lia

17 // tw: ed

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Introo

heyy im lia, 17. I've been on €db!r a few times before and im relapsing rn. Looking for moots :) also feel free to dm me I need an a4a buddy 😭 <3

height: 168 cm

sw: 73 kg

cw: 70.20 kg

gw1: 65kg

gw2: 58 kg

gw3: 50 kg

ugw: 48 kg

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now that I have daily access to a scale I can feel myself lock in fr fr

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I weighed myself for the first time in a while and I DROPPED 3 KG SOMEHOW

I dont understand how i've been binging so often

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had to break the fast for dinner 🥲 I got to 21 hours

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me staring at my mom after shoving the last bit of food up my ass so she thinks i ate it all

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i didnt break my fassttt I made some food so I wouldnt look sus during lunch, moved it around the plate and then just threw it in the trash lol im so happy

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ariana's latest music video ... jesus

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i've never really tried fasting (for long periods of time) some reason ?? Like I usually just prefer to restrict and eat throughout the day, but I feel like fasting would be better at least on days that I have to work cause i cant really get out of eating there. So I could break my fast at work and then immediately start another one

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yeah the ed is gonna work this time. no i don't have any proof but just trust me bro.

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black coffee but in an ariana grande way🌙

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new ari album coming out in a few hours. It sounds silly but i need to lose weight for this era😭 im being so fr LMAO

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im back😛😛 got sick of tumblr for a while

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this isnt €d related but I didnt sleep at all last night and I was just drawing and Its like my brain got disconnected lmao? like I was talking about something in my head while I was drawing and when the drawing was done it was like I came back to reality and I couldnt not remember what I was thinking about or how long i'd been drawing for ??😭 Im not used to pulling all nighters

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i might lowkey pick up smoking cause i need a way to deal with stress that isnt binging

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tried to pvrg3 but I get scared each time😭😭 ts IS not for the weak

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I cant believe im still fucking fat. After all this time, like damnnn

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I overate today cause i went to kfc with my sister and then had a brownie BUT at least I didnt binge which im counting as a win because overeating used to be me one of my biggest triggers to binge