احلام

| 5' 4 | cw: 125 | gw: 115 | ugw: 95 | ✧ message me if you want to talk! ✧ — اهواك و اتمنى لو انساك —

[natha1r]

[thenaiveasf]

[thenaiveasf]

[thenaiveasf]

[retrobollywood]

[petitegirl]

[i-just-wanna-lose]

Sometimes I catch myself thinking “why am I doing this to myself, I’m miserable all the time.” and then I look in the mirror and I see how disgusting I look and remember “Oh yeah, that’s why”

[lillsheep]

i want someone to think i’m cute

[lillsheep]

what is love? ... baby don’t hurt me... don’t hurt me... no more

[lillsheep]

classy

[lillsheep]

eating is just a habit that im trying to quit. this is what i've come to realize.

its just a habit. a bad habit. constantly stuffing myself... its disgusting.

[mryousiff]

[filledwithhoney]

cottagecore moodboard

[uniej]

[uniej]

[lillsheep]

everytime i say "im so tired of my weight. i want to lose it." and everytime i am too weak. too pathetic to manage this.

i am legitimately tired. ive wanted to be thin for years but havent been able to do it. and tht is infinitely more tiring. i refuse to give into an endless future where i look in the mirror and the first thing i think is "i need to lose weight".

this weight, i will lose. i am determined this time.

i am not saying this after a full meal. i am saying this after having skipped dinner last night. and i will do it again and again. i will exercise. each day sweating off even the smallest ounce, until i finally reach my goal.

this is my resolve. this time, i will do it.

[lillsheep]