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this is so 😁😁😁 am i crazy or not

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i wish people would just abandon me so i wouldn’t have to spend so much time thinking about them doing it

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think about qifreys tree as a metaphor for depression. wanting to be happy but always having that parasite inside you that chimes on about how you can’t be

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i will be venturing through life mostly alone and i think that’s a okay

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i’m going to die the guilt the guilt the guilt

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i’m sick with envy i CANNOT be feeling like this i need it to get out of my system immediately this is not fair

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i wish i could stop fucking crying so no one could ever accuse me of being emotional ever again

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i feel so terrible about this for no reason it’s not like anything ha owned

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i dunno what the fuck is wrong with me i cannot speak or exist or comprehend anything. i dont feel anything but my head is so heavy

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has anyone considered that if i die i simply don’t have to deal with any of this

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how does one tell if they’re incapable of loving. i only love my dog.

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this guy knows link click he might be peak

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very strange to have people like me. it makes me feel very other

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this guy knows link click he might be peak

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about to have seven lovers this is unprecedented verity experiences

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i literally need help so far i have four dates this week 😭😭 mind you im 1000% introverted

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have to reckon with pain

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