ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᵉᵉᵖᵉʳ ᵗʰᵉ ᵍʳᶤᵉᶠ ˑˑˑ

THE   CLOSER   YOU   ARE   TO   𝐆𝐎𝐃

[lifetorn]

dances in with my clown makeup on, yeah i already remade @seesdead

[lifetorn]

dances in with my clown makeup on, yeah i already remade @seesdead

[cottaegecore]

abortion is a human right. my partner and I have compiled an exhaustive document with links to abortion funds and pro-choice organizations to support during this time, including state-specific resources. please consider donating + sharing!!! 

linked: here

[guttersnarls]

Spiritbox - Rotoscope (X)

[roleplaymemeworld]

𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃 & 𝐁𝐑𝐔𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐒

                                                     𝐀𝐍 𝐈𝐍𝐉𝐔𝐑𝐘 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄                                       

“You’re dripping blood on the carpet.” “When I said scars are kinda sexy, I didn’t mean you should get one right away…” “Press that against the wound, I’m going to get the med kit.” “It’s bleeding quite badly.” “Oh God, what happened to you?!” “You’re covered in blood! Is it yours?” “Your head looks pretty bad. I’m sure it’ll need stitches.” “It’s going to hurt for a moment, but I’ll need to clean the wound.” “I’m so sorry this happened to you. But you’re safe now.” “That’s a pretty nasty bruise. Want some ice?” “Does it still hurt?” “I don’t think a band aid is gonna fix this…” “Whoa, hey, stay with me! You’re as white as a ghost. Don’t pass out.” “Damn, that must hurt. I’m sure there are some painkillers around here.” “You have to be seen by a doctor. This isn’t going to heal on its own.” “It looks broken. Can you move it at all?” “Here, lean on me. I’ll support you.” “I’m not going to leave you behind. If need be, I’ll carry you.” “I’m going to pick you up now, okay? Just hold on to me.” “Everything is going to be okay. Just hang in there.”

“I don’t feel so good.” “It’s seeping through the bandages.” “My head is throbbing. I think I have a concussion.” “I can barely breathe, it hurts so bad!” “It looks worse than it is. I’m sure it’ll be gone in a couple of days…” “You should see the other one.” “Don’t look at me like that. I don’t want your pity.” “It was my fault, really. I wasn’t paying attention and got hit in the face.” “Getting stabbed wasn’t really on my bucket list.” “I don’t think I can walk.” “Leave me behind, please. I’m just going to slow you down.” “Am I going to die?” “I can’t stop the bleeding.” “I think the bruise matches my eye color.” “Don’t touch it, please! It hurts.” “I don’t want to go to a hospital. I hate doctors!”

[selfdstruct-deactivated20230116]

happy birthday to my best friend @lifetorn​. it’s crazy that having one ship all those years ago gave me one of the best friendships i’ve ever had. i’m eternally grateful to this website for introducing me to you!!!

i know it hasn’t been the best year, but i’m so proud to see how much you’ve kept your head up and how much you’ve grown as a person. you have such a big heart and you deserve the world

Thank you for everything you’ve done for me. from the several hour long disco calls, to carrying me in games and having all of these cool ships that give me brain rot 90% of my days. thank you for all of the great memories and i can’t wait to make more (you said besties meet up???)

please stay safe today/tonight, have fun, and maybe come back to streaming soon cos imy *slowly leans in to kiss you* (i almost forgot. also ily)

[fertilitasetmortem]

if u ship ur muse with my muse

PLEASE FUCKING TELL ME

because i might also ship it

but i would be sitting there like

welp, i would do this, but i don’t know if they like it

[godkn0ws]

EDITS   #001  :  ASHTYN   LANE.

[lifetorn]

𝐒𝐇𝐄   𝐆𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐒   𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐍   𝐀𝐓   𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐊'𝐒   𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃   𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆   𝐎𝐍   𝐇𝐄𝐑   𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐒𝐓,   𝐓𝐇𝐄   𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐒𝐓   𝐎𝐅   𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐒   𝐆𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐆   𝐀𝐓   𝐓𝐇𝐄   𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓.   she   can't   remember   the   last   time   her   heart   raced   like   this,   the   kind   of   giddiness   that   reminded   her   of   having   a   schoolgirl   crush   but   somehow   more   intense.      ❝   not   to   get,   like,   super   corny   or   anything   ...   ❞      her   voice   trails   off   while   her   mind   fumbles   over   the   right   words,   her   eyes   stuck   on   the   ceiling   as   if   the   answer   is   going   to   magically   appear   out   of   thin   air.   gentle   displays   of   affection   that   she   usually   struggles   with   come   second   nature   to   her   when   she's   around   nicholas;   her   fingers   continuously   thread   through   his   hair   slowly   and   gently,   carefully   like   she's   afraid   of   breaking   him.      ❝   i   think   it's   just   because   i   really   like   being   around   you.   i've   never   been   a   big   people   person,   like   i   seriously   could   go   years   without   speaking   to   another   soul,   but   𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲   𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁.   ❞      she   almost   physically   cringes   at   her   case   of   word   vomit.      ❝   you   make   me   happy.   ❞

                              @monomaniia

[lifetorn]

𝐂𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐘   𝐈𝐒𝐍'𝐓   𝐒𝐎   𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐄   𝐖𝐇𝐘   𝐒𝐇𝐄   𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓   𝐏𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆   𝐄𝐃𝐃𝐈𝐄   𝐓𝐎   𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘   𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇   𝐖𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃   𝐁𝐄   𝐒𝐔𝐂𝐇   𝐀   𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃   𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐀.   the   two   have   gotten   next   to   nothing   accomplished   since   she's   been   here   at   his   trailer.   she   stopped   keeping   track   of   the   time   at   the   one   hour   mark,   instead   choosing   to   let   time   fly   while   she   listened   to   eddie   talk   about   anything   and   everything.   

❝   eddie   munson,   you   are   the   worst   person   in   the   world   to   study   with!   ❞   

but   she   doesn't   seem   to   mind—   a   smile   has   been   permanently   stuck   on   her   lips   since   she   walked   through   the   door.   after   all,   she   isn't   stuck   at   home   or   with   the   pressures   of   being   around   the   school   crowd.   here,   she   feels   more   𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆   𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇   ...   even   if   she   can't   understand   a   damn   word   he's   been   saying   about   this   game.

❝   so   you're   telling   me   this   is,   like,   a   game   where   you   can   basically   do   anything   you   want?   ❞      her   interest   seems   to   be   piqued.   𝙚𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙥𝙞𝙣𝙜   𝙩𝙤   𝙖   𝙙𝙞𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙩   𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙮,   away   from   all   of   this?   it   doesn't   sound   like   a   terrible   idea.      ❝   is   it   bad   that   i   wanna   know   more?   ❞

                  @wrappedupinlight   ♡’d   for   chrissy.

[asavnazstory]

[lifetorn]

since the starters are coming a little slower than i intended, like this for some ask memes!

[lifetorn]

𝐓𝐇𝐄   𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓   𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐒   𝐎𝐅   𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐃   𝐁𝐔𝐓𝐓𝐎𝐍   𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆   𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒   𝐀𝐁𝐑𝐔𝐏𝐓𝐋𝐘   𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐎   𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄.   cheerful   arcade   noises   sound   from   the   screen,   greatly   contrasting   the   look   of   exasperation   plastered   on   a   normally   smug   face.   she   stares,   slack   jawed   at   her   girlfriend's   corner   of   the   screen   that   proudly   displays   the   one   word   hana   has   grown   so   accustomed   to   hearing   her   whole   life   :   𝑾𝑰𝑵𝑵𝑬𝑹!   and   for   the   first   time   ever,   the   word   isn't   meant   for   her.

❝   불가능한   ...   ❞      the   controller   falls   from   deft   hands   and   into   her   lap   as   her   eyes   bore   into   the   word   𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐑   tainting   her   side   of   the   screen.   if   she   looks   hard   enough   she   can   see   her   own   reflection   in   the   screen,   puzzled   and   hopeless.   her   girlfriend's   pride   is   almost   overwhelming,   drowning   hana   in   waves   of   boastful   laughs   and   smiles.   a   tiny,   nervous   chuckle   escapes   her.

she   loves   winning,   but   she   loves   brigitte   more.   or   at   least   she   thinks   she   does.   there   are   times   when   she   isn't   sure,   when   she   feels   confused   by   her   emotions   and   how   they   conflict   with   her   ego.   she   hates   that   brigitte   makes   her   feel   so   empty   when   she   isn't   around—   𝒂   𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒔   𝒐𝒇   𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒚   that   makes   hana   feel   like   a   coward.   games   don't   feel   the   way   they   used   to;   they   don't   give   her   the   same   thrill   as   being   around   HER.   she   isn't   performing   as   well   as   she   did   back   then.   days   spent   behind   her   screen   engrossed   by   a   digital   world   are   long   gone,   now   spent   preparing   for   battle   or   seldom   enjoying   a   life   worth   living   with   someone   she   cares   deeply   for.

❝   no   one   has   ever   beat   me   at   this   game   before—   ❞   no   one   has   beaten   hana   song   at   anything   before.   she   tears   her   eyes   away   from   the   screen   to   look   over   at   her   girlfriend.   ❝   have   you   ...   have   you   been   practicing?   ❞

                 @heartexpire​    ,   ♡’d   for   hana.

[shirmirart]

the potential 🤧

[natasharomanovf]

Natalia Dyer as Nancy Wheeler STRANGER THINGS (2016-)

[fierscream]

GRACE VAN DIEN as CHRISSY CUNNINGHAM Stranger Things 04.01: The Hellfire Club

[lifetorn]

❝   𝐈𝐅   𝐈   𝐇𝐀𝐃   𝐀   𝐃𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐑   𝐅𝐎𝐑   𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘   𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄   𝐈   𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐃   𝐈   𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐄   𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒   𝐓𝐎𝐖𝐍,   𝐌𝐀𝐘𝐁𝐄   𝐈'𝐃   𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄   𝐄𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇   𝐓𝐎   𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓,   𝐘𝐎𝐔   𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖,   𝐔𝐏   𝐀𝐍𝐃   𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄   𝐁𝐘   𝐍𝐎𝐖.   ❞      summer   break   is   fast   approaching   and   it's   no   secret   to   anyone   how   badly   robin   wants   to   flee   the   town   for   just   a   summer.   while   her   old   friend   group   seemed   to   move   on   to   bigger   &   better   things,   robin's   own   𝗢𝗣𝗘𝗥𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡   𝗖𝗥𝗢𝗜𝗦𝗦𝗔𝗡𝗧   remained   her   top   priority.   get   out   of   hawkins,   experience   what   life   truly   has   to   offer   outside   of   this   stupid,   cramped   𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒃𝒐𝒂𝒓𝒅   𝒃𝒐𝒙   of   a   town.      ❝   do   you   know   how   expensive   it   is   to   travel?   i   mean,   jeez,   i   had   no   idea   until   i   called   around   and   asked.   we're   talkin'   hundreds,   like,   multiple   hundreds!   and   here   i   am.   i   work   at   the   world's   shittiest   video   store—   ❞      she   looks   around   frantically   to   ensure   her   manager   is   nowhere   in   sight   before   her   attention   returns   back   to   indie,   lips   quirking   up   into   an   apologetic   smile.      ❝   sorry.   i—   uh—   oh   yeah!   movies!   ❞      she   motions   quickly   to   the   nearest   shelf.      ❝   was   there   anything   in   specific   you   were   looking   for?   i   could   give   recommendations.   i   think   my   taste   in   movies   is   better   than   anyone   else   that   works   here.   ❞

                              @chromatiica​   ,   ♡’d for robin.