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what my user says

[lilythecoolest17]

chat I'm actually on my last fucking straw

domt know if I want to make it (not talking about wl)

I just don't wanna be here anymore, no more struggles and shit

fml

[lilythecoolest17]

b1inge

theres times where I eat nothing

theres times where I eat everything

doesn't matter what's in my sight, there's this instinct where I have to eat it

no matter how full I am

or how disgusted I feel

I just keep on eating

I can 'recover' with exercise or fasting

but the cycle never truly ends

it will always be there, in thought, then inevitably, in action

and oh how it feels after

only after you give in, will you truly grieve your progress

only then do you realize how disciplined you were

how hard it was to get where you were, but how easy it was to give in

theres moments like these where I wonder if I'm truly meant to get to my goal

if it's just a cycle where at the end, I succumb to my wants. my cravings

when will I realize my potential?

in my collar bones? my waist?

or is it my thighs? my arms? my stomach? my double chin?

that doesn't seem to be enough motivation for me

and it's killing me. mentally

knowing what I could achieve

but also knowing exactly what's holding me back

yet still, I succumb to the person I will never stop being

greedy, a slob, a failure

[lilythecoolest17]

my energy bar from this morning got me fucked up cause why tf am I planning to binge when I get home??

I will not binge

I will stick to my diet

I will not binge

I will stick to my diet

[dyinglily]

You know what to add to the cart angels🛒🪽

[lilythecoolest17]

chat DONT eat breakfast!

I had a 130 cal energy bar for breakfast and why am I hungrier then when I skip breakfast?

literally got me thinking what am I going to make when I get home...

anyways now I know to only eat in the late afternoon side

[lissssaa]

[lilythecoolest17]

chat I'm locked in again

[lilythecoolest17]

chat I woke up and my b1nge from yesterday is the first thing on my mind

[lilythecoolest17]

Just blow my shit off clean atp

[lilythecoolest17]

fml and this cycle bro

I just😥 cant

[freshmanyearhaterx]

[lilythecoolest17]

food in general bro🤦🏻‍♀️

[unseenbonesdoll]

𝐼 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑠𝑜 𝑓𝑎𝑡 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑖𝑚 𝑠𝑜 𝑢𝑝𝑠𝑒𝑡

[lilythecoolest17]

guys I dont own a scale, so the only way I know im loosing weight is if I look at myself hard enough😥

[dreamingawaymylife123]

law of supply and demand but the less of me there is the more people will love me

[salvatore----girl]

OFFICIALLY HIT ROCK BOTTOM

[lilythecoolest17]

I just😥 cant

[sadbunnyangell]

I can’t even have a snack or a craving without immediately wanting to binge :((

[lilythecoolest17]

omad inspo

(dont know cals)