Dec 19, 2025
I realized I'm not as productive as i was before. turns out my energy was used to deal with my family and home x_x before, i live alone and took care only my self, but now i have to take care my mother which is really take all of my energy physically and emotionally. I feel my sisters won't help me much too, instead they want me to act like a mother to my own mother who wants me to be obedient to her. i don't have any energy left to create anything, but my family keep asking to get more money to pay the household. It is tiring i even keep wanting to give up on all of this. hopefully i can be more productive and make more meaningful things now so i don't have to worry about anything.