Hi guys, it’s Twinky.
I haven’t been around much and that’s mainly due to me finding a section of tumblr that I feel a lot more relaxed rping in and not quite so anxious and lonely. I’ve made tons of good friends here sure, but I’ve noticed that every time I get on these blogs, I get a huge wave of anxiety that ultimately results in my feelings being vented through my muse and then coming back to me.
Putting so much ooc feelings into ic stuff is not a good idea and often I feel it causes me to make my character ooc OR i’ll take attacks and drama to a personal level which leaves me crying and having a huge anxiety attack. On the opposite end, I’ll come around and feel completely ignored and isolated which results in something similar. Basically I’m not in good shape to be doing this.
For my sake and the sake of those around me, I’m going to pull myself out of this RP format. All of my blogs including this one will be deleted. I may keep one or two around just in case but for the most part, I’m really tired of crying and thinking shit about myself and this RP whatever triggers it more than anything else I do.
Maybe one day I’ll come back. I doubt it will really make a huge difference in the long run. You’re all so amazingly talented. I hope you have a good time.
hmu on skype or kik if you want. I’ll still rp there too besides my Paragraph blogs. Love to all of you
