dissociating until it disappears @linaliveslight - Tumblr Blog

Hi, I'm Lina and I'd like to introduce (or reintroduce) myself☺️

My old intro was bad, I'm sorry, I was rusty 😭

⛔TW: Blog contains 3d related content including 4norexia, 0rthorexia, di3t & 3xercise, as well as other rants that will contain the appropriately related TWs.

Please note I do my best to block all minors. For some of you it's hard to tell; if there's no age listed or no 🔞, I will assume you're a minor and likely block.

🚫No tolerance for unsolicited me@nspo, f@tspo, TERFs, f@scists, h0mophobia, tr@nsphobia, r@cism, x3nophobia.

My current 3d r3lapse started at the end of Aug 2025. The stats:

2019 HW: 245lbs

2025 SW: 175lbs

GW1: 160lbs✅

GW2: 147lbs (healthy weight & BMI) ✅

GW3: 135lbs ✅

CW: 133lbs

GW4: 125lbs

UGW: 115lbs (BMI 19.1)

More about me...

💃🏻 I'm a dance & fitness instructor at a locally owned gym.

👩🏻‍❤️‍👨🏻 I'm a cis woman with a husband & two little ones, & still very queer!

✨ A little pagan, a little witchy, I like to learn about the occult & metaphysical.

Not me using my renewed interest in Buddhism to help fuel my 3d 🙃

Tbh Ana is such an insidious friend. Why tf does she have to invite herself into every activity? Could I have a couple things to myself, please?

Like just a little privacy, jfc.

againanaagain

me when i remember being active actually does help with the binge urges #imsoback

So I went to my first Barre class last night. Tbh I guess I imagined I'd learn more form; it was much more of a workout than I'd expected at the end of the day.

I have absolutely accidentally turned into a muscle mommy. I took off my sweater to reveal that I was the most ripped by far. Like, by far. I was killing the upper body exercises comparatively, which is a first.

It was a really odd experience tbh. Also felt very cliquish & is too expensive of a workout for my taste. I didn't feel that I benefitted any more from it than from a YouTube workout & it certainly less fun than a Fitness Marshall video, for example.

(BTW if you enjoy dance workouts, I vouch for The Fitness Marshall channel; they especially helped me early on in my home exercise & I lost about 10% of my w3ight with them as my exclusive exercise. It's nice bc it's a workout that doesn't mentally feel like a workout.)

raspberrydee

me and who <3

imsofuckingtiredofthis

He was literally murdered on my doorstep. Today has been FUCKED

FUCK ICE

imsofuckingtiredofthis

My whole neighborhood is blocked off by armed guards, helicopters are hovering nonstop. Blocks were filled with tear gas. ICE was chucking flash grenades out of their cars at protesters. People built a wreath of pine and sage and candles for his murder site. It’s been fucking -30 degrees and we’re out here protesting.

Alex Pretti is his name. He was a VA ICU nurse who was an observer documenting ICE with his phone and 7 agents beat him and murdered him with 8 shots. This is Nazi Germany. Fuck ICE FUCK ICE

imsofuckingtiredofthis

I’ve been intermittently housing friends who need to warm up and protesting and getting out of the neighborhood to decompress. If Minneapolis loses to ICE I fear what the future holds. Get out there, protest. Wear respirators. Be safe, please be safe.

imsofuckingtiredofthis

He was literally murdered on my doorstep. Today has been FUCKED

FUCK ICE

linaliveslight

I don't get to repost this enough bc they're usually non-3d related accounts.

FUCK ICE. THEY'RE MODERN DAY SLAVE CATCHERS & DESERVE EVERYTHING THEY WISH TO DO TO OTHERS INFLICTED ON THEM.

I'm talking poetic justice. I want literally every abuse of power & pain they fantasize about done to them. I want every injury they've done to another done to them tenfold. When they're done, dump them in the swamp & let them crawl their way out if they can. If they don't, we can tell their families we don't know where they are, sorry 🤷🏻‍♀️

Then, do everything above ×100 to the administration. And air it on public television.

So the gatekeeping posts I've seen on here increasingly more have done their work on me. A fully grown ass woman (who was doing well with harm mitigation) is now spiralling & r3lapsing much worse 🙃

I can't even imagine being younger with less knowledge & experience, seeing these same posts & feeling like they have to get worse to be valid.

So congrats, scum. You're successfully driving people to more harm, even those who are doing their damndest to be healthy despite their illnesses.

Special places in hell are reserved for those who make 3d gatekeeping posts. You know you're making people worse & you're worse than a pig, no matter how much w3ight you lose.

kikukiss-blog

Cucumber appreciation post <3

They're so versatile and high volume but super low cal. I love them so much

beautifulmisanthropy

Not to be annoying. But as a hapa i find it disgusting and pathetic how desperate some asians are to be white. Its beyond pathetic. You hate yourself and want to be massas favorite pet soooooo bad that you think being anti black will get you brownie points. If covid didnt teach you….youre a lost fucking cause. Let me make this very clear i respect no one that worships whiteness (this includes people of european descent….one thing to love your culture and a COMPLETELY different thing to collapse into a category for political “safety” and fake privilege). The most dishonorable thing a POC can do is white worship. And white people clown you for it…thats how you know its a fucking problem. “White” people have repeatedly shown they do NOT respect Asians, yet somehow many of you relish in the model minority trope. Tragic. OXFORD STUDY NEVER BEING BEAT 😂😂😂🤭

Rant ended

keepsakesaves

legs/tights th!n$po

anon-moonandstars2

Tbh I'm weirdly glad a lot of people on 3dblr don't want kids later on.

Do NOT get me wrong- it's nothing to do with your qualities as a person. It's ENTIRELY about how stressful it is to exist as a parent with an 3d.

Trying to balance raising a tiny human & all the stress associated with that & also the stress created by an 3d is like going through actual hell.

Not to mention how you don't get to "opt out" of dealing with food- you're constantly dealing with it because that tiny human needs to eat. all. the. time.