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𝐋𝐈𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐑𝐘𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓.      a multimuse of various mediums, enthralled by N ( prev jinmeibo ).   idk why my blog keeps getting flagged but i'm hoping it'll be resolved soon.     

carrd.     interest checker.     rules.     characters.     thread tracker.

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𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃 !   @librarywent   @librarywent   @librarywent

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𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃 !   @librarywent   @librarywent   @librarywent

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𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃 !   @librarywent   @librarywent   @librarywent

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𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃 !   @librarywent   @librarywent   @librarywent

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i really don’t want to ( esp since i’ve gotten some new followers recently ) but it’s been over two weeks and the hellsite staff still aren’t doing anything, so I think i’m going to have to remake one final time 😒

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@staff​ please uncensor me <3

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@staff :))))))

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𝑺𝑬𝑨𝑳𝑬𝑫 𝑾𝑰𝑻𝑯 𝑨 𝑳𝑬𝑨𝑫 𝑲𝑰𝑺𝑺 .    (   sentence  starters  originating  from  season  one  of  syfy’s  ‘ wynonna earp ’  .   adjust  pronouns  as  necessary ,  heavy  warning  for  mature  themes !   )

❛  don’t  go  out  there .  ❜ ❛  pretty  AND  smart .  we’re  gonna  get  along  just  fine .  ❜ ❛  if  you  hurt  her  i’ll  kill  you !  ❜ ❛  what  are  you  doing  here ?  ❜ ❛  you’re  late .  as  usual .  ❜ ❛  you’re  in  this  with  me  now ,  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  no  one  else  is  gonna  save  you .  ❜ ❛  why  don’t  you  slip  into  something  more  comfy ,  huh ?  like  a  COMA !  ❜ ❛  i’m  gonna  put  you  in  the  ground  like  it’s  my  job .  ❜ ❛  you’re  following  me ?  ❜ ❛  i  noticed  you  already  ‘ borrowed ’  all of my whiskey .  ❜ ❛  you’re  supposed  to  be  normal  -  you’re  supposed  to  be  SAFE !  ❜ ❛  of  all  the  things  i’ve  ever  wanted  to  call  you ?  you’re  such  a  coward .  ❜ ❛  wanna  know  how  batshit  i  am ?  nobody  shoots  my  family  but  me .  ❜ ❛  you  stupid ,  crazy  bitch .  ❜ ❛  you’re  really  staying ,  this  time ,  aren’t  you ?  ❜ ❛  this  is  BLACKMAIL ,  you  dick !  ❜ ❛  how  dare  you !  ❜ ❛  you  owe  me  dinner .  i’ll  settle  for  tacos !    ❜ ❛  it  seems  i  have  settled  among  a  commune  of  artists .  ❜ ❛  how  about  smiling ,  huh ?  you  ever  do  that ?  ❜ ❛  well ,  i  like  attention .  i  always  have .  ❜ ❛  you  ain’t  one  of  us . ❜ ❛  i’ve  been  meaning  to  introduce  myself ,  i’m  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  when  i  see  something  i  like ,  i  don’t  wanna  wait . ❜ ❛  good  thing  you’re  not  some  guy ,  right ,  or  this  would  be  really ,  really  awkward  …  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  have  to  be  nice  to  everybody . ❜ ❛  i  would  remember  a  face  like  yours . ❜ ❛  i’m  an  excellent  judge  of  character .  ❜ ❛  you’re  so  not  my  type .  ❜ ❛  darlin’ ,  i’m  everybody’s  type . ❜ ❛  the  dead  don’t  get  a  vote . ❜ ❛  pfft ,  rookie  mistake .  ❜ ❛  god ,  that’s  super  weird  -  what’s  going  on ?  ❜ ❛  you  need  to  hide .  ❜ ❛  run !  i’ll  hold  them  off . ❜ ❛  i  am  sorry ,  [ name ] ,  but  it’s  you  or  me . ❜ ❛  you’re  a  good  man !  you’ve  got  a  code ! ❜ ❛  you  don’t  wanna  do  this !  ❜ ❛  you  have  no  idea  what  i  want .  ❜ ❛  buy  me  a  round ,  [ name ] ?  ❜ ❛  seems  like  you’re  just  my  type .  ❜ ❛  we  can’t  all  settle  down  with  our  high-school  sweethearts .  ❜ ❛  welcome  to  team  ‘ shut  up  and  do  what  he  says ’ .  sometimes ,  we  get  donuts . ❜ ❛  you  should  be  doing  this .  you  were  meant  to .  ❜ ❛  deal  with  that  …  or i will .  ❜ ❛  we  didn’t  trust  each  other  …  and  now  look  what  i’ve  done .  ❜ ❛  you  do  not  know  what  i  am .  ❜ ❛  you’re  supposed  to  be  a  hero .  ❜ ❛  pull  your  head  out  of  the  past .  ❜ ❛  the  hell  took  you  so  long ?  ❜ ❛  this  is  what  our  victories  might  have  to  look  like .  ❜ ❛  with  all  the  shit  i’ve  done  in  my  life  …  working  with  you ?  i  don’t  think  i  can  look  in  the  mirror .  ❜ ❛  look ,  if  you’re  about  to  propose  a  threesome ,  i’m  tired  &  i  haven’t  shaved  my  legs .  ❜ ❛  this  just  doesn’t  make  sense  to  me .  ❜ ❛  goddamn ,  it’s  you .  ❜ ❛  the  problem  with  this  criminal  thing ,  is  it’s  kinda  fun .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  live  like  this ,  not  anymore .  ❜ ❛  don’t  get  your  hopes  up ,  we  don’t  know  what  we’re  gonna  find .  ❜ ❛  it  wasn’t  my  idea  to  do  this .  ❜ ❛  this  is  the  only  way  to  sanctuary .  ❜ ❛  you  just  could  never  help  yourself .  ❜ ❛  vengeance  is  hollow ,  [ name ] .  it  isn’t  worth  a  thing .  ❜ ❛  you’re  not  a  monster .  ❜ ❛  i  need  rules .  a  code .  otherwise  i’ll  end  up  just  like  you .  ❜ ❛  stop  kidding  yourself ,  [ name ] ,  you  are  exactly  like  me .  ❜ ❛  i  sympathize  with  your  predicament .  ❜ ❛  leave  if  you  want .   go  get  …  dead .  ❜ ❛  only  one  death  scares  me ,  &  it  didn’t  take .  ❜ ❛  ugh ,  ever  heard  of  manscaping ?  ❜ ❛  come  on ,  he  is  just  …  so  beneath  you .  ❜ ❛  what’s  up ,  [ name ] ?  i  never  see  you .  ❜ ❛  i’m  the  one  with  the  vendetta ,  why  are  you  gunning  so  hard ?  ❜ ❛  we ?  there’s  no  ‘ we ’ .  ❜ ❛  why  should  i  help  you ?  ❜ ❛  you  think  an  $8  bottle  of  pinot  will  make  me  listen ?  ❜ ❛  i  never  liked  you ,  you  know ?  ❜ ❛  am  i  in  danger ?  ❜ ❛  back  then ,  you  lived  &  died  by  what  the  seasons  gave  you .  ❜ ❛  shut  up  and  help  me .  ❜ ❛  can’t  we  just  enjoy  the  moment  for  once ?  ❜ ❛  [ name ] ,  now  is  not  a  good  time .  ❜ ❛  happiness  is  a  myth .  ❜ ❛  would  you  like  some  company ?  ❜ ❛  it’s  gonna  be  a  long  night ,   might  as  well  make  it  fun .  ❜ ❛  you’ve  done  your  worst .  ❜ ❛  how  many  tiny  pillows  does  one  girl  need ?  ❜ ❛  hold  on  a  second ,  i  want  to  record  this  so  i  can  replay  it  to  you  when  you’re  being  a  dick .  ❜ ❛  you  being  here  is  definitely  not  selling  ‘normal’ .  ❜ ❛  there’s  been  a  change  of  plans ,  i  need  to  go  away  for  awhile .  ❜ ❛  this  is  supremely  cryptic ,  even  for  you .  ❜ ❛  say  ‘pomegranate’  if  someone’s  got  a  gun  on  you .  ❜ ❛  this  doesn’t  seem  healthy ,  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  really  care  where  we  are ,  as  long  as  we’re  all  together .  ❜ ❛  are  you  sure  you’re  okay ?  ❜ ❛  don’t  be  cross ,  i’ve  got  wood .  ❜ ❛  your  ass  is  like  …  top  shelf .  ❜ ❛  dude ,  you’re  like  a  walking  bumper  sticker .  ❜ ❛  is  this  strip  poker ?  i’m  not  shy …  ❜ ❛  this  kind  of  wound  won’t  heal ,  i’m  dead  already .  ❜ ❛  you  save  your  vendetta  for  another  night .  ❜ ❛  you  suck  at  your  job .  ❜ ❛  don’t  shoot  me ,  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  honestly ,  [ name ] ,  you’ve  gotten  so  weird .  ❜ ❛  that  is  NOT  sexy !  ❜ ❛  nobody  keeps  booze  in  here ,  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  i  think  somebody’s  trying  to  scare  you  …  toy  with  you .  why ?!  ❜ ❛  you  of  all  people  should  know  better  than  to  try  and  make  me  question  my  sanity .  ❜ ❛  what  do  you  MEAN  you  killed  a  stripper ?  ❜ ❛  in  my  experience ,  dynamite  solves  all  manner  of  problems .  ❜ ❛  haven’t  you  read  a  romance  novel  lately ?  heroes  always  win .  ❜ ❛  oh ,  you  want  to  be  a  hero ?  ❜ ❛  wanna  tell  me  what  that  was  about ?  ❜ ❛  that  was  really  brave .  stupid ,  but  brave .  ❜ ❛  i  have  something  i  need  to  say .  ❜ ❛  i’m  starting  to  think  sanity’s  overrated .  ❜ ❛  i  understand  if  you  hate  me .  ❜ ❛  you’re  always ,  ALWAYS  lying .  ❜ ❛  we  should  get  some  breakfast ,  i  could  murder  a  stack  of  pancakes .  ❜ ❛  you  should  know  by  now ,  i’m  not  most  people .  ❜ ❛  well ,  you  learn  something  new  every  day .  ❜ ❛  hey ,  no ,  you’re  okay .  lay  back .  ❜ ❛  [ name ] ,  i  need  you  to  listen  to  me .  ❜ ❛  okay ,  [ name ] ,  we’re  in  serious  shit  here .  ❜ ❛  park  your  daddy  issues .  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  like  you ,  [ name ] .  i’m  not  brave .  ❜ ❛  what  was  the  last  thing  you  saw ?  ❜ ❛  close  your  eyes ,  take  a  deep  breath  in .  ❜ ❛  look  at  who  the  cat  dragged  in .  ❜ ❛  cut  the  bullshit .  i  know  who  you  are .  ❜ ❛  you  use  humor  as  a  form  of  self - defense .  ❜ ❛  answer  my  questions  without  any  more  guff .  ❜ ❛  what  is  it  with  psycho’s  and  talking  in  the  third  person ?  ❜ ❛  you’re  not  really  in  the  position  to  do  any  bargaining ,  are  you ?  ❜ ❛  you  do  look  like  you  can  handle  yourself .  ❜ ❛  you  want  my  help ?  you  need  to  earn  it .  ❜ ❛  i  guess  [ name ]  wants  you  alive  for  something .  ❜ ❛  we  should  make  it  look  real .  ❜ ❛  you  know  how  to  make  someone  show  you  where  something  precious  is  hidden ?  set  fire  to  their  house .  it’s  the  first  thing  they  go  for .  ❜ ❛  don’t  be  irrational ,  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  you  served  your  purpose ,  and  now  you  are  released .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  had  a  lot  of  names ,  but  you  can  call  me  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  you  weren’t  leaving  without  me ,  were  you ?  ❜ ❛  never  touch  my  stuff .  ❜ ❛  you’re  the  sickest  puppy  in  the  litter .  ❜ ❛  you  were  dead  …  and  now  you  are  not .  ❜ ❛  oh ,  aren’t  you  the  master  of  deception ?  ❜ ❛  let’s  not  kid  ourselves ,  you’re  not  going  to  survive  this .  ❜ ❛  [ name ] ,  i  always  hoped  that  i  would  have  this  pleasure .  ❜ ❛  if  you  stand  for  nothing ,  you  are  sure  to  fall .  ❜ ❛  you  do  what  you  do  best ,  [ name ] ,  you  fight .  ❜ ❛  you’re  just  like  me .  you’re  broken .  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  lonesome ,  i  just  prefer  to  hunt  alone .  ❜ ❛  you  have  to  let  go  sometime ,  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  you  continue  to  disappoint  me .  ❜ ❛  let  me  make  it  up  to  you .  ❜ ❛  i  thought  i’d  feel  different .  i  thought  i’d  look  different .  ❜ ❛  you  release  the  rage ,  you  might  find  there’s  nothing  left .  ❜ ❛  woah ,  wow ,  this  is  not  what  i  expected  the  cat  to  drag  in .  ❜ ❛  for  the  first  time  in  ages ,  i  woke  up  and  knew  exactly  what  i  needed  to  do .  ❜ ❛  you  can  try ,  but  i  dare  you  to  cockblock  the  drive  i  woke  up  with  this  morning .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  sleep  when  i’m  dead .  ❜ ❛  you’re  not  alone ,   [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  just  once  i  want  you  to  say  it .  that  you  care  about  me .  ❜ ❛  someone  woke  up  on  the  wrong  side  of  the  bed .  ❜ ❛  why  do  i  even  get  out  of  bed ?  ❜ ❛  i  lost  you  once ,  i  won’t  let  that  happen  again .  ❜ ❛  [ name ] ,  you  are  shakin’  like  a  leaf .  ❜ ❛  jesus ,  listen  to  me .  maybe  i  am  crazy .  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  sure  this  is  the  best  idea .  ❜ ❛  you’re  the  one  who  told  me  i  should  blow  off  steam .  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  crazy ,  right ?  there’s  something  going  on  here .  ❜ ❛  you’re  making  fun  of  me  …  ❜ ❛  get  in  the  car .  ❜ ❛  could  everybody  just  stand  still  for  one  freakin’  minute ?!  ❜ ❛  it’s  gonna  be  okay .  ❜ ❛  i  just  screamed  at  you ,  you  shouldn’t  be  nice  to  me .  ❜ ❛  we’re  not  dating .  ❜ ❛  i  would  never  ask  you  to  be  someone  you’re  not .  ❜ ❛  yeah ,  sure ,  [ name ] ,  whatever  you  want .  ❜ ❛  [ name ] ,  what  kind  of  a  mess  have  you  got  yourself  into  now ?  ❜ ❛  if  you  shoot ,  this  all  goes  to  shit .  ❜ ❛  your  poker  face  is  pitiful .  ❜ ❛  sorry ,  no  speak  evil .  ❜ ❛  who  won’t  you  make  a  deal  with ,  huh ?  ❜ ❛  you  can  judge  me  all  you  want .  what  do  i  care  for  some  broken  woman’s  opinion  of  my  character ?  ❜ ❛  you  can  talk  all  you  want .  they’ll  be  your  last  words ,  anyways .  ❜ ❛  this  whole  time  you’ve  thought  this  was  personal .  ❜ ❛  you  shut  your  lying  mouth .  ❜ ❛  what  happened  to  being  friends ?  ❜ ❛  it’s  not  so  easy  to  be  brazen  when  the  thing  that  you  want ,  that  scares  you  to  death ,  is  sitting  right  in  front  of  you .  ❜ ❛  i  scare  you ?  ❜ ❛  when  i  think  about  what  i  wanna  do  most  in  this  world ,  it’s  you .  ❜ ❛  jump  in  anytime ,  [ name ] ,  because  i  really  don’t  know  how  to  do  this .  ❜ ❛  maybe  you  should  make  me .  ❜ ❛  i  owe  you  a  heap  of  thanks .  and  my  life .  ❜ ❛  can  i  at  least  buy  you  a  drink ?  ❜ ❛  aw ,  [ name ] ,  you  really  do  care .  ❜ ❛  it’s  worth  dying  to  see  the  look  on  your  face .  ❜ ❛  men  are  all  the  same .  even  the  demonic  ones .  ❜ ❛  [ name ] ,  calm  your  tits .  have  a  drink .  ❜ ❛  do  me  a  goddamn  favor  and  refrain  from  mentioning  that  name .  ❜ ❛  i  think  you  would  be  very  pretty  in  blue .  ❜ ❛  everybody  knows .  about  us .  the  sex .  ❜ ❛  you  tracked  me ?  ❜ ❛  what  are  you  doing  here ,  [ name ] ?  ❜ ❛  if  you’re  keeping  things  from  me ,  IMPORTANT  things  …  ❜ ❛  don’t  get  all  hard  &  forget  that  you’re  human .  ❜ ❛  sun’s  starting  to  go  down ,  we  should  head  back .  ❜ ❛  i  feel  a  real  connection  with  you ,  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  i  do  hate  goodbyes .  ❜ ❛  look ,  we  need  you ,  okay ?  ❜ ❛  can’t  you  at  least  try ?  ❜ ❛  we  can’t  tell  anyone .  not  until  we  know  for  sure .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  want  to  be  rude ,  but  i  don’t  know  any  of  you  …  or  what’s  happening .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  drink .  ❜ ❛  what  kind  of  people  give  a  kid  a  switchblade ?  ❜ ❛  this  is  your  home ,  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  how  can  you  think  this  is  funny ?  ❜ ❛  i’ve  been  crazy ,  didn’t  care  for  it .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  been  told  i  have  character .  ❜ ❛  are  you  scared  of  me ?  ❜ ❛  i  need  to  start  drinking  less  …  or  much ,  much  more .  ❜ ❛  how  in  the  hell  did  you  get  this ?  ❜ ❛  i  lost  control .  i  was  angry  at  everything  …  at  everyone .  ❜ ❛  you  promised  to  never  tell  anyone  that .  ❜ ❛  it’s  always  been  you  and  i .  ❜ ❛  it  can  be  like  it  always  was  …  and  different ,  too .  in  all  the  right  ways .  ❜ ❛  you’re  not  alone  anymore .  ❜ ❛  i  think  i  got  a  little  bit  shot  …  ❜ ❛  i  need  you  to  tell  me  everything  you  know  about  [ name ] .  ❜ ❛  i  thought  i  was  doing  what  you  asked !  ❜ ❛  whatever  you’ve  got  planned ,  i’m  game .  ❜ ❛  now  there’s  a  sight  for  sore  eyes .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  wanna  hurt  you .  ❜ ❛  why  aren’t  you  more  freaked  out ?  ❜ ❛  if  there’s  one  thing  i’ve  learned  this  year ,  it’s  that  ‘good’  is  a  moving  target .  ❜ ❛  what  are  you  gonna  do  about  it ?  tell  on  me ?  ❜ ❛  who  the  hell  are  you ?  ❜ ❛  you  took  it  from  me ?  ❜ ❛  nobody’s  getting  hurt  on  my  watch .  ❜ ❛  when  are  you  gonna  take  responsibility  for  all  that  you’ve  done ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  running  out  of  goddamn  time .  ❜ ❛  this  isn’t  over .  i’m  coming  for  you .  ❜ ❛  now  you  know  how  it  feels  when  people  take  your  things .  ❜ ❛  i  know  that  you’re  scared ,  so  am  i .  ❜ ❛  are  you  sure  you’re  up  for  this ?  ❜ ❛  you  might  want  to  stand  back .  ❜ ❛  you  went  wrong .  ❜ ❛  this  one’s  gonna  hurt .  ❜ ❛  i’m  ready  for  anything .  ❜

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𝐔𝐍𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐃.    @youngestdcg

     “Whew,” Will exhales, a large gust of warm breath leaving his nostrils. “According to AstrologySeason.com, our zodiac signs are friendship-compatible.” A toothy grin stretches upon his expression, revealing the man’s ( insecure, and thus, rarely-seen ) crooked smile.       “I was worried I was gonna have to ghost you.” He murmured sarcastically, giving the other an affectionate and gentle punch to the shoulder. 

[librarywent-a]

𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐄:  𝐙𝐒𝐀𝐒𝐙, 𝐕𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐎𝐑.

𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒

Previously written on @zsqsz​.

Mainly Gotham based, ( with a few influences from DCEU, Arkham games, Nolan, etc ).

Subjects such as violence, death / murder, self-harm, and suicide will be present. 

𝐁𝐈𝐎𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐇𝐘      Raised by a cold father, he didn’t enjoy being home — after his mother took her life due to her untreated depression when Victor was twelve, his father mirrored that of a sergeant. Raised in a household of apathy and gloom, Victor realized as a teenager that he didn’t feel. At least, not like he was supposed to. Not like normal people. Hardly ever could he recall grief; even when his mother passed, the teenager felt more of an annoyance than anything else. He never understood love, or the point of creating relationships with others. He didn’t expect anything from others, and became self-serving himself.       He rebelled against his father carelessly, often not returning to the home for days at a time. He starting regularly partying and going to clubs by the time he graduated high school. One of his acquaintances let him shoot their gun when he was 20; It was euphoric, the feeling of a gun in his hands, the delicate balance of life and death swaying in any which way Victor pleased. Almost immediately, he started learning how to wield a number of firearms. Once confidence in his skills, he begins killing as a hired-assassin [ tbd drabble about first murder ] — ritually carving a tally-mark into his skin for every life he takes.       Not far along in the process of making a name for himself, Victor is able to align himself with Don Carmine Falcone, the then-ruler of Gotham’s underworld. Swiftly upon meeting, Zsasz developed a deep loyalty to the gangster. Victor respected the man, and learned a great deal of lessons from him. He is one of the few people in his life whom Victor ever felt anything ( positive ) towards. It did not take long for Gothamites to associate Zsasz and Carmine with each other; the assassin was the man’s go-to, and anyone Victor was sent to take care of was never heard from again.       Victor is saddened once Falcone retires, and continues to stay connected to the crime family. In the meantime, the hitman begins working under Oswald Cobblepot. He is content working for the Penguin, though he preferred Carmine’s instruction. However, his allegiance to Cobblepot was soon tarnished — devastated after the assassination of Carmine Falcone, Victor betrayed Cobblepot in order to aid the don’s daughter, Sofia, in her own schemes to snatch the crown-title.      Outside of his jobs with Falcone, and occasionally Cobblepot, Zsasz is known the stay rather neutral — or rather, equally antagonistic — in squabbles among the underworld turf wars. After the loss of his mentor, he decides not to devote himself to anyone else, and continues taking jobs rather indiscriminately. 

𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐒 [tbd]

𝐃𝐎𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐄𝐑 Name: Victor Zsasz.  Other names: Vic, Mr. Zsasz. Age: 30. Religion: Atheist. Gender: Male, he/him. Family: N/A.  Affiliation: Falcone Gang, Cobblepot Gang. Occupation: Assassin.  Strengths: Charismatic, calm, intelligent, quick and agile, good under pressure.  Weaknesses: Apathetic, cruel, insensitive, distant. Equipment: He tends to wear a dark, button up shirt, occasionally with a tie. Additionally, he wears a black fitted jacket, dark leather gloves, dress shoes, and of course, his holsters. He carries an array of weapons, ( such as: handguns, assault rifles, sniper rifles, and rocket launchers, ) hand-chosen for each job. He almost always carries on him two pistols.  Orientation: Fruity Pansexual.  Zodiac: Gemini ( May 28th ).  Alignment: Chaotic neutral.  MBTI: ESTJ, the Executive. Enneagram: [tbd]

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𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋.    @youngestdcg

    “C-can I, er, s-stay on your couch tonight?” Shivers Will, at her door in the middle of the night. It happened again — he had left his house while sleepwalking again. Wearing only a t-shirt ( drenched in sweat ) and some boxers, he was surprised the cold November night did not gift him pneumonia.      He didn’t trust himself to not do something stupid, while entangled in the nightmares that trapped him — a stag with his horns barred, there was only so much room left for Will to back up. It was only so long until the teacup would shatter.       So, promptly, he got properly dressed before heading to Iren’s place; it was the first place he could think of where he might feel safe enough to sleep without accidentally hurting himself ( or others ) in the night. Plus, an extra set of ears — and Ottie’s diligence, of course — would help wake him if he did begin wandering alongside slumber once more.       Midnight locks, crowned with a light layer of snow, shook as Will trembled. “J-just for tonight.” 

[librarywent-a]

things no one needed but i made anyways: the ages i write

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𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐄:  𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍, 𝐋𝐔𝐊𝐄

𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒

Previously featured on @lamnt​. 

Luke’s trauma and drug addiction are central to his character, and will be present in most — if not all — threads. Similarly, conversations surrounding suicide and death with be present. 

𝐁𝐈𝐎𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐇𝐘      Born 90 seconds her senior, Luke is the twin sister of Eleanor “Nellie” Crain, and the second-youngest child of five. In the summer of 1992, when he was six years old, he and his family moved to Hill House. It was there where he would forever be changed. His time spent at Hill House was frightening; however, his innocence was truly lost when, on that night, he was awoken in the dark of night by his father, and rushed to the family car without explanation. After filling the vehicle with crying children, his father, Hugh, drove away from Hill House, hoping to never come back — Oh, how naive he was.       The kids were sent to stay with an aunt, and were only eventually informed that their mother had killed herself. They children stayed with their aunt for a significant amount of time, and Luke’s relationship with his father strained.      A quiet, scared kid, Luke tried his best to keep his head down and stay out of trouble. A known loner, in his senior year of high school the teenager hesitantly attended a party hosted by some of his classmates. There, Luke was exposed to a number of substances, and began experimenting. He made connections with a number of other young people attempting to use drugs and alcohols to drown their demons, and the rest was history. A year or two later, he first started using heroin. His adult life is spent in and out of addiction treatment centers. He has a shaky relationship with his siblings, save for Nellie, who he’s extremely close to — that is, until he is told she, like their mother before her, had killed herself. But Luke refuses to believe it, he knows it’s the work of the poltergeists that continue to haunt him and his family. 

𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐒 [tbd]

𝐃𝐎𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐄𝐑 Name: Lucas “Luke” Daniel Crain. Age: Thirty-two. Religion: Agnostic. Gender: Male, he / him. Family: Hugh Crain ( father; deceased ), Olivia Crain ( mother ; deceased ), Eleanor Crain ( twin sister; deceased ), Theo Crain ( sister ), Steven Crain ( brother ), Shirley Harris ( sister ).  Occupation: Staying clean — He tends to work odd jobs, ( such as a janitor, gas station worker, etc. ).  He has a hard time holding down a job.  Strengths: Empathetic, compassionate, loyal, trusting.  Weaknesses: Fearful, emotional, naive, delusional ( regularly hallucinates due to PTSD and years of drug use ) Orientation: Questioning.  Zodiac: Pisces ( February 21, 1986 ).  Alignment: Neutral / chaotic good. MBTI: INFP, the Mediator. Enneagram: [tbd]

[lizkeen]

INTIMIDATION AND VIOLENT RP PROMPTS. ( A collection of action based roleplay prompts. Feel free to add information if you wish. )

Send a symbol for the action and/or send a // for reverse

🤲🏻 or ‘firm’ // sender grabs receivers chin firmly

🔪 🔙 or ‘knife behind’ // sender presses a knife on receivers’ throat from behind

🔪 🔜 or 'knife front’ // sender presses a knife on receivers’ throat from front

🧱 or 'wall’ // sender backs receiver up against a wall

🔗 or 'kidnap’ // sender kidnaps receiver ( feel free to specify details )

👐 or 'choking’ // sender wraps their hands around receivers’ throat

💥or 'smack’ // sender smacks receiver in the face

🩸or 'bleed’ // sender makes receiver bleed ( feel free to specify where )

🤕 or 'knockout’ // sender knocks receiver’s head against the wall

🦴or 'bone’ // sender breaks one of receiver’s bone ( feel free to specify which bone )

🚬 or 'burn’ // sender burns receiver ( feel free to specify details )

🔫 or 'gun’ // sender points a gun at receiver’s head

⛓ or 'handcuffs’ // sender handcuffs receiver ( feel free to specify details )

🪓 or 'weapon’ // sender corners receiver with a weapon

🔧or 'gunpoint’ // sender holds receiver at gunpoint

🗑 or 'murder’ // sender attempts to murder receiver

✂️ or 'cut’ // sender cuts receiver ( feel free to specify details )

🧤 or 'yank’ // sender grabs receivers hair and yanks them over the floor

💊 or 'drug’ // sender sedates receiver ( feel free to specify ex. for a kidnapping, torture, etc. )

➰ or 'restraint’ // sender restrains receiver with ropes

💧or 'water’ // sender waterboards receiver

💪or 'arm’ // sender forces receiver’s arm behind their back

🔥or 'fire’ // sender puts cigarette out on receiver’s body

🪖 or 'tackle’ // sender tackles receiver on the ground

🚅 or 'shoot’ // sender non-fatally shoots receiver

[librarywent-a]

     “It’s practically your moral obligation to steal from big businesses that exploit their workers and then don’t give enough of a shit to even pay them a living wage.” Thief nods in agreement.

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𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋.    @babydxhl

    “I’m surprised they let you in here.” Selina speaks up, traversing the shitty EDM music that filled the club, before umber eyes fall unto the blonde. “Though, they let me in, and I’m actually underage.” A slight pause, as feline falls into a smirk. “Buy me a drink then?” 

[librarywent-a]

𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋.    @stovmborn

     “Hush, hush; sweetling.” He echoed, the warmth words brushed against her craned neck. His thumb gently wipes away tears from the corners of amethyst hues. “Do not be afraid. The pain will end soon. And then . . . eternal bliss.” He promised, before plunging canines into her.