LIFE OF A TAYLORK

i wish ya coulda seen what i seen

[unknwdeath]

[dirtyminder-deactivated20210912]

sick thought

[mykissingstyle]

[themotivationjournals]

If you want to be happy, you have to be happy on purpose. When you wake up, you can’t just wait to see what kind of day you’ll have. You have to decide what kind of day you’ll have.

Joel Osteen (via themotivationjournals)

[thefirstagreement]

[play6irl]

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[wordsnquotes]

Far too many people are looking for the right person, instead of trying to be the right person.

Gloria Steinem (via wordsnquotes)

[the-perfect-aesthetic]

I want to meet myself from someone else’s point of view.

T.W (via the-perfect-aesthetic)

[just-2am-thoughts-blog]

And in the end, I thanked you. Because without you, I wouldn’t be this strong.

just-2am-thoughts (via just-2am-thoughts)

[missfragilebird]

[abstract-thoughts-inmyhead]

😧

[soggywarmpockets]

I hope I ruined places for you.

I hope that there are restaurants and coffee shops and stores and bars that you cannot go to anymore because you’re terrified you’ll run into me, or maybe they are just so full of memories of the time we spent there that you can’t enjoy them anymore.

I hope that when you run into people you haven’t seen for years, they ask you how I am doing.

I hope you cringe as you explain that we’re not together anymore. I hope they ask why and pry for details and make you uncomfortable because you either have to lie or admit that you were wrong.

I hope that you are tormented by songs on the radio that remind you of me.

I hope that they make you feel so uneasy that you have to change the station. I hope that you can’t listen to your favorite band anymore without a twinge of guilt because I bought you their entire discography for Christmas. I hope that you feel terrible whenever the band we were supposed to see together comes to town because you never paid me back for the tickets I bought but couldn’t use because you didn’t request off from work even though I told you months in advance.

I hope that when you look around your room, you see the things I left behind; small little traces of me integrated seamlessly into your life that you can never fully erase.

The spare toothbrush on your nightstand. The hoodie that I used to borrow when I got cold at night. The charger that doesn’t fit your phone. Every gift that I bought you. The sock I lost under your bed. The cards and letters that I sent you. 

I hope these things haunt you.

Because I shouldn’t have to be the only one who is devastated.

[divinepoem]

i. separate yourself. discipline is key. remember you’re better than him. block him. text your best friend instead. and turn the pictures around. ii. lie to yourself and say that the good times weren’t that good. repeat this until the voice that’s arguing against it is silent. iii. delete the screenshots. you won’t need them. iv. cry. a lot. it’s okay. cry with your friend. cry alone. cry to your family. it’s okay. v. get angry. you’re allowed bitterness. vi. spit the putrid taste of his lips out of your mouth and onto the ground. curse his name until it is raw on your tongue. scrub your skin so you are clean of his touch. vii. replace him with that friend you haven’t spoken to since august. it’s worth it. viii. reject the phone call. that one, too. ix. smile. force it if you have to. smile at strangers. and at children. and at your mother. and at the “other girl”. and at yourself. x. forgive if only you wish to.

ten essential steps to moving on (via sadistwriter)

[staythenightandbeinlove-blog]

Being cheated on is the worst feeling ever. You forever have this constant worrying in your mind that you’re being cheated on. They may promise you that they will never cheat on you but you can’t believe them because you were cheated on. That person ruins your trust with everyone.

(via staythenightandbeinlove)

[fyp-philosophy]

I’ve wanted to kill myself a hundred times, but somehow I am still in love with life.

Voltaire, Candide (via fyp-philosophy)

[shareaquote]

some tragedies had to happen to make way for some silver linings.

juansendizon (via shareaquote)

[kresholicious]

[silent-rain91]

[fyp-science]

For me, I am driven by two main philosophies: know more today about the world than I knew yesterday and lessen the suffering of others. You’d be surprised how far that gets you.

Neil deGrasse Tyson (via fyp-science)