im jin

Hey i like kpop and im gay kinda

[orangedilae]

i want the sunken face, the larger eyes and pouty lips, the clear pale skin, the darker eyebrows, the jutting collarbones, the skeletal hands and long fingernails, the light footsteps as i walk, the stares as i pass, oh the compliments, the “you look so different!!”, the “you look so good!!” and the “you’re so skinny!!”. i want it all. and i’m going to make it happen.

[skinnified]

Reblog if:

- you’re over 13

- you have an eating disorder

- you’re more than fifteen pounds away from your goal weight

[emotionalskinny]

🖤

[wintergirlxox-blog]

That sad, magical feeling

When you’re sitting at around the dinner table with your family, who are already overly suspicious of you relapsing from your eating disorder (rightly so), and you leave well over half of your meal, and just casually sit there, smiling and chatting. Feeling so superior, it’s euphoric. You wonder why you ever stopped doing this in the first place. Then you remember, tomorrow is another day; another meal. How much can you get away with this time? How far can you push this? Before they start whispering again, before they worry again, before ‘you’ve lost weight again’.

[little-gabbi]

PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU TO SEND ME MEANSPO

II HAVE BEEN BINGING AND PURGING THE LAST FEW DAYS AND I DONT WANT TO.

MY WEAKNESSES ARE MY THIGHS AND STOMACH

[stopeating-becomepretty]

Why I wish to be Skinny 🌼

- To get out of size 15 jeans

- To get out of the plus size section - To never buy anything XL and have it be too small

- To not have a muffin top

- To not have my thighs touch

- To have small dainty hands

- To have slim wrists

- To wear size 0

- To wear size small

- To not look be the fattest one of my friends

- To get compliments

- To feel like I am worth something

[little-gabbi]

just one more piece

me when I binge

[traveling-wishes]

I don’t care if it’s only 60 calories, that’s 60 calories further away from our goal.

- my eating disorder (via traveling-wishes)

[sweetskeletal]

Remember

Sitting down with a plateful of food in front of you, you think about whether or not you should eat it.

Remember when you started? That was so long ago, and look at how far you’ve come! Sit back in your chair.

Remember the collarbones on her? The one who you want to be like so desperately? You can have collarbones like that. Drink some water.

Remember how much you cried the last time you weighed yourself? You’re so close to your next goal. Throw away the food.

Remember how you were at your heaviest? You never have to be at that point again. Make some tea.

Everyone makes mistakes, and everyone needs a little help sometimes. You are going to make it through this, and you’ll be better for it! Chin up, love. You got this. ❤️

[bestasbones]

reblog if your thighs make you nauseous

[goskinnyvegan]

🌿

[little-gabbi]

only always

[skinnyislifeitworth]

Reblog if you ate too much in this weekend and you feel disgusted of yourself as me

[little-gabbi]

one day

[little-gabbi]

hello love I'm ana, I know you noticed my bones. Do you like them? I love my thighgap the most. oh my. your thighs, they touch. that is disgusting. don't you want a thighgap? I knew you would. but, you see my love this wont happen as long as you are eating that worthless food. oooo! I have an idea. don't eat more than 600 calories a day. tear your small amounts of food into smaller anounts and chew them 50-60 times. you'll be like me soon. small and delicate. soon you will be as beautiful as a doll.

ana

[little-gabbi]

oh love, what have you done? hurry now run to the bathroom before ana finds out

mia

[little-gabbi]

I don't think some people understand how much you hate yourself after sobbing like a mad man over a 50 calorie piece of cheese.

[little-gabbi]

I lost!

2 inches off of my thighs

1 inch off my waist

1 inch off my stomach

and 2 inches off my wrists

I know its not much but I'm soo happy!

[little-gabbi]

every note = 5 mins of jogging and 1 hour of fasting