Well hi there

 Wanna waste time together?

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sooo.... after being pretty unactive here i finally did something lastnight... i have to practice more on digital anyway. 

i mean- 

look at the bad details omg.

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yeah, fuck sleep routines and all that

also, i got firealpaca  now, so.... maybe i’ll do something.

m a y b e

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made this :p

its u g l y

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idk. i was just bored and this came out.

[weave-jesus]

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i couldn’t sleep the last 3 days and i think i will write this and put it on my wall now

[inkskinned]

me talking about my mental illness in front of my therapist: … i ,,, might have? some sadness… somewhere in me… but it’s? not bad… i’m just whiny… i don’t know i just… never sleep and … me in front of complete strangers: move greg i have depression and i want the pasta it’s an emergency

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this is so accurate...

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me: i should be sleeping

brain: but it's just going to be 4am!

anxiety: but something bad could happen and you won't notice if you're sleeping!

depression: you should be dead or committing suicide right now.

anxiety: but if you try to kill yourself your mom will notice like the last time!

me: SHUT UP! I'M GOING TO BED.

stress: no, you won't

me:i should've take my goddamn pills right?...

anxiety: YOU DIDN'T TAKE YOUR PILLS YOU DUMBASS! NOW YOU'LL NEED TO GO WITH THE PSYCHIATRIST AGAIN!

me: here we go again...

depression: see why you should kill yourself now bitch?

me: i think i'm gonna overdose with vitamin c now.

brain: please do.

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i know nobody actually reads my shitty stuff but, should i upload another of my cringy-nonsense-depressive-poems?

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Basically me when i have a problem

Yes, i made this on paint. Yes, it sucks. Yes, i KnOW iT.

[shitpaulsays]

i made a generator for you to find out your government assigned kin

http://www.generatorland.com/usergenerator.aspx?id=21830

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@shitpaulsays i got barack obama , but i am new so …….. what is a kin?

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this is ooc but its basically just a past life belief thing in which you believe in another life you were an animal or fictional character. and even though it admittedly doesn’t make a lot of sense me and plenty of other people identify w it bc it makes us happy. and i made this generator bc its just fun to joke about it. hope that helps.

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I got,……..

Tord EddsWorld.

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n o d o u b l e s b i n c h

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*Norwegian accent* What do mean by double?

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Oh You Know…..

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I’m sorry, but my dumbass has no fuckin clue what you’re implying.

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Good

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well... FeAr mE 

or maybe not...

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Pills

And there she was                                                                                          crying alone,                                                                                                      asking herself                                                                                                    why she was even born.

Depressive thoughts                                                                                      will fill her mind,                                                                                              and she was suddenly making                                                                those cuts on her arms.                        

Lots of blood,                                                                                                    mixed with tears.                                                                                            But she was alone,                                                                                          holding her screams.                                                                                   

Crimson red drops,                                                                                        and a broken mind.                                                                                        She is still alive,                                                                                                just screaming why.

Her mind was broken.                                                                                  Her heart was even worse.                                                                        Even surrounded by friends and family,                                              she couldn’t feel loved.

But now she’s happy,                                                                                    tears don’t exist.                                                                                              She's living in a fake reality                                                                    In a world made of pills.

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welp. I made an OC sooo her name is mae and she covers her eye cuz’ her gf made her a scratch. it’s a long story tho... i’m gonna draw the other OC’s i have if i don’t die first. i know, it’s horrible uvu

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you know, i hate this. i have to take 2 pills a day and it’s so freaking terrible that my family just makes fun of it... 

but i think it’s fine, isn’t it?, anyway, yesterday i fell to the ground and my neighbor saw me. oof.

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I THINK I’M GONNA WRITE A POEM TOMORROW 

StAp mE

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some eddsworld stuff bc why not 

this was made on paint

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hi, well... i just wanted to share some of my cringy stuff with someone.. so... here’s my first drawing on the digital thing.

i speak spanish... yeah...