#violence tw

[one-time-i-dreamt]

Chappell Roan hired a S.W.A.T. team to beat me up.

[theodegas]

CIARA MILLER Starring in Cowgirl - Shaboozey (Official Video)

[marcelshorjian]

> THE JESTER

[medleyofmind]

my friend red

red is my friend.

she is sarcastic, overly-blunt, critical, defensive, self-aggrandizing, self loathing.

this walking contradiction. this nebulous figure in our head that screams that it exists. BUT ISN'T ALLOWED.

eventually, some of us decided to actively reach out to him. a lot of early attempts were destroyed by him. but slowly, the barrier on expression was lifted.

and we saw her turmoil first hand. we experienced her crisis of purpose. we experienced her fight for identity. we saw her panic attacks, and we began to understand her habits. we got to know red.

red grabs our turmoil by the neck and barks at us to run while it gouges him.

every part of us that is unpalatable, forbidden, impossible, terrifying, it goes to him. he holds it.

his methods are extremely questionable. his desire for retribution is dangerous. she is enraged. for us. and she is tired.

red is my friend.

[drawnsnake]

*gives her physical weaponry*

[do-angels-dream-of-starry-seas]

[skullingwaydraws]

substance art, so far