Why do I feel like ripping my heart out and giving it to someone after watching romance animes. Why can't a gift my lover a ring and tell them that I want to live my life with them forever even though we're dating for 6 months. Why can't I go to a beach and hold their hand and confess my feelings to them. Why can't my lovers in real life understand how choked up with happiness I am after seeing them that I can't even speak a word. Why don't they love me like I love them. Love that consumes me day and night. Lov that makes me want to do anything at all for them. I want a love like that.
























