky Sergeant. If we hear our names, you’ll be punished.” Steve said, trailing his lips along your skin. “Yes, Captain.” You submitted to him.

His lips were on yours again and you let out a small whimper, allowing his tongue to start wrestling around with yours. Pulling away too soon, Steve’s hand caressed your cheek. “What do you want?” Steve asked, his nose rubbing gently against yours.

Your wrists twisted in the belt, your breathing becoming heavy. “I’ll be back.” Bucky called out before you could answer, his body leaving your bed. All you could focus on was Steve’s hand moving down your body towards your pussy. 

His middle finger rubbed small circles on your clit, pulling a gasp from your parted lips. “Is this what you want? You want me to play with your pretty pussy?“ Steve asked, his eyebrow raised. You nodded frantically, remembering not to grind your hips. Even though you wanted to so badly.

Steve moaned and captured your bottom lip between his teeth, sucking on it before pulling away. “Captain, I need you.” You whined, feeling his finger sliding down your wet folds, teasing your entrance. “You’re so wet, Y/N.” Steve whispered, kissing down your neck. Your eyes fluttered shut as he kissed his way down to your collarbones. “Are you gonna be a good Doll?” Steve asked, his eyes watching your face.

You nodded and met his intense gaze, seeing him smirk. Steve moved away from you and you watched him reach for your silk scarf on your chair. He walked back over and placed it over your eyes, tying it around your head, making sure it wasn’t too tight or too loose. 

A nervous breath fell from your lips and you tugged on your bottom lip, darkness consuming your vision. Steve resumed his position and your ears perked at every movement you heard. “Do you like the blindfold?” Steve asked, his mouth resting on your hip.

Before you could reply, Bucky appeared back in your room, you had no idea where he went or what he was planning on doing.  "Playing already?“ Bucky chuckled, slipping his pants back off. “Blindfold. Nice one.” Bucky said with a smirk. He plopped down on your bed beside you. “See if she likes this.” Bucky rasped, the sound of something jiggling around in a ceramic mug catching your attention.

Since you couldn’t see, you wondered what he and the other super soldier wanted to do to your body. A whimper fell from your lips when you felt something cold and wet-no doubt an ice cube-running along your inner thigh. “Mmm, she likes it.” Steve chuckled, your muscles twitching in your thighs as his hand carried the ice cube down to your pussy. Bucky gasped when he saw your pussy clench as a cold water droplet fell down your slit.

“You’re such a responsive girl, Y/N. Who knew you’d like such naughty things?” Bucky asked, his voice closer than before. “Please, I-I need your mouth , Captain.” You quietly begged, raising your hips off of the bed. 

Steve repeated Bucky’s action from earlier and pushed your hips back down. “Remember, you said you’d be a good Doll.” Steve said firmly, tossing the nearly melted ice cube in his mouth. You felt a few droplets fall onto your pussy and you moaned. It took everything in you not to jerk your hips again. 

Bucky’s mouth was on your breast in no time as Steve let his mouth close on your wet pussy. You gasped and clenched your fists, the sucking motions coming from both of their mouths sending a wave of pleasure through you. “Oh, Cap!” You cried out, Steve’s cold tongue licking you from your entrance up to your clit.

Both men moaned against you and you squeezed your thighs around Steve’s head. He chuckled and sucked your clit into his mouth, letting one of his fingers slide into your tight hole. “Captain, oh yes!” You squealed. Bucky’s lips came up to yours and he swallowed your moans as Steve made out with your drenched core.

Steve curled his finger inside of your pussy before inserting another one. He pulled his mouth away with an obscene pop and finger fucked you fast and hard. “I want you to cum, Y/N. Cum for Captain.” Steve ordered you before attaching his lips to your clit again. Your head turned to the side and you bit the skin of your arm, broken moans falling your lips.

Your hips were grinding against Steve’s face as you felt your first orgasm of the night quickly approaching. Bucky was sucking and biting your exposed neck, no doubt giving you a few marks. 

“Fuck! Captain, I’m so close!” You yelled, digging the back of your head into your pillow. Steve smirked against your pussy. His fingers curled one last time and your back arched off of the bed, ‘Captain’ rolling off your tongue like a prayer.

After you came down from your high, Steve kissed his way up your body. “I want you on your knees.” Bucky ordered, helping you down onto your floor. You licked your lips and Bucky’s thumb pulled your chin down so your mouth was open. Steve was stroking himself on your bed now, a clear view of what was about to happen.

Bucky slowly slid his thumb into your mouth, rubbing it over your tongue. Without a second thought, your tongue stuck out, ready to submit to Bucky’s needs. "Doll, you’re killing me.“ Bucky groaned, his eyes glued to your mouth. You felt Bucky pull his thumb away and he gripped a handful of your hair so you could sit higher on your knees.

You whimpered at the sting. “And she likes hair pulling.” Steve chuckled, his thick cock resting in his large hand. You could hear his ragged breathing from behind you and it sent tingles to your core. “Are you gonna be a good Doll and suck Sergeants cock?” Bucky asked, keeping his hand gripped onto your hair.

You licked your lips and nodded. “Yes, Sergeant.” You said softly, wishing you could see Bucky’s cock. You felt the tip rub against your bottom lip and you gasped, moving your head forward only to have Bucky jerk it back by your hair. You gasped again and moaned, biting your lip. “Tell me you want it.” Bucky growled. “I want it, Sergeant. Please. Let me suck your cock.” You pleaded, tears springing in your eyes under the blindfold.

Bucky groaned lowly and you figured he liked controlling you. You didn’t mind because you were definitely up for letting him do anything to you. You felt Bucky’s cock rub against your bottom lip again. Making sure Bucky wouldn’t jerk your head away again, you slowly stuck your tongue out, twirling it around his swollen tip. A gasp fell from Bucky’s lips as he watched you.

You moved your head forward and sucked his tip into your mouth, tasting a bit of pre-cum. You hummed against him, taking in more of his thick cock. “Oh fuck, your mouth is amazing.” Bucky grunted, his hips jerking into your mouth. You moaned and urged him to keep going. “You want me to fuck your mouth?” Bucky asked you even though your mouth was occupied and you couldn’t answer.

You nodded and took more of him in your mouth, feeling his hand rest on your cheek. Inch by inch, he slid inside of your warm, wet mouth. “Fuck, Doll, yess.” Bucky choked out, his tip inching towards the back of your throat. You knew how to hold your gag reflex and Bucky gasped as he watched you take him all the way, your nose nuzzling against his pelvic bone.

Bucky’s hips pulled away, only to slide back in with more force. You moaned against him and he continued the movement, his hands resting on the back of your head. “Such a good Doll.” Bucky groaned, letting his head fall back and his eyes squeeze shut. Your head bobbed back and forth, your mouth sucking Bucky back in. You let Bucky fuck your mouth, the wet sounds making your pussy throb again.

You could hear Steve jerking himself off behind you and Bucky pulled your mouth away from him, a string of saliva connecting from your lips to his cock. Bucky inhaled deeply, watching your chest rise and fall as you caught your breath. “Captain, Sergeant, I want your cocks. Please.” You begged, the aching between your thighs becoming unbearable.

Steve chuckled deeply as Bucky helped you onto the bed. Steve pulled the scarf off of you and you blinked a few times. Steve’s cock was standing proudly and it was just begging for some action. You blushed and looked between the two, licking your lips. They were a heavy breathing mess, eyes blown with lust.

You bit your lip and looked down at the belt around your wrists. Bucky took the belt off and threw it to the side. “Who do you want first?” Steve asked you as you sat there on your knees. Bucky came up behind you, placing kisses to your shoulder. “I want both of you.” You whispered, nervously looking into Steve’s eyes.

His eyebrows raised and Bucky hummed behind you. “Double penetration. Such a dirty girl.” Steve whispered as you felt Bucky’s hands coming in front of you to grasp your breasts. You moaned and let your head rest against Bucky’s shoulder. His hand started moving down your torso as Steve was busy grabbing a bottle of lube Bucky had brought along with him just in case.

You felt Bucky’s hand cup your pussy and wiggle his hand against it. “I want your pussy.” Bucky growled, moving away from you before you could respond. You whined at the loss of contact but Bucky pulled your by your wrists to hover above him. “You’re such a pretty Doll.” Bucky said as he bit his lip, making you blush.

You turned to look at Steve and he was coating himself in lube. “Are you sure about this?” Steve asked, coming up behind you. You nodded and bit your lip, gently moving your hips back and forth. “Please, Captain.” You whimpered. Steve smirked and settled closer to you, his tip rubbing against your ass cheeks.

A shiver shot through you and you pushed back a tad, feeling his tip slowly start to push inside. You gasped and looked straight at Bucky, feeling the tip of his cock rub against your pussy. 

Slowly, they both entered you and you held your breath, your mouth hanging open. “Breathe, Y/N.” Bucky whispered, both of their cocks sliding further inside of each hole. You inhaled deeply, your eyebrows creasing and your eyelids drooping a tad. “Fuck, you’re so tight.” Steve growled, his hands gripping onto your hips.

Bucky shifted down lower, bending his knees to get a better angle. You felt them both twitch inside of you and you moaned at the feeling of being so full. “Oh, please move.” You begged the two men, hearing both of their heavy breaths. Steve’s lips were on your back, pressing soothing kisses as he started to slide in and out of your ass.

Bucky reached his hands to your face, pressing his lips against yours as he started to fuck your pussy, his cock stretching you just as much as Steve’s stretched your asshole. A string of grunts fell from Steve and you whimpered against Bucky’s mouth. 

Your heart was racing and your holes were throbbing, but it felt so amazing. You never thought you’d be in this situation, and you didn’t want it to end. But feeling their huge cocks both fucking you, you knew you wouldn’t last long. Neither would they.

Steve started to speed up, his cock sliding in as Bucky’s slid out. They kept a rhythm going and it made your head spin. Steve gripped onto your hair, jerking your head back as Bucky’s mouth attached itself to your breast, his hand grasping the other.

You squealed as they both slammed their cocks into you at the same time. “Fuck, it’s so deep!” You yelled, your body shivering with pleasure. The room was filled with skin slapping against skin, manly grunts, and your high pitched moans.

“Your pussy is so good. You’re such a good Doll for us, Y/N.” Steve growled from behind, his forehead resting against your back. You gasped as you felt one of their hands reach down to rub your clit, causing your pussy to clench. “Fuck!” Bucky yelled, his cock slamming into your pussy harder as Steve slapped your ass.

Bucky’s cock twitched inside of your pussy, his tip bumping against your g-spot full force. “You’re gonna make me cum.” You breathed, watching Bucky’s eyes roll into the back of his head. You leaned down and pressed your lips to his neck, licking a stripe up and back down. Both of your holes clenched around their cocks and they moaned simultaneously. “Fuck, fuck, fuck!” Bucky groaned, the veins in his neck popping.

Steve was breathing heavily and all it took was one thrust from each of them to send you into ecstasy. “Oh, Sergeant! Captain!” You cried out, your hands tugging on Bucky’s hair. 

They continued to slam into you, chasing their own release. “Oh god. Oh go-” Steve’s words were cut off by a loud, drawn-out moan, Bucky following right after.

You breathed heavily as you felt them fill you up with their hot cum. They were shaking above and beneath you, your holes throbbing around them as they rode out their orgasms. Your head fell onto Bucky’s sweaty chest and he was breathing rapidly. Steve pulled out of you, falling to your side.

You heard Steve chuckling and you lazily turned your head to face him, feeling Bucky slide out of your pussy. “I can’t believe it took us so long to do this.” Steve said, turning his head over to look at you. Bucky chuckled under you and you blushed. “Well, I know some of my kinks now.” You said softly, your cheeks hot.

Bucky rubbed your sides and you noticed his metal hand was now warm instead of cold. “You’re honestly so amazing.” Bucky breathed, his hands moving your hair out of your face. You reached your hand out for Steve and pulled him in for a kiss. Bucky watched with a smile on his face.

Steve hummed into the kiss and Bucky gripped your chin, your lips making a wet sound after you pulled away from Steve. Bucky’s lips met yours and Steve huffed beside you. “Such a selfish man. I get her pussy next.” Steve said with a small chuckle. You pulled away from Bucky and looked between the two.

“Wait, so this is gonna happen again?” You asked with wide eyes. Bucky laughed and you got off of him to sit in between the two. Bucky turned on his side, facing you. Steve did the same, both of their hands resting on your thighs. “If you want.” Steve whispered, placing a kiss to your arm.

You blushed again. “There’s a lot of kinks out there, Y/N.” Bucky said lowly, his tongue licking up your other arm. You bit your lip and smiled. “Well, who’s ready for round two?” You asked, hearing the two men chuckle.

“I am.”

Note: I’M SORRY IF THIS SUCKS, OMG. BUT WOW. .c

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ថ្ងៃមួយនាងខ្ញុំត្រូវទៅចូលរួមកម្មវិធីមង្គលការរបស់មិត្តភក្តិដែលប្ររព្វធ្វើឡើងនៅកោះពេជ្រ អាគារ K ខ្ញុំក៏បានពឹងអោយប្អូនប្រុសបើកឡានជូនទៅកាន់រោងការដើម្បីចូលរួមពិធី ។ បន្ទាប់ពីបានតែងខ្លួនរួចរាល់អស់ហើយ នាងខ្ញុំក៏បានទៅដល់រោងការដែលនៅទីនោះមានភ្ញៀវចូលរួមយ៉ាងច្រើនកុះករ ។​ទៅដល់ក្នុងរោងការអ្នកនាំភ្ញៀវបាននាំខ្ញុំទៅអង្គុយតុមួយដែលមានមនុស្សជិតពេញតុទៅហើយ ដើម្បីចូលរួមពិសារភោជនីយហារ ។ ស្រាប់តែចៃដន្យអីនៅតុនោះខ្ញុំបានស្គាល់មិត្តក្នុងហ្វេសប៊ុកម្នាក់ដែលតែងតែលេងជាមួយគ្នារាល់ថ្ងៃ តែពួកយើងមិនដែលបានជួបគ្នាខាងក្រៅទេ គាត់គឺពូទិវាខ្មែរ ដែលល្បីឈ្មោះថាជំនាញខាងរឿងផ្លូវភេទ ។ ប៉ុន្តែគាត់ហាក់ដូចជាមើលខ្ញុំមិនស្គាល់ទេ ខ្ញុំក៏បានទៅអង្គុយជិតគាត់មួយសន្ទុះទើបខ្ញុំនិយាយទៅកាន់គាត់..“អ្នកប្រុសតូច…!!” “បាទ….! ស្គាល់ខ្ញុំ?” គាត់ឆ្លើយទាំងស្រឡាំងកាំង “ចាស៎! ខ្ញុំហ្វ្រេនក្នុងហ្វេសប៊ុកណា មើលញ៉ុមអត់ស្គាល់មែន? ” ខ្ញុំតបទាំងញញឹម“អត់ស្គាល់មែននឹង…”“ខ្ញុំគឺនែ នែ នែ ….Ah Minh Kozii…”“អូម៉ាយហ្គត! នៅក្រៅស្អាតអស់ទាស់ មើលមិនស្គាល់អាលីង” គាត់ពិតជាសម្ដីព្រានមែនឡើងផ្អែមអាលួយE“មាត់ផ្អែមណាស់បងឯង បន្ទាប់ពីសំណេះសំណាលគ្នាចប់យើងក៏បានញ៉ាំអាហារយ៉ាងសប្បាយរីករាយ ។ ម្ហូបចេញម្ដងមួយមុខៗ អ្នកប្រុសតូចបានចាក់ស្រា Chivas អោយខ្ញុំផឹកលាយជាមួយនឹងកូកា មានអីរសជាតិផ្អែមៗស្រួលលេបតើ ដាច់មួយកែវចូលមួយកែវ រហូតភ្ញៀវនៅនឹងតុបានចេញម្ដងម្នាក់ៗជិតអស់ហើយដែរ មុខម្ហូបក៏ដល់ឈុតចុងក្រោយហើយដែរ ។ ខ្ញុំហាក់ដូចជាស្រវឹងហើយ ផ្អែមៗស្ពឹកមុខឆ្លុង វិលមុខតិចៗ នាងខ្ញុំក៏បានទាញទូរសព្ទចុចទៅហៅប្អូនប្រុសអោយវាមកទទួល ស្រាប់តែវាតបមកវិញថាជាប់រវល់ផឹកជាមួយពួកម៉ាកវាហើយ អោយជិះតាក់ស៊ីទៅវិញខ្លួនឯងទៅ Damn You!!! ។ អ្នកប្រុសតូចឃើញខ្ញុំនិយាយដូចខឹងសម្បារ គាត់ក៏បានសួរថាខ្ញុំកើតអី? ខ្ញុំក៏ប្រាប់ថាខឹងប្អូនហៅវាមកយក តែវាបែរជាទៅផឹកស្រវឹងមិនមកសោះ ។ គាត់ក៏បានលាន់មាត់ភ្លាមថា “ចាំបងជូនទៅផ្ទះ” ខ្ញុំនៅអេះអុញបន្តិចគាត់ក៏ប្រាប់ថា “មិនអីទេចាំបងជូនដល់ផ្ទះ កុំភ័យ” ខ្ញុំក៏សម្រេចចិត្តអោយគាត់ជូនទៅផ្ទះ ប៉ុន្តែមុននឹងចេញគាត់ក៏លើកកែវជល់បង្ហើយអស់ពីរបីកែវទៀត ដាច់ប៉ុន្មានកែវនេះហើយខ្ញុំហាក់ធ្ងន់ក្បាលដើរមិននឹង។ អ្នកប្រុសតូចក៏គ្រាហ៍ខ្ញុំទៅកាន់រថយន្តរបស់គាត់ ។ ចូលទៅដល់ក្នុងរថយន្តភ្លាមខ្ញុំកាច់កៅអីទម្រេតបន្តិចគេងស្ដាប់បទចម្រៀងបានពីរបីបទត្រូវម៉ាស៊ីនត្រជាក់ៗ ដោយសារតែអំណាចជាតិស្រវឹងផងនោះនាងខ្ញុំក៏លង់លក់បាត់ស្មារតីបាត់ទៅ ។ក្រោយពេលដែលដឹងខ្លួនឡើងវិញក្នុងសភាពមមើរមមាយ ខ្ញុំបើកភ្នែកបានព្រឹមៗមើលជុំវិញខ្លួនគឺក្នុងបន្ទប់ផ្ទះសំណាក់បាត់ទៅហើយ ចំណែកខ្លួនឯងវិញគឺអាក្រាតកាយទាំងអស់គ្មានអ្វីបិទបាំងឡើង មានតែរាងកាយបុរសម្នាក់កំពុងមុជងើបៗនៅចន្លោះភ្លៅនាងខ្ញុំ ។ ខ្ញុំប្រឹងបើកភ្នែកមើលអោយច្បាស់គឺអ្នកប្រុសតូចកំពុងតែចាត់ការលិទ្ធត្រង់ប្រឡោះភ្លៅនាងខ្ញុំ ធ្វើអោយនាងខ្ញុំស្រៀវស្រើបយ៉ាងខ្លាំង តែនៅតែខំតាំងស្មារតីនិយាយទៅកាន់គាត់ដោយសម្លេងតិចៗល្វើយៗ….បង កុំកុំ កុំធ្វើចឹងអី….តែគាត់ហាក់មិនរវល់នឹងខ្ញុំសោះគិតតែសម្រុកលិទ្ធខ្លាំងជាងមុន ធ្វើអោយនាងខ្ញុំហាក់ដូចជាទន់ដៃទន់ជើងគ្មានកម្លាំងប្រកែកតវ៉ាឡើយ ចង់ហារមាត់និយាយទៀតក៏និយាយលែងចេញប្ដូរមកវិញនូវសម្លេងថ្ងូរដង្ហក់ទៅវិញ…អាស ស៊ឺត អាស…បង…កុំ….ស៊ឺត…..អាស….នាងខ្ញុំនិយាយលែងចេញទៀតហើយ ព្រោះអារម្មណ៍តណ្ហាក្នុងខ្លួនវាបានមកគ្របដណ្ដប់ពេញរាងកាយអស់ទៅហើយ នាងខ្ញុំចាប់ផ្ដើមមានអារម្មណ៍ថាស្រួលខ្លាំងណាស់ ស្រៀវស្រើបហួសបរិយាយ ស្រួលរហូតនាងខ្ញុំហើបគូទឡើងផុតពីពូកទៅហើយ ។អ្នកប្រុសតូចពិតជាជំនាញខ្លាំងដូចការល្បីឈ្មោះមែន គាត់ពិតជាពូកែលិទ្ធខ្លាំងណាស់ អណ្ដាតស្ទាត់ជំនាញយ៉ាងខ្លាំង បានធ្វើអោយខ្ញុំដល់ឋានសួគ៌មិនដឹងជាប៉ុន្មានដងទៅហើយទេព្រោះតែនាងខ្ញុំដឹងថាមាត់ល្អាងខ្ញុំសើមជោកជាំយ៉ាងខ្លាំង ។ អណ្ដាតរបស់គាត់ប្រៀបដូចជាក្រដាសខាត់អញ្ចឹង…អ៊ូយ….អូសចុះឡើងគ្រលៀសរហ័សណាស់លាន់សូរផ្លែបៗ …ធ្វើត្រូវចំណុចល្អណាស់ គាត់ហាក់បីដូចជាដឹងថាខ្ញុំត្រូវការយ៉ាងណាអញ្ចឹង។ កំលាំងលិទ្ធគ្រលៀសចុះឡើងនៃអណ្ដាតរបស់អ្នកប្រុសតូចបានធ្វើអោយក្លែបទាំងពីររបស់ខ្ញុំញាក់ទ្រើតៗ រីឯរោមស្ដើងៗដែលដុះនៅលើទីទួលត្រីកោណ ត្រូវអណ្ដាតរបស់គាត់លិទ្ធគ្រលៀសស្ទើរតែរបូតអស់ក្លាយជាទួលក្បាលត្រងោលទៅហើយ ព្រោះគាត់លិទ្ធយ៉ាងខ្លាំងក្លា លិទ្ធយ៉ាងយូររហូតដល់ប្រឡាក់ទឹកមាត់សើមជោក លាយឡំជាមួយទឹករំអិលស្នេហ៍ដែលហូរហៀរចេញមកពីក្នុងល្អាងយ៉ាងជន់ជោរ ដែលពេលនោះនាងខ្ញុំបានដល់ឋានសួគ៌ជាន់ទី៧ទៅហើយ។

បន្ទាប់ពីអ្នកប្រុសតូចលិទ្ធក្លែបខ្ញុំឆ្អែតឆ្អន់ហើយ គាត់ក៏ចាប់ទាញអាវុធដ៏ធំមហិមារបស់គាត់ ស៊កចូលក្នុងខ្លួនរបស់ខ្ញុំរហូតកប់ដល់គល់។ ខ្ញុំស្រែកលាន់ពេញបន្ទប់ដោយក្ដីស្រៀវស្រើបខ្លាំងបំផុត បន្ទាប់មកគាត់ក៏ចាប់ផ្ដើមយោកត្រគាកបោកផ្ទប់ផ្លិបៗ។ នាងខ្ញុំមានអារម្មណ៍ថាអាវុធរបស់គាត់ពិតជារីកធំខ្លាំងណាស់ឡើងណែនក្ដន់ ខ្ញុំត្រូវហែកកន្ធែកជើងអោយទូលាយ និងធ្វើចលនាដោលត្រគាកជួយផងដែរ ធ្វើអោយនាងខ្ញុំស្រៀវស្រើបហើបគូទផុតពីគ្រែ។ គាត់បុកបែបនេះមួយសន្ទុះក៏បានបង្អង់ល្បឿនបន្តិច ហើយបបួលនាងខ្ញុំអោយលេងក្បាច់ថ្មីផ្សេងទៀត.. «តោះអូន! យើងលេងក្បាច់ថ្មីហី?»អ្នកប្រុសតូចសួរមកកាន់ខ្ញុំ«លេងក្បាច់អីទៅបង ?»«ក្បាច់អីក៏បានដែរ អូនចូលចិត្តក្បាច់អី?» «មិនដឹងទេ…មកសួរអីមនុស្សមិនដែលចេះក្បាច់ផង!»«អញ្ចឹងតោះលេងក្បាច់លុតជង្គង់…» និយាយចប់អ្នកប្រុសតូចក៏ចាប់ទាញរាងកាយខ្ញុំអោយលុតជង្គង់ នាងខ្ញុំងាកសម្លឹងមើលទៅក្រោយឃើញគាត់កំពុងលុតជង្គង់ពីក្រោយ យកដៃម្ខាងចាប់អាវុធដ៏ធំរឹងក្រញ៉ង់របស់គាត់មកតំរង់ចំមាត់រន្ធរបស់ខ្ញុំ រួចរុញបញ្ចូលទៅក្នុងរូងថ្នមៗ សន្សឹមៗ… គាត់បានលាន់មាត់ថា…”អូហូ! ពិតជាសើមល្អមែន…អាហ្នឹងដែលបងចូលចិត្ត បែបនឹងទើបបុកស្រួល!” ភ្លាមនោះគាត់ក៏រុញអាវុធចូលផ្ដាច់ព្រ័ត្រភ្លិបលិចកប់ដល់គល់។ ខ្ញុំមានអារម្មណ៍ថាអាវុធរបស់គាត់វែកផ្លូវសំរុកចូលក្នុងរន្ធកាមទេពរបស់ខ្ញុំយ៉ាងលឿន ធ្វើអោយនាងខ្ញុំស្រៀវស្រើបយ៉ាងចម្លែក។ បន្ទាប់មកគាត់ក៏យកដៃទាំងពីរចាប់ត្រគាករបស់ខ្ញុំ រួចយោកត្រគាករបស់គាត់បោកផ្ទប់ចេញចូលយ៉ាងរន្ថើន ផ្លាប់ៗៗ។ ខ្ញុំស្រៀវស្រើបទន់ដៃទន់ជើង គ្រវីក្បាលឡើងបែកសក់សំពោង ខំប្រឹងរែងត្រគាកទប់ទៅវិញ រួមជាមួយនឹងសម្លេងស្រែកថ្ងូររហ៊ឹសឥតឈប់ឈរ។

ពីដំបូងៗគាត់ធ្វើចលនាត្រគាកមួយៗ ដើម្បីអោយអាវុធរបស់គាត់ធ្វើចលនាសំរុកចូល ដកចេញយឺតៗយ៉ាងត្រជាក់ចិត្ត តែបន្តិចក្រោយមកគាត់ចាប់ផ្ដើមចង្វាក់វាយលុកកាន់តែញាប់ៗខ្លាំងៗ ឡើងជាលំដាប់ រហូតចុងក្រោយក៏ញាប់ខ្លាំងៗរហូតលាន់សូរផ្លាប់ឥតដាច់សូរ…។ «អ៊ឹស អាស….ហ៊ឹស ហ៊ឹស….! បង! កុំខ្លាំងពេក…អាស អាស»ខ្ញុំញ័រង្គើរអស់សព្វទាំងរាងកាយ ធ្វើអោយខ្ញុំបានជួបឋានសួគ៌៧ជាន់ជាថ្មីទៀតហើយ ខ្ញុំមិនចាំថាប៉ុន្មានដងហើយទេ ក្លែបរបស់ខ្ញុំចាប់ផ្ដើមញាក់ខ្ជិបខ្ចួចស្រូបបឺតអាវុធអ្នកប្រុសតូច កញ្ជ្រោលបាញ់ចេញទឹកអម្រិតឡើងសើមរងើម។ នៅទីបំផុតខ្ញុំចាប់ផ្ដើមទន់ដៃទន់ជើងដេកក្រាបទៅលើគ្រែ ព្រោះទ្រាំទ្រ តទៅទៀតលែងបាន។ ចំណែកអ្នកប្រុសតូចនៅតែធ្វើចលនាវាយលុក ស៊ុតបញ្ចូលទីពីក្រោយឥតឈប់ឈរ រហូតចុងក្រោយគាត់ក៏បានដកអាវុធធំរបស់គាត់ចេញមកបាញ់ទឹកពេញខ្នងរបស់ខ្ញុំយ៉ាងជោកជាំ ។ រួចហើយគាត់ក៏បានយកកន្សែងពោះគោមកជូតសម្អាតអោយខ្ញុំវិញ តែខ្ញុំហាក់នៅទន់ខ្លួនងើបមិនទាន់រួចក៏លង់លក់បាត់ម្ដងទៀត ។ គេងបានមួយសន្ទុះនាងខ្ញុំហាក់មានអារម្មណ៍ថាមានរបស់អ្វីកំពុងតែបុករុកក្នុងរូងសម្ងាត់ទៀតហើយ អារម្មណ៍ស្រួលក៏ចេះតែកើតមានជាបន្តបន្ទាប់ ពេលដែលនាងខ្ញុំបើកភ្នែកគឺអ្នកប្រុសតូចកំពុងតែបើកយុទ្ធនាការវាយលុកជាថ្មីទៀតហើយ…ពុទ្ធោរស្រួលខ្លាំងណាស់….ពេលផឹកស្រវឹងទើបដឹងស្រួលខ្លាំងជាងគេ .mp3ក្រោយពីបញ្ចប់ឆាកប្រយុទ្ធលើកទី២ហើយ នាងខ្ញុំហាក់ដូចជាស្វាងស្មារតីឡើងវិញ ទៅងូតទឹកសម្អាតកាយរួចទើបអោយអ្នកប្រុសតូចជូនទៅផ្ទះ ។ នាងខ្ញុំពិតជាមិនដាច់អាល័យពីគាត់សោះ ចង់តែនៅគេងជាមួយគាត់អោយគាត់ផ្ដល់ភាពស្រណុកសុខស្រួលបែបនេះទល់ភ្លឺ ។ អ្នកប្រុសតូចពិតជាពូកែទាំងអក្សរសាស្ត្រនិងវិជ្ជាគុនមែន ស្រួលខ្លាំងណាស់លោកអើយ….៕

[1980vibes]

Little things that help moods

getting enough sunshine

short walks with your favourite music 

 don’t stay up until 3am 

 get off tumblr/social media if it’s unhealthy 

don’t stay in bed the whole day

 plan out your day 

 listen to music

change your clothes 

 set yourself small goals 

 say yes to fun events 

drink water, it takes 5 seconds 

talk to a close friend

you’re not unwanted or hopeless, also you deserve love so be nice to yourself 

[asian1percent]

IG: arvin_yucai - Asian 1%

[poems-and-word]

“All these thoughts in my head aren’t my own.”

— Alanis Morissette, Tapes (via music-and-quotes)