With recent manga developments, I wanna keep theorising. What in the world is Horikoshi planning for Izuku’s and Katsuki’s relationship... well here’s what I think.. and honestly, it scares me.
“You will be useful to me only because you’re the one closest to Midoriya Izuku.” How romantic. And for what? Bakugo Katsuki has been built up for years for this moment. All the times we’ve seen Izuku lose control of his heart from when Katsuki was kidnapped, to him losing control of his emotions during DvK2, to black whip and danger sense activating.. it all leads into this one big, final moment. He is Izuku’s greatest weakness that will be exploited. You’d think this role would be given to a love interest. Only I think… it has been given to one.
Bakugo Katsuki IS the true love interest of My Hero Academia and it seems that Horikoshi is done with implying and is slowly starting to clear things up.
I kept thinking about what was the point of Horikoshi keeping Katsuki in the dark regarding Izuku’s feelings. Katsuki never witnessed anything that would make him know he’s important to Izuku. Each and every time Deku lost control because of his intense feelings for Katsuki, Horikoshi conveniently made sure Katsuki doesn’t see/hear any of it.
So what now? Shigaraki comes through with:
“You are the one closest to Midoriya Izuku.”
But this is only going to confuse Katsuki. It’s a weird revelation because Horikoshi spent eight years hiding this from Katsuki, just to have Shigaraki reveal it to him.. just like that. Just: “Yea you’re Midoriya’s greatest weakness and I’ll take advantage of that.”
It confuses Katsuki because he never witnessed Deku care about him that much.. think about it. Ever since the first war, Izuku has been acting different. He leaves as soon as he wakes up, doesn’t even check up on Katsuki in the hospital who almost DIED for him..only leaves a letter, disrespects Katsuki’s last words before he almost died and does ONE thing he asked him not to..
“Don’t do this on your own.” He leaves Katsuki behind to do everything on his own. This must have really hurt and upset Katsuki and we can see this.. we can see him tearing up the letter..
We can see him sounding angry here.. and I heard Japanese readers pointed out how this whole speech sounds like an angry ex boyfriend left through a text. Only Izuku didn’t leave him with a letter because he didn’t care enough.
No. He knew that if he went to see Katsuki, he would want to come with him. Or stop him even. And Izuku wanted him to be safe.
Later.. Katsuki finds out that Deku even forgot his last words. Which of course is due to Izuku’s trauma but.. does Katsuki see it like that? Katsuki ends up apologising and ends with “I don’t think this will change anything between us…notice how the speech bubble becomes jagged when he says these words..
He wants things to change.
Izuku never addressed this apology, and we even see him ignore Katsuki when he was hyping up his big move. This is something very out of character for Izuku to do. But Izuku doesn’t do this cause he doesn’t care about Katuski anymore. But simply.. because he cares TOO MUCH. He is terrified of the way Katsuki makes him feel, the way Katsuki makes his emotions escalate out of control.
BUT KATSUKI DOESN’T KNOW THIS.
“He doesn’t need me anymore now that he is stronger than me. He is going to leave me behind.. I’m going to lose him...”
These could be some thoughts that are currently occupying Katski’s mind. And so… Shigaraki suddenly dropping this revelation on Katsuki is going to have him feel all sorts of emotions .. but most of all?
Katsuki won’t fucking believe him.
“What are you talking about..? Don’t give me that bullshit…me? Closest to him? That won’t work on me..”
Katsuki will think Shigaraki is messing with him. Messing with the fact that he is already missing Izuku. That he already wishes he could turn back the time and do everything right. But if that’s where Horikoshi is going with this..what would this do? Will it cause Katsuki to do something stupid? Will it finally make Izuku realise his mistakes when he hears Katsuki shut down the fact he is the one closest to Izuku?
Will Izuku have to finally prove it to him when he’s back? Will Katsuki finally witness just how much Izuku cares about him? Yes. Yes he will.
Because we still have 2nds quirk to be activated.
Perhaps when Izuku goes out of control next time, Katsuki will be there. He will be there to calm Izuku down. And maybe.. in sheer desperation to get Izuku to come back to him.. he’s going to spill some emotions out. And it will soothe Izuku’s raging heart. I’ll talk more about this later in this post.
We don’t see Katsuki’s reaction to Shigaraki’s words.. Horikoshi doesn’t show it to us before the chapter ends. We don’t know what Katsuki is feeling or how he took this bombshell at all.
But is this all only Izuku’s fault? Let’s go back to chapter 348 and the mysterious narration.
“Because she never expressed her emotions in words, Izuku never realised how she truly felt about him. Because through all his triumphs, he was still just a shitty nerd.”
The one this narration fits the most is indeed Katsuki. Because Katsuki has never shown his feelings for Izuku in words. He’s shown it time and time again through actions.. but he’s never said it. Damnit.. he’s never SAID IT.
Izuku.. is not the brightest when it comes to this stuff. He knows Katsuki well but.. his words still get to him. Katsuki has been such a tsundere, screaming at Izuku every time he tried to say something nice to or about him. This happening times and times again probably did a number on Izuku.
“He doesn’t like me. Not really…He just tolerates me because I now have a quirk. I am not special to him.”Notice how both of these boys could be feeling the exact same thing due to misunderstandings now?
“I am not special to him.”
Shigaraki will serve as a climax for these two boys to finally realise how much they mean to each other. And it’s going to be ANGSTY. I am not sure what exactly could be AFO/Shigaraki’s plan.. but one thing is sure, he needs Katsuki alive for whatever it is. But I’ll leave that for another post. I got a couple of ideas and I don’t like any of them.
Anyways..It’s why Izuku did a whole 180 after Katsuki apologised. It was the first time Izuku realised that Katsuki always thought of him as someone special. Not just since he got his quirk. And so now, he is confused.
“Does he … could he..return these feelings? I can’t afford to be distracted…” and so he distances himself.
But that’s not enough. Katsuki is still very reserved when it comes to voicing out his feelings and Izuku seems to be the verbal guy. If the narration is a foreshadowing.. Katsuki will have to say something. He is going to have to TELL Izuku how much he means to him.. which in turn, is going to trigger a reaction in Izuku, who is going to open up as well.
It goes both ways. So many misunderstandings between these two.. and to think Shigaraki was going to be the one to trigger this whole thing to finally start resolving? Wow. It feels like a bkdk fanfic at this point. At least the potential of where all this could go.
Izuku seems to be mistaking the “control your heart” statement. He believes the correct thing to do is try to push the feelings and lock them away but…that’s not it at all. What he has to do, is face and accept his feelings. Only then will he finally gain full control of his emotions. Notice how when Izuku thinks about everyone who’s been hurt until this point..
He never thinks about Katsuki.
Instead, in the last panel where it’s supposed to be Katsuki...We see the words “control your heart.” And we can also see that same heart of his.. lose control at the end. I marked it red. And so.. he loses it again.
Because he is supposed to THINK about Katsuki. He is supposed to face his feelings, use those feelings to advantage. Use them to become stronger. But instead? He runs away. He chooses to ignore the feelings, to not think about Katsuki but this only makes it worse.
This is what he is going to have to learn in this last battle. Because if he doesn’t.. he may lose Katsuki. He will be forced to come to terms with what “control your heart” truly means.
And for this, he needs Katsuki. That’s why Katsuki was gone every single time this happened before. The only one who can calm his raging heart down.. is Bakugo Katsuki. But for this to happen, Katsuki also has to open up. What are you thinking, Horikoshi? Are you really gonna go there? And if you aren’t.. all this is so unnecessary…
When you put it this way, it look like an absolutely clear setup to make this ship official. Every single obstacle has been removed. The further this manga goes the further it just seems like Horikoshi really may be one of us. I know we always joke about this but…He keeps doing everything we expect him to do, and this whole final battle will serve as the climax for their relationship. It WILL be in focus. THEY will be in focus.
It’s going to be about hidden feelings, about hearts, about suppressed emotions.. about honesty..I can’t see this going in a platonic direction especially since Horikoshi seems to have shut down Izuocha for good…and the entire “hiding the fact his heart loses control because of KATSUKI SPECIFICALLY” ? And you want me to believe this is supposed to be anything but romantic?